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( fifteen minutes should be enough time to cool off, but esikko finds himself even more worked up by the time he gets to Bakugo's door. he knocks, an impatient and overly aggressive sort of rapping of his knuckles, and waits, arms crossed, staring a hole in the door itself. )

Date: 12/17/24 19:52 (UTC)
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( No angry kisses today, either, huh... At least not in the doorway.

Esikko spends the quick minute of door inspection doing his own inspection of Bakugo, instead. It's not that he expects there to be any injuries or anything— rather, there's an uncertain trace of his eyes down the other's neck, a twitch of a further frown, and a glance away just as quickly. His hands curl into his own arms in an uncomfortable sort of fidget that he drops as soon as he's gestured in, arms falling back to his sides instead.

Immediately, he's going to look for these statues, with a glance or two around, but the question draws his attention back, and he turns to look at Bakugo, eyes sharp. )


Confirmation, to start. You didn't consult him before you moved them, right? Why?

Date: 12/17/24 20:12 (UTC)
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( Esikko always slots so easily into the role of angry bitchy girlfriend, but it's his own anger that's rising up the more he gets responses like that. That sort of emphasis on the League, or whatever— that's what he had meant, bringing up the "opinion of a villain". Why does it matter?

His own stake in this might become more clear as he continues, though, stepping closer to Bakugo in his anger, like it might offer some sort of a better answer for him. )


From what I understand, one of those statues isn't your father. So how is it that it's a decision for yourself? Don't you understand? You have no idea how frustrating it is to have that taken away— if Kirma— if my bodyguard, for example, had taken my father's statue, in a place like this?

Why don't you get it?

Date: 12/17/24 20:42 (UTC)
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Did you ever stop to consider that he knew where it was? That moving it isn't necessarily the reaction just anyone would have, or even that would feel right to do? This place is an entity— you have no idea what sort of threads are tying it to this place, or what you might do by relocating it.

( Mildly scolding, but it's not the issue so much that he moved it in general. It's the issue of not consulting someone else closely related to the person that the statue is. It's the deep-rooted anger relating to his own situation, to his own father, to the death that was stolen from him, to the lack of closure, the frustration, the searching, the lack of a body even more driving him insane—

He does reach out, to grip at the front of Bakugo's shirt. But he's weak. He's always been weak, and he can't do anything with these pathetic noodle ass arms— it's just that being physical like this is the only way he knows how to express intense emotions, the only way he's ever been taught, or shown. His fingers curl, desperate, emotional, weak, useless. )


Why are... why are you acting as if I'm insane, to be troubled by this?! I thought you were a hero! Aren't you supposed to care about the wellbeing of others?! If I took the statue of someone important to you, if I claimed it was for their own good, you'd be just as angry!

Date: 12/17/24 21:02 (UTC)
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( Anger and heavy emotions mount to a point where Esikko can only see red, and without a thought, he reaches his free hand to try and slap Bakugo across the cheek. Whether or not he succeeds doesn't really matter— whether his hand hits or is caught by the wrist or anything else, he yells his answer just as easily. )

I was looking for him! I found him, back when I was messing with the roots of the House itself! Because I was the one who knew that people could turn to stone, who was trying to discover why, who was working with Hiyori so closely on it! And so yes, I did tell him where he was, he knew! He's always looking for him, you idiot! Why does that matter?!

Date: 12/17/24 21:21 (UTC)
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( —having his hit blocked is almost as frustrating as having his concerns pushed aside. To Esikko, it is the principle— he'd be chewing out anyone who had thought to do this to this particular statue, to any statue of importance that he knew about like this, because of his own personal feelings on the matter. And so he grips harder at his shirt to just keep trying to smack at him, hand eventually curling into a fist for pathetic little pounds.

And eventually still, even his second hand releases the grip on the shirt to do the same. He's so mad, he wants this outlet!! He's doing absolutely nothing at all with this force, but he's half shaking in his attempts, showing his effort... Pathetic... )


You're not answering me! I know I'm not the only one, but why would you move them somewhere no one else can access without your permission?! You don't understand! You didn't see— you haven't felt— ughhh, you're pissing me off!!

( as if that's not inherently obvious by him wailing on him like a child )

Where are they?! At the very least, let me see that piece of shit father, just to make sure nothing has changed in how I sense him!

Date: 12/17/24 22:02 (UTC)
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( The grab, at least, immediately freezes Esikko from his relentless slapping and thwapping. His arms freeze mid-assault, a sharp glare focused in through tunnel vision that feels too isolating. Stupid, he was stupid, to feel any sort of disappointment, to have any sort of reluctance—

His voice lowers, at least, no longer yelling, but instead an anger coiled up and held back again. )


I bet I know more about him than you do.

( Slowly, he tries to focus on his breathing, to calm down, arms lowering and one of them catching on the wrist of the hand that's holding onto his shirt now. Cold fingers grip lightly, more to brace himself rather than anything else.

He knows. But more than just knowing, he agrees, he relates, he understands, he feels such an intense amount of empathy that it's painful. Foreign, too, but he doesn't want to let it go. He has trouble letting anything go. He knows he's not a good person, that Dabi's not a good person. But the worlds they live in— why should they be?

He searches Bakugo's face, though he's not sure what he'll find in it, a twitch of a frown betraying his complex mess of emotions right now. )


Show me Endeavor's statue. Please.

Date: 12/17/24 22:28 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Then don't bring it up like a threat.

( He breathes that out in a huff, brushing his shirt smooth again as he follows him across the suite. Once the room is opened, he lets Bakugo wander back and steps into the bedroom himself, arms crossing uncomfortably at the sight of the statues.

He hasn't seen Hawks before, but Endeavor is familiar enough, and both give off the same supernatural sensation of being off, somehow. That's normal.

He does step closer, just to examine them better, but calls out to Bakugo as he does. )


How on earth can you sleep with them in the same room like this? I'm aware you might not be able to send them to the same level that I can, but this is just distracting, isn't it? Disturbing?

Date: 12/17/24 22:40 (UTC)
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...You've been sounding too much like that stupid dog.

( That's more muttered to himself, as he runs a hand along the arm of one statue. But nothing seems different, nothing is amiss, and it's not as if he expected anything else. Physically, anyway. He had to check for what he could sense, spiritually— but from what he can tell, it's all fine.

So with a sigh, and one more glance around the bedroom, he exits, crossing his arms again and staring over at Bakugo. )


Maybe you're right. You're the one I don't know anything about. Can't bother explaining to someone like me? Couldn't possibly imagine that I might understand it?

Whatever.

Date: 12/17/24 22:59 (UTC)
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...I used to look up to someone. Someone who crushed it thoroughly each time I showed it. Who hated that I was alive. It faded quickly.

( Stiffly, he moves further into the living room, arms still crossed, eyes tracing to find a better view on Bakugo. )

But protect? I do now. Someone I look up to and want to protect, only here. Why?

Date: 12/17/24 23:14 (UTC)
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( At first, he wants to bitch more. Wants to call out what sort of people Bakugo wants to protect, the character of the man, his own beliefs about what you can move on from or how— but he bites his tongue, because he knows that would be hypocritical.

If anything, doesn't it just show it's similar? He stops next to the couch, looking down on Bakugo with his crossed arms and a huffy sort of almost-pout, like he's trying to decide how to feel. How to respond. )


Well. Then you know why I'm upset, too.

( It's the same, isn't it? It's selfish, but he's selfish, too. He knows that. It's the same. His arms drop, after a moment, and with a release of a sigh he'd been holding in for too long, he bumps his foot against the edge of the couch, a fake kick. )

And you wouldn't even let me get one hit off about it. Asshole.

Date: 12/17/24 23:47 (UTC)
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( Unfortunately, the brief time he'd met Endeavor before even connecting who he was, Esikko had already seen enough of his own father in him to form an opinion. Dabi's mental breakdown on the beach had only sealed that.

Esi's face goes a little red from the mix of embarrassment at that first statement to anger at the second, and he promptly whirls around to...

Attempt to sit down right on Bakugo's chest. He's not asking for permission for this either!!! )


Shut up already. What makes you think I haven't told him? It's not like it matters, anyway. I've told you it always ends the same.

Date: 12/18/24 00:13 (UTC)
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( ...True. The explosions and the call out make him wince a little, the noise startling and the feeling uncomfortable, but this time he doesn't back away. He leans back with all of his meager weight, his own hands grabbing at the cushions of the couch to try and stay relatively in place.

It's like the silliest wrestling known to man? This is what happens when you never learn to hug, maybe. )


...You said you'll talk with him later. In person? Just you two? How do I know you won't kill each other?

( And, it's not like he should care about Bakugo, he thinks, he swears, but the more it comes to his mind, the more he does, and it's annoying too. Ugh. )

No one ever asks me for permission, so of course I want it. I'm just making it even.

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