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"Katsuki Bakugo. Make it fast or hang the fuck up."

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[defendure]

Well...I don't think you do. Even though you're grumbling about it. So isn't it okay, even if it's unreasonable?

[ Not...like his opinion would change even if Katsuki did hate him, but. ]

[blastedass]

Dammit, why would my disagreeing with you make you say I fucking hate you?

[He's already told him he doesn't think like that anymore. It's kind of a gut punch how casually he just slung that at him.]

[defendure]

I - don't think it would? Not me exactly, although you do tend to hate parts of me.

[ He doesn't mind that. ]

But even so, if it isn't hating me myself then isn't it okay if you think that way?

[blastedass]

I don't--!

[Katsuki pauses and glares at him, has to take a breath, and let it out quietly. Trying not to punch him across the fucking room.]

I don't hate you.

[defendure]

I know. I just said that?

[ Parts of him don't equal actually hating him. ]

[blastedass]

What parts of you do you think I hate?

[Even though "hate" is a very strong word that Katsuki won't ever truly mean. Kind of like threatening to murder everyone.]

[defendure]

[ He counts them off on his fingers. ]

That I'm willing to forgive people you think I shouldn't, that I don't always ask for help, that I want to be number one, whenever I don't care enough about something to fight you on it because you take that personally too, that I want affection, that I say things that are at all emotional...

[blastedass]

[Well he makes a good point with that list.]

Some of those I don't mind as much now...

[Mumbling that off to the side between pursed lips.]

[defendure]

[ Izuku...laughs. So he's not MAD or anything? ]

I think it would be weird if you suddenly liked everything about me, Kacchan. You don't have to like everything about someone to like them, do you?

[blastedass]

[He's more upset Izuku thinks he still hates so many things about him. Sure he doesn't like them and thinks they're annoying or even dangerous, but... All Might's talked to him about his hatred towards Izuku and where it really stemmed from.

Confronting that is... difficult.]

Not liking something and hating something are different.

[defendure]

[ That's...really fair, considering what they are, or what they haven't acknowledged they are. Izuku's apparently willing to date someone he thinks hates a bunch of his qualities, but...he has some issues, different from Katsuki's issues. ]

Oh?

[blastedass]

[Only an idiot would deny that. Izuku's issues are pretty fucking clear if you care to look past his smiling assurance everything is fine.]

Do you hate All for One?

[defendure]

No. I don't really hate anyone.

[ Which he's always thought sort of pisses Katsuki off. ]

[blastedass]

But you wouldn't say you "like" him either?

[And therein lies the difference between hate and dislike. He can figure that out on his own, right?]

[defendure]

Of course not...

[ Katsuki's always used the word "hate" about him, though. ]

[blastedass]

[Cause he was/is a very angry person and "hate" is way more weighty a word than screaming "I don't like you!" at someone.]

Then you know the difference.

[defendure]

[ Izuku doesn't respond for a moment, but... ]

No matter what, I like you.

[blastedass]

I know.

[He'd be the biggest idiot in the world not to.]

Guess I'm stuck with your sap.

[defendure]

[ Yeah, Izuku doesn't play that card that close to his chest...

He tilts his head up to kiss Katsuki's neck. ]

Mhmm!

[blastedass]

[Katsuki sighs before tossing the book away for the third (fourth?) time and wrapping an arm around Izuku's shoulders.]

So fucking distracting.

[defendure]

[ Yeah, well. ]

You're the one who picked up the conversation like twice...

[ And Izuku's the one who is currently kissing along Katsuki's jaw. He threw the book away, it's fair game now. ]

[blastedass]

And you're kissing me again.

[Logically they should probably take this to the bedroom, but... not like the couch hasn't seen this kind of stuff before.]

[defendure]

You could ask me to stop if you minded.

[ Izuku does pause for it, but...

If he's not stopped, he's not stopping. Katsuki's neck doesn't have a hickey or anything on this side. A true crime... ]?

[blastedass]

I could.

[Wow, are you really mapping out his neck for hickey placements? Katsuki rolls his head to the side regardless. Yep, stuck with a sap he doesn't hate anymore.

What's his fucking life come to?]

[defendure]

[ Well, there are worse things in the world? Izuku wasn't planning to start anything like this but...he's always about a half step away from being willing to do things with Katsuki anyway.

He bites down lightly. Just a tease. ]