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"Katsuki Bakugo. Make it fast or hang the fuck up."

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[blastedass]

[Aaaand he's going to look somewhere else because obviously the clock needs a good glaring at to see what time it is.

But eventually he goes back to the topic.]

I'd rather bash his fucking face in until he lets us all go back home.

[defendure]

Well...if we get a chance, will you let me try to talk to him before we beat him up?

[ Maybe don't get cursed again, dude. ]

[blastedass]

Depends on what he's doing when we see him.

[WHO TOLD YOU ABOUT THAT?!]

[defendure]

Just promise if he's not actively trying to murder or harm someone and we get a chance to speak to him, we'll try the talking thing first? If it fails, it fails, but none of us have really gotten a chance so far as far as I know.

[ Katsuku kinda alluded to it and Izuku carefully did not ask for details... ]

[blastedass]

[Smart move... but still UGH.]

He's actively doing that right now, dumbass. Ever since we got here!

[Gruuudges~]

[defendure]

Kacchan...look, you're willing to give villains from home a chance now, aren't you? This is the same basic thing I'm asking for.

[ Just a chance to try. ]

[blastedass]

[ ... tsk. Katsuki clicks his tongue before tucking his hands behind his head. Damn that spore kid for shaking his ideas about villains.]

Fine. Not that the little shit's gonna listen to you.

[defendure]

[ Izuku's had those ideas for...ever, so he brightens up. ]

All I'm asking for is a shot to try. That's all we can ever do.

[blastedass]

[Right right right, save everyone except yourself. Meaning you can't save anyone after you're gone. It's a paradox.]

Except you want more than one shot.

[defendure]

Do you hate me for it?

[ It's asked pretty...mildly? ]

[blastedass]

Where the hell did that come from?

[defendure]

Well...I don't think you do. Even though you're grumbling about it. So isn't it okay, even if it's unreasonable?

[ Not...like his opinion would change even if Katsuki did hate him, but. ]

[blastedass]

Dammit, why would my disagreeing with you make you say I fucking hate you?

[He's already told him he doesn't think like that anymore. It's kind of a gut punch how casually he just slung that at him.]

[defendure]

I - don't think it would? Not me exactly, although you do tend to hate parts of me.

[ He doesn't mind that. ]

But even so, if it isn't hating me myself then isn't it okay if you think that way?

[blastedass]

I don't--!

[Katsuki pauses and glares at him, has to take a breath, and let it out quietly. Trying not to punch him across the fucking room.]

I don't hate you.

[defendure]

I know. I just said that?

[ Parts of him don't equal actually hating him. ]

[blastedass]

What parts of you do you think I hate?

[Even though "hate" is a very strong word that Katsuki won't ever truly mean. Kind of like threatening to murder everyone.]

[defendure]

[ He counts them off on his fingers. ]

That I'm willing to forgive people you think I shouldn't, that I don't always ask for help, that I want to be number one, whenever I don't care enough about something to fight you on it because you take that personally too, that I want affection, that I say things that are at all emotional...

[blastedass]

[Well he makes a good point with that list.]

Some of those I don't mind as much now...

[Mumbling that off to the side between pursed lips.]

[defendure]

[ Izuku...laughs. So he's not MAD or anything? ]

I think it would be weird if you suddenly liked everything about me, Kacchan. You don't have to like everything about someone to like them, do you?

[blastedass]

[He's more upset Izuku thinks he still hates so many things about him. Sure he doesn't like them and thinks they're annoying or even dangerous, but... All Might's talked to him about his hatred towards Izuku and where it really stemmed from.

Confronting that is... difficult.]

Not liking something and hating something are different.

[defendure]

[ That's...really fair, considering what they are, or what they haven't acknowledged they are. Izuku's apparently willing to date someone he thinks hates a bunch of his qualities, but...he has some issues, different from Katsuki's issues. ]

Oh?

[blastedass]

[Only an idiot would deny that. Izuku's issues are pretty fucking clear if you care to look past his smiling assurance everything is fine.]

Do you hate All for One?

[defendure]

No. I don't really hate anyone.

[ Which he's always thought sort of pisses Katsuki off. ]

[blastedass]

But you wouldn't say you "like" him either?

[And therein lies the difference between hate and dislike. He can figure that out on his own, right?]