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Date: 1/8/25 07:42 (UTC)
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( He doesn't have the energy or the strength to say anything in response to that. Explanations can come later, if he makes it— and so Esikko braces himself in his position, and the cries of pain that come out are strangled, held back as much as he can manage between harsh breaths. The strange plant-like objects come out with the right amount of force, like the strong, nasty roots of a tree. Unlike roots, however, they don't bring any "soil" with them. The tears are clean, like this foreign object truly doesn't mix well with Esikko's body, and the moment it's pulled completely free, it begins to melt away into that cold, strangely thick and slow moving blood.

It does behave strangely, curling around the grips where Bakugo holds it with the towel, but it's like a desperate grasp more than anything else, not unlike the ones Esikko had made at Bakugo just earlier. Like some dying thing reaching for help.

It is a gore fest, with how much the blood splatters around them, and Esikko can't keep himself conscious for the whole thing. It slips away from him near the end, but it's clear from his breathing alone that he's stabilizing the more these things are removed. The bleeding just needs to be stopped, with the help of those bandages and the couple of medkits he has sitting nearby, and he'll be... alive, stable, not declining as rapidly. He's pale, his temperature is inconsistent, and his heart doesn't beat properly each time, but it's always been that way. )

Date: 1/13/25 08:31 (UTC)
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( While he could bleed out, and certainly is close to it, he won't need a typical IV bag to fix it, so it's nothing Bakugo has to worry about. The branches are nasty— like fucked up wings, almost, in their appearance, with how they reach out in multiple directions once far enough away from Esikko's skin. Like little trees trying to break free. But each pull of a bunch gathers the whole "root system" with them, most often. No digging, just slipping grips and branches breaking off from themselves to try and stay rooted.

It should be no problem for someone like Bakugo to get them out quickly. There's no need for precision, just strength and attention to details enough to get the last of it. Esikko's breathing is unsteady, as he lays there, his skin too pale, his fingertips a little blue— but he's alive. And that much is clear from the way his hand twitches against the floor, eyebrows furrowing just slightly like he's trying to wake back up, like he might already be.

But he doesn't manage more than that, right now. )

Date: 1/14/25 04:54 (UTC)
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( That rough voice draws him out of his thoughts a little, but it still feels like he's in an ice cold pool of water. Or blood, would be more accurate, he supposes. It's too thick, too slowly suffocating, this fog around the edge of all of his senses. Another branch tries to sprout from nothing but blood at the edge of his exposed muscle, blooming only briefly— but it's yanked out along with the others. )

Ngh.

( What was he saying? That voice. Awake?

Esikko tries to open his eyes, blearily staring across the tile into the rest of the suite. He hurts, he still hurts, but it's almost numb right now, like his body has forgotten the pain. Forgotten, like everything else is threatening to be, but a harsh wince draws back piece by piece, grasping onto them with desperation. Bakugo, it's Bakugo. He called him here. )


It's cold...

( It's nearly whispered, with how weak it comes out, but it's an attempt all the same. It's cold, not just from the blood loss, not just from his blood being so icy to the touch, but everything, everywhere, always— and it feels too pathetic, to be lying here like this, to be making someone do this so that he can squeeze out even more life than he's already had, but he doesn't want to die. Even at the times when he feels the most useless, the most pathetic, that feeling doesn't leave him. He doesn't want to die.

His eyes shut again, tighter, and he slides his palm closer to his face to block them as he tries to steady his emotions. )

Date: 1/15/25 06:07 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( He'd be touched if he could process it. He will be later, in fact. But right now, everything feels distant, like he's watching a scene from the third person, feeling himself slip further away. Stubbornly, he grasps onto life like he often does, clinging to the thought of not being alone, of Bakugo being here. As if to match, physically, his fingers curl tighter beside his face, still shielding his eyes, but more movement is probably a good thing, even if he can't hold the tighter grip for long before it slips. In and out like that, he tries to stay conscious, even as everything blurs and spins, even as he feels so tired. )

It's... it's helping. But— ( Speaking feels hard. The words come slow, the energy to find the air for each word is painful on his chest, on weak lungs and heart, but he pushes stubbornly past that. ) Clear... as much as you can, then stop the bleeding.

I have medication, I made, after that. It's in the kitchen. I have to drink it. ( His body shakes a little with the next breath in, holding it there as his fingers curl tight once more. ) To hold it back, a little.

( Obviously it's no cure. But he's working on it. He's... trying to work on it, anyway. Alternating between trying and not. Softly, quietly, ashamed, he adds on: ) I'm sorry.

( He breathes in, too slow and not deep enough and shaky, but it's still there, he's still alive. Thanks to Bakugo. ) I didn't know who to call.

Date: 1/16/25 04:56 (UTC)
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( His answer to that is to reach out to try and put his hand over Bakugo's, to borrow the stability of his grip to bring it to his lips. He'll drink it even from the floor, even if a bit of it spills, gasping out when he finishes, wincing a little. )

Water, too. Ugh— gauze, there should be some...

( It's hard to form sentences fully, and so Esikko trails off there, struggling to find the words before he eventually just points with a tired, bloodied hand. With the bandages, and the first aid kits, he's crammed enough gauze into them to cover wounds this large. It's all he can think to cover it and bandage it, as that's what he's always done before...

Everything feels fuzzy. The longer he looks at Bakugo, the more he feels like he can see someone else, various others with different expressions and different emotions that go with it. Words that aren't Bakugo's are sounding louder, and he presses his palm to his own temple, grunting out. )


You're going to stay, right? ( It's muttered, distracted, and potentially even when Bakugo is busy trying to retrieve the bandages. He can't tell. )

Date: 1/17/25 04:10 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
I mean... after?

( It's mumbled, barely audible, like he's embarrassed. But he doesn't push on that further either way, instead allowing Bakugo to clean and bandage him. He'll find that just shortly after taking that medication, there's a lot less of that excessive bleeding, and no additional branches or blooms seem to sprout up.

He's quiet, even when it hurts. He's used to a moderate amount of pain pretty frequently, honestly, and even if he wasn't, that burst of it at the second breaking of his skin was so bad that everything else feels numb in comparison. The medication, too, helps with some of that. )


I thought I had more time. ( Quietly, he adds it on when Bakugo seems close to finishing the bandages. ) Or I would have been more prepared.

Date: 1/18/25 09:01 (UTC)
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( It's cold, but it doesn't feel as much like the world is closing in from around him. Esikko breathes out a shaky sigh because of it, as he's rested back down on the floor, eyes falling shut. He can feel the ache in his back, but his heart is beating so fast it almost doesn't bother him, right now. Almost doesn't hurt. )

How about... ( His head turns against the floor, eyes tiredly opening to search out Bakugo. His words are just as sluggish and weak, but he insists on continuing. ) ..."If found injured, call Bakugo."

( Making a joke in a time like this seems perfect, he thinks. Bakugo's angry yelling is almost nice, right now. Comforting, in a strange way. It's like there's care behind those words, like those angry little outbursts might stand even the slimmest chance at warming his cold body, heart and all. )

Housekeeping will clean everything up, so leave it. I have rabbits. Will you feed them?

Date: 1/19/25 05:27 (UTC)
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Mmn.

( It sounds like agreement, at least, though he's too tired to fully respond. Quietly, he fades into rest, too exhausted to keep himself awake any longer. His new suite is large, but at least it's clean and organized. It's easy to find which room is Esikko's, if he looks around at all, considering it looks very much like how Bakugo had organized it back down in the 2s, just bigger. His journal is laid out on his desk, as usual... That's upstairs, though. Downstairs, there's a room that doesn't look like it suits Esikko at all (dark and minimalist), and a room reserved for his rabbits which seem to be named Order and Chaos.

Esikko's condition stabilizes slowly. Breathing steadies, his heart stops working so hard, and it seems like the bandages are staying in place, even if they will need changing fairly regularly. Right now, they're good.

But Esikko is a poor sleeper, and sleeping on the floor isn't helping. After about an hour or two, there's a soft groan from him on the floor as he wakes up, a little sore and already trying to push himself to sit up. Where's Bakugo now... )

Date: 1/19/25 08:31 (UTC)
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( His kitchen is... pathetically stocked. Bakugo was likely able to find the bare bones that he did by chance, since Esikko hasn't a clue how to cook and would only set his kitchen on fire. His fridge is nearly empty, with leftovers from takeout that seem days old and untouched, and the only supplies are... from some sort of an Ace welcoming kit that was left there with the suite.

Esikko manages to stand, even if he's unsteady on his feet. As he lifts a hand, it's clearly a little shaky, from dehydration, or blood loss, or both— but he brings it automatically to his own hair, crusted over with dried blood. The face he makes is nothing short of disgusted, frustration creasing his brow. )


Ugh... I must look terrible. I need a shower...

( Of course his first waking thoughts are like this. Even still, he's taking a few more steps to Bakugo, sluggish and unsteady. )

What... ( Time is it? How long has he been out? He pauses, stopping his steps when he reaches the other. ) Something smells good.

Date: 1/21/25 03:11 (UTC)
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( While agreement at him looking terrible earns a frown, it's not as if he can joke around and get offended by it. He knows it must be the truth. Hair caked with blood, and it's dried over his face and neck and arms and hands and— is there anywhere it's not dirty? He accepts the water with a hand that shakes a little, but he's able to bring it to his lips for a quick drink. Even during that, he can make out the warped reflection of himself in the glass enough to know that the marks beneath his eyes look exceptionally vibrant and angry. )

Thank you.

( Quietly, he presses the glass back towards Bakugo for him to take. He's had most of it. Any more right away and he feels like he'll be sick, but he can have some after he cleans up.

The way he looks over Bakugo says that he's thinking of something, that he's struggling to come up with the words for something he wants to say. But maybe he should get cleaned, first. Still, he hesitates on the first step towards the bathroom upstairs, eyes flicking back to him. )


This didn't interrupt any plans of yours, right?

Date: 1/21/25 03:40 (UTC)
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( Esikko and nice don't normally go in the same sentence. But that includes people being nice to him, and that's changed so much since arriving here that he doesn't know what to do with it. He's finding himself caring a lot more than he's used to, finding himself more emotionally attached than he's ever been, and he doesn't know what to do about it, how to feel about it.

It feels unmistakably like things like this aren't meant for people like him. Like he's partaking in something he's not allowed to be, like it's all going to flip over on him at some point and it's going to hurt more than ever before because he allowed himself to lean into it. But despite that lingering fear, he wants to hope... And how long has it been since he's done that?

His lips press together in his thought, but he eventually hums some sort of an acknowledging noise and moves to head upstairs, using the railing. He's managing, even if he's weak. Because he had help, because the medication is working, and because he stubbornly wants to live. Wants to accept these things that he shouldn't be allowed to have. )


I'll be quick.

( A shower, though he knows not to make it as hot as he normally likes it. Don't want to pass out again... The water starts, mercifully without any throwing up, and he busies himself with cleaning up. It's not the first time he's had to clean blood off of himself. )

Date: 1/21/25 07:15 (UTC)
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( He knows, by now, that Bakugo's harsh words are a front. It's not like Esikko is one to blame him for it, either. He hardly knows how to speak his own feelings, either, especially when they're so soft. His steps up the stairs are slow and careful, and the handrail helps a lot with him making it up there, but he does manage. There have been too many times where he's had to crawl out of these situations alone, so if anything, having the backup is reassuring...

But his shower goes without issue, thankfully. He's a little dizzy, a little unsteady, and very hungry, but he manages to pull on some clean sweat pants and a baggy t-shirt— a much plainer outfit than he normally allows himself to be seen in— and makes his way back downstairs.

He looks better now, from that alone. There's a little more color in his face, the blood's all gone, and he was careful to avoid his bandaging in the shower, so there aren't any issues of him bleeding through. His eyes trail for a long moment over the newly cleaned entranceway, and he breathes in slowly as he trudges towards the kitchen, where he assumes he can find Bakugo.

It might make sense for him to go straight for food, and he'll try his best to, but first— first he's going to approach Bakugo, wherever he is, and drape himself obnoxiously over his shoulders. It's a hug. Not a very tight one, because he's worried that even as injured as he is, Bakugo might throw him off, but. Take this wordless hug, punk...

He's not sure if he's ever initiated a hug before, but he's trying his hardest not to think about that right now. )

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