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"Katsuki Bakugo. Make it fast or hang the fuck up."

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defendure

"It" was pretty much just going to be having sex in front of a mirror and having you see it...nothing in depth. M-maybe talking about it.

[ That was way back when he was having one of his fledgling moments of taking control of the bedroom and Katsuki had one bad reaction that scared him off of that particular honestly fairly tame idea.

...and yet he's since asked to do things like utilize Blackwhip so he's explored in other directions? ]

From:

blastedass

You're getting red.

[Katsuki pinches one of Izuku's bangs between his fingers and lifts it up to look at him. Or more specifically the heat across his face.]

Doesn't sound like a "just" thing.

[The "mirror" thing has always kind of haunted him. The reaction he had to the sudden seize of control still feels like he's burned Izuku to the point of not wanting to go that direction anymore. And he feels like he's potentially lost something that they can't ever capture again.]

From:

defendure

I...guess it was kind of a "control" fantasy. But, I don't like making you feel bad about things.

[ Because Katsuki gets twisted up about why and takes it as some form of revenge... ]

From:

blastedass

I don't think I'd feel bad about it now...

[Despite the quiet and linger, there's no hesitation. Izuku's taken control plenty of times already and both of them know he likes it. They both do.

As for the revenge thing... sometimes he gets that high and tries to turn the tables to take back his top spot. That said, Katsuki doesn't intend on making the mistake he did last time.]

From:

defendure

...I'll keep that in mind, Kacchan.

[ He's not moving to do anything about it right now but...that's because he's enjoying being able to sprawl and cuddle. Katsuki puts up with it only periodically and Izuku 100% weights it as more special than sex a lot of the time. ]

Right now I just kind of want to hang out, though.

From:

blastedass

[That's all he's asking. There's no way to recreate that night, but he doesn't want whatever path Izuku wanted to go down that night shut forever out of fear. He's stubborn and he refuses to be flexible in a lot of areas... but even Katsuki can mature and adapt.

Of course he's not asking now. He's comfortable here on the damn couch! Even if Izuku should've gotten a year's worth of Kacchan cuddles out of his system in that stupid hotspring.]

Really? I never would've noticed.

From:

defendure

[ He totally should have gotten a year's worth, but Izuku's insatiable when it comes to simple physical affection like this. He's smiling, resting his cheek on Katsuki's chest. ]

You can go back to reading if you want?

From:

blastedass

[Oh great. A bottomless pit of needy cuddles and affection. Where did you go wrong, Inko?

His pecs are perfect. Hope your cheek enjoys that.]

Gonna drool on me?

From:

defendure

[ It does. Izuku's happily settled in between Katsuki's legs, and he'll actually keep quiet for the whole reading thing? Sometimes he trades cuddles for silence. ]

If I do, you can kick me off.

From:

blastedass

[He hooks a leg around the back of Izuku's like normal, then gives his head a quick toss/roll to the side in indication.]

Then get that back for me before I break your legs.

[And gives a threatening squeeze of his thighs against Izuku's own before relaxing again. He's talking about his book, which he threw on the coffee table. Could reach it, but it'd likely dump Izuku onto the ground.

So fetch, lapdog.]

From:

defendure

[ Hm. He reaches out himself, and extends his reach with Blackwhip, tugging the book over and off the table to catch and pass up.

Does he get a treat? ]

From:

blastedass

[That's right. Use that Quirk. Tsk, fucker. Katsuki takes it when he gets it and promptly opens the book up so he can plap the spine against Izuku's forehead (or top of the head) as a buttress.

You're fucking lounging on him without getting shoved off. With a leg embrace. And you need MORE treats?]

From:

defendure

[ Top of his head probably? Izuku's cheek is on Katsuki's chest so his forehead is off to the side.

But yeah, he doesn't ask for another treat...he may eventually doze off like this, though. ]

From:

blastedass

[Katsuki continues with his read, letting the warmth of Izuku's breath seep into him like a quiet metronome. Minutes pass, he doesn't know how long, but after a while...]

I'm glad you're with me, Izuku.

[That's all. Who knows if he heard it or not.]

From:

defendure

[ Well, which would you rather play out? Izuku sleeping through hearing his name said again...

Or Izuku jerking his head up and dislodging the book as he freaks out a little bit? ]

From:

blastedass

[...

...

fuck it.

Katsuki tenses up when Izuku's head jerks up like that, giving him a weird look in annoyance.]

The fuck?! [He pulls his book to the side, glaring. You're supposed to be asleep!] Trying to break your neck?!

From:

defendure

[ He's always trying to break his neck, clearly. How else does one explain his everything? But Izuku's eyes are wide, one hand twisting in Katsuki's shirt. ]

You just said...

[ Izuku. Like he hasn't since they were four. ]

From:

blastedass

[Could you not break it when you're lying on him, clearly? Katsuki's still giving him a weird look, but it's quickly starting to dawn on him what just happened.

shiiiiiiiiit...

HE THOUGHT HE WAS SLEEPING!!

Katsuki's face goes from weird, to *blink*, to "oh shit", to fucking no words for a gum-flapping second.]

From:

defendure

[ He was dozing, that's different! Izuku's tearing up because of course he is why wouldn't he be... ]

You said my name...

From:

blastedass

[Katsuki realizes there's no way to actually squirm out of this without being the kind of asshole he wasstillis and blaming it on Izuku's dreams. (You can't convince him you don't dream of that!)

Lips press together in a frown.]

It's not like I've forgotten it.

From:

defendure

[ Of course not. And really, not many people use "Izuku" - his mother, of course, but convention dictates it's usually his family name, or his hero name. Of course a childhood friend who grew up with that permission keep it, and even without that they're something more intimate these days that allows it...

But Katsuki hasn't used that privilege since they were small children together, before he'd found another way to read Izuku's name.

He shifts, not quite sitting up but leaning over Katsuki. ]

...say it again then.

From:

blastedass

[Katsuki ends up leaning back when Izuku leans over him. The sudden feeling of being trapped and cornered raises the hair along his hairline. But whereas saying his name before would've been a laughable attempt---because why the hell would you use the name of a "Deku"?---now, things are different.

As much as he'd hate to say it's due to Noctium, it is due to Noctium. Their experiences here, getting closer to him, the addition of what's been built over the year at U.A., and his growing respect and trust in the other boy's power, is it really the same reason behind using that name?

Or is it simply what he's used to?

Katsuki's expression narrows into something a bit quieter, solemn. No, he hasn't forgotten his name. Why the hell would he? It's a name, even if unspoken for years, he's grown up with as one half of his life.]

Izuku.

From:

defendure

[ Hm, yeah. He's gonna cry. At least it's not full on sobbing - and he's not intentionally trying to corner Katsuki. Just...he wanted to be able to see his expression. This time he sees that name formed and released and...

It feels important to him, because even if he made Deku his own, Katsuki's always used to at derisive nickname - though Izuku doesn't mind it these days (gave up forever ago saying it was mean) and doesn't think Katsuki means it in a bad way anymore so much as the same habitual reflex that has Izuku calling Katsuki "Kacchan" like he has since they were toddlers. ]

Ka...Katsuki. [ Still fucks up trying to say it sometimes because muscle memory wants him to say it the usual way...

Then he smiles, a little giddy. ]

From:

blastedass

[Well if you're going to cry every time he says your real name, that's not much an incentive for him to keep saying it! At the very least it's not an ugly cry. And Katsuki was worried about him drooling on his shirt in his sleep. Now he's got tears on his shirt... but he doesn't try to stop him or push him off.

Izuku has made that name his own and truth be told, for the past few months (at home), Katsuki's used "Deku" more as the accepted name than ever thinking about it being the insulting method of refusing to acknowledge Izuku's real name. It'd been reclaimed and he went with it because it was too hard to change. He doesn't even mean it the way it'd been used. So... the only excuse now is complete habit.

Maybe the tiniest bit of instinctive paybacks for 'Kacchan'. Or Izuku's already doing that. Chicken or the egg argument with that one.

BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN HE WON'T MAKE A FACE WHEN IZUKU SAYS HIS REAL NAME ALOUD!!]

Gross. Use the other one. You're dripping all over me, dammit!

From:

defendure

Why's your name gross?

[ He's usually going to use the other one, but he likes being allowed to say Katsuki's name if he wants to (which actually he probably can, no one but Katsuki is stopping him).

He doesn't respond to the dripping beyond rubbing at one of his eyes. ]

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