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Date: 1/5/25 04:04 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (11)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( ...okay, maybe Bakugo just invites strange company if that's what he's dealing with. You okay, buddy??

Esi doesn't even get to fully appreciate that tsun message like he normally would. The moment he gets confirmation, he moves to prop open his door with a shoe from the entryway, in case he does pass out.

Thankfully, he doesn't pass out before Bakugo shows up— but it's immediately clear what the problem is just from looking at him. He's paler than even usual, and his shirt is discarded somewhere inside of his new expansive ace suite. Esikko himself is sitting propped up against the wall in the entryway with an assortment of bloodstained towels shoved behind himself. The whole room smells heavily floral, as his blood normally does, and something that looks like branches sticks out from between his back and the towels and the wall, embedded into skin that had already been torn and scabbed over previously, covering a good third of his back. The skin reopened, these weird branches seem to be slowly spreading to peel up more skin, stretching further still. He's breathing hard, but alert enough to flick his eyes up at the signs of movement by the front door. )

Date: 1/5/25 06:32 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Turning into a tree sounds almost peaceful compared to whatever is happening here. It does look that way, doesn't it? Branches coming from beneath his skin, the occasional leaves and red flowers blooming just to drop off and seemingly melt away, leaving behind only that strangely cold blood of his. Despite the towels, they're soaked through, and there's blood on the tile beneath him. As soon as Bakugo approaches, Esikko tries to sit further up, to lean forward, and hunches over partially in the process, reaching out with a bloodied hand to try and grab some part of him for support. If he manages, his blood is still ice cold, but his skin feels warm and feverish in contrast.

Thankfully, none of this is contagious. None of it can hurt anyone else, not unless he wants it to— and even if he did, he wouldn't have the strength to utter magic. Wouldn't have reason to, either, when Bakugo came all this way to help, despite everything. )


My body's attacking itself. I need...

( He has to pause to stay conscious, to focus on breathing enough through the searing pain of his skin splitting behind him. He's always hurting, with everything going on in his body, but this is far worse than anything else. It's no wonder the first time it happened he wasn't able to reach out for help at all, just stumbled blindly through the halls to be found by a stranger.

Now, he has bandages laid out on a chair not far away, clearly at least somewhat prepared for this outcome. His hand withdraws from Bakugo to grip at his own forehead, hissing out as he leans more forward. Through this, the towels fall more to the floor behind him, soaked through for the most part, and the view of his back is more obvious. These "branches" vary in thickness, winding through exposed muscle and veins. )


I need you to rip it all out. As much as possible.

Date: 1/7/25 22:27 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Esikko knows why Bakugo avoids his grasps for him, but it doesn't make it any easier to deal with. He feels cold, feels dizzy, like he's slipping, falling, and even with someone right here, all he can do is double over himself on the floor and grasp pathetically at the tile, at himself, a pained wheeze forced out of him at the next blossoming of flowers along the "branches." Strangely, the edges of his wounds where the torn skin meets still healthy flesh look as though they're darkening from frost bite. )

Just rip it out!

( Frustrated, his words slip out with an angry hiss, and he curls in on himself further. His forehead is to the floor, one hand flat against tile as the other keeps shifting where it's best to hold himself, where he might be able to keep himself from vomiting, from passing out, from anything like that. This is the second time, so he expected it more, but panic is still setting in. Fear. He doesn't want to die. )

It's just— blood, but it's wrong, you have to get it out! ( It's cracking his voice, that fear and panic, his eyes squeezed shut as another "branch" breaks free from the skin of his back too quickly, stretching upward with an accompanying yell from Esikko. ) If you keep waiting, I'm going to die! Please, just—

( Weak. The voice feels foreign in his own mind, and he abandons his own words, trying his best to focus on breathing, instead. Like he says, the branches will turn to blood when "ripped free" from him... so it's messy and horrible, and it hurts like hell, but it's worse to leave it in, to have this war on his body. )

Date: 1/8/25 07:42 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( He doesn't have the energy or the strength to say anything in response to that. Explanations can come later, if he makes it— and so Esikko braces himself in his position, and the cries of pain that come out are strangled, held back as much as he can manage between harsh breaths. The strange plant-like objects come out with the right amount of force, like the strong, nasty roots of a tree. Unlike roots, however, they don't bring any "soil" with them. The tears are clean, like this foreign object truly doesn't mix well with Esikko's body, and the moment it's pulled completely free, it begins to melt away into that cold, strangely thick and slow moving blood.

It does behave strangely, curling around the grips where Bakugo holds it with the towel, but it's like a desperate grasp more than anything else, not unlike the ones Esikko had made at Bakugo just earlier. Like some dying thing reaching for help.

It is a gore fest, with how much the blood splatters around them, and Esikko can't keep himself conscious for the whole thing. It slips away from him near the end, but it's clear from his breathing alone that he's stabilizing the more these things are removed. The bleeding just needs to be stopped, with the help of those bandages and the couple of medkits he has sitting nearby, and he'll be... alive, stable, not declining as rapidly. He's pale, his temperature is inconsistent, and his heart doesn't beat properly each time, but it's always been that way. )

Date: 1/13/25 08:31 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( While he could bleed out, and certainly is close to it, he won't need a typical IV bag to fix it, so it's nothing Bakugo has to worry about. The branches are nasty— like fucked up wings, almost, in their appearance, with how they reach out in multiple directions once far enough away from Esikko's skin. Like little trees trying to break free. But each pull of a bunch gathers the whole "root system" with them, most often. No digging, just slipping grips and branches breaking off from themselves to try and stay rooted.

It should be no problem for someone like Bakugo to get them out quickly. There's no need for precision, just strength and attention to details enough to get the last of it. Esikko's breathing is unsteady, as he lays there, his skin too pale, his fingertips a little blue— but he's alive. And that much is clear from the way his hand twitches against the floor, eyebrows furrowing just slightly like he's trying to wake back up, like he might already be.

But he doesn't manage more than that, right now. )

Date: 1/14/25 04:54 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( That rough voice draws him out of his thoughts a little, but it still feels like he's in an ice cold pool of water. Or blood, would be more accurate, he supposes. It's too thick, too slowly suffocating, this fog around the edge of all of his senses. Another branch tries to sprout from nothing but blood at the edge of his exposed muscle, blooming only briefly— but it's yanked out along with the others. )

Ngh.

( What was he saying? That voice. Awake?

Esikko tries to open his eyes, blearily staring across the tile into the rest of the suite. He hurts, he still hurts, but it's almost numb right now, like his body has forgotten the pain. Forgotten, like everything else is threatening to be, but a harsh wince draws back piece by piece, grasping onto them with desperation. Bakugo, it's Bakugo. He called him here. )


It's cold...

( It's nearly whispered, with how weak it comes out, but it's an attempt all the same. It's cold, not just from the blood loss, not just from his blood being so icy to the touch, but everything, everywhere, always— and it feels too pathetic, to be lying here like this, to be making someone do this so that he can squeeze out even more life than he's already had, but he doesn't want to die. Even at the times when he feels the most useless, the most pathetic, that feeling doesn't leave him. He doesn't want to die.

His eyes shut again, tighter, and he slides his palm closer to his face to block them as he tries to steady his emotions. )

Date: 1/15/25 06:07 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( He'd be touched if he could process it. He will be later, in fact. But right now, everything feels distant, like he's watching a scene from the third person, feeling himself slip further away. Stubbornly, he grasps onto life like he often does, clinging to the thought of not being alone, of Bakugo being here. As if to match, physically, his fingers curl tighter beside his face, still shielding his eyes, but more movement is probably a good thing, even if he can't hold the tighter grip for long before it slips. In and out like that, he tries to stay conscious, even as everything blurs and spins, even as he feels so tired. )

It's... it's helping. But— ( Speaking feels hard. The words come slow, the energy to find the air for each word is painful on his chest, on weak lungs and heart, but he pushes stubbornly past that. ) Clear... as much as you can, then stop the bleeding.

I have medication, I made, after that. It's in the kitchen. I have to drink it. ( His body shakes a little with the next breath in, holding it there as his fingers curl tight once more. ) To hold it back, a little.

( Obviously it's no cure. But he's working on it. He's... trying to work on it, anyway. Alternating between trying and not. Softly, quietly, ashamed, he adds on: ) I'm sorry.

( He breathes in, too slow and not deep enough and shaky, but it's still there, he's still alive. Thanks to Bakugo. ) I didn't know who to call.

Date: 1/16/25 04:56 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( His answer to that is to reach out to try and put his hand over Bakugo's, to borrow the stability of his grip to bring it to his lips. He'll drink it even from the floor, even if a bit of it spills, gasping out when he finishes, wincing a little. )

Water, too. Ugh— gauze, there should be some...

( It's hard to form sentences fully, and so Esikko trails off there, struggling to find the words before he eventually just points with a tired, bloodied hand. With the bandages, and the first aid kits, he's crammed enough gauze into them to cover wounds this large. It's all he can think to cover it and bandage it, as that's what he's always done before...

Everything feels fuzzy. The longer he looks at Bakugo, the more he feels like he can see someone else, various others with different expressions and different emotions that go with it. Words that aren't Bakugo's are sounding louder, and he presses his palm to his own temple, grunting out. )


You're going to stay, right? ( It's muttered, distracted, and potentially even when Bakugo is busy trying to retrieve the bandages. He can't tell. )

Date: 1/17/25 04:10 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
I mean... after?

( It's mumbled, barely audible, like he's embarrassed. But he doesn't push on that further either way, instead allowing Bakugo to clean and bandage him. He'll find that just shortly after taking that medication, there's a lot less of that excessive bleeding, and no additional branches or blooms seem to sprout up.

He's quiet, even when it hurts. He's used to a moderate amount of pain pretty frequently, honestly, and even if he wasn't, that burst of it at the second breaking of his skin was so bad that everything else feels numb in comparison. The medication, too, helps with some of that. )


I thought I had more time. ( Quietly, he adds it on when Bakugo seems close to finishing the bandages. ) Or I would have been more prepared.

Date: 1/18/25 09:01 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( It's cold, but it doesn't feel as much like the world is closing in from around him. Esikko breathes out a shaky sigh because of it, as he's rested back down on the floor, eyes falling shut. He can feel the ache in his back, but his heart is beating so fast it almost doesn't bother him, right now. Almost doesn't hurt. )

How about... ( His head turns against the floor, eyes tiredly opening to search out Bakugo. His words are just as sluggish and weak, but he insists on continuing. ) ..."If found injured, call Bakugo."

( Making a joke in a time like this seems perfect, he thinks. Bakugo's angry yelling is almost nice, right now. Comforting, in a strange way. It's like there's care behind those words, like those angry little outbursts might stand even the slimmest chance at warming his cold body, heart and all. )

Housekeeping will clean everything up, so leave it. I have rabbits. Will you feed them?

Date: 1/19/25 05:27 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Mmn.

( It sounds like agreement, at least, though he's too tired to fully respond. Quietly, he fades into rest, too exhausted to keep himself awake any longer. His new suite is large, but at least it's clean and organized. It's easy to find which room is Esikko's, if he looks around at all, considering it looks very much like how Bakugo had organized it back down in the 2s, just bigger. His journal is laid out on his desk, as usual... That's upstairs, though. Downstairs, there's a room that doesn't look like it suits Esikko at all (dark and minimalist), and a room reserved for his rabbits which seem to be named Order and Chaos.

Esikko's condition stabilizes slowly. Breathing steadies, his heart stops working so hard, and it seems like the bandages are staying in place, even if they will need changing fairly regularly. Right now, they're good.

But Esikko is a poor sleeper, and sleeping on the floor isn't helping. After about an hour or two, there's a soft groan from him on the floor as he wakes up, a little sore and already trying to push himself to sit up. Where's Bakugo now... )

Date: 1/19/25 08:31 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( His kitchen is... pathetically stocked. Bakugo was likely able to find the bare bones that he did by chance, since Esikko hasn't a clue how to cook and would only set his kitchen on fire. His fridge is nearly empty, with leftovers from takeout that seem days old and untouched, and the only supplies are... from some sort of an Ace welcoming kit that was left there with the suite.

Esikko manages to stand, even if he's unsteady on his feet. As he lifts a hand, it's clearly a little shaky, from dehydration, or blood loss, or both— but he brings it automatically to his own hair, crusted over with dried blood. The face he makes is nothing short of disgusted, frustration creasing his brow. )


Ugh... I must look terrible. I need a shower...

( Of course his first waking thoughts are like this. Even still, he's taking a few more steps to Bakugo, sluggish and unsteady. )

What... ( Time is it? How long has he been out? He pauses, stopping his steps when he reaches the other. ) Something smells good.

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