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Date: 11/13/24 04:02 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (11)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Oh— no, I meant I tried to buy a scarf as soon as I noticed it. Today was food.

( It was never a test for Bakugo so much as a test for himself. It's clear that Esikko is in an odd mood, since he'd normally correct that statement with a little more emotion one way or the other— annoyance, if he was having a bad day, or playfulness, if he felt like teasing him. Instead, it falls out a little too simply, and though the heat of fire dances close to his skin, he doesn't react more than a brief furrowing of his brows as he watches. His opposite hand reaches to touch at the charred ends of his sleeve, eyes staring but unfocused as he does. )

Thanks for that, too.

( The handcuffs were an optional thing, one he'd never asked Bakugo to help with, and still he did. But that makes sense, doesn't it? It's not because it's him, Esikko, but because it's Bakugo, an apparent "hero" who would do it for anyone. Is that the answer he was looking for? )

Do you suppose it might have been a mistake? Messing with the House to try and create paths home.

( The question comes out of nowhere, but now that they're away enough from the guards, Esikko shifts to take a seat on one of the steps of the stairway. Strange. The feeling in his chest is strange, and why is he bothering Bakugo with it? Maybe because he thinks that, with everything else, he wouldn't just walk away? It's a little pathetic. He rubs at his freed wrist now. )

Date: 11/16/24 09:13 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (15)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...I don't want to go home.

( The admission comes after a bit of a pause. He's busy rolling all of Bakugo's words around in his head. The idea that he's concerned enough to offer him a new shirt instead of Esikko having to pester him for it later, the insistence that this was some noble cause, or the right thing, even though— )

And hardly anyone seemed to appreciate it. One person. The one who only speaks to me in the hopes that I'll find a way home, anyway. He seemed appreciative, I suppose, but...

( He wrings his wrist with his opposite hand, taking in a slow breath as he considers his words. Nothing sounds right in his head. No amount of crafting his sentences can manage to get across what he wants to express, to the point where he's unsure if he even understands it, himself. And so, he shakes his head, dropping his wrist again to instead reach up and twirl a finger through a pink lock of hair. )

There's nothing for me at home, so I was planning on trying somewhere else. Not that it mattered, since nothing worked quite right. Anyway— you know, I had more people angry with me or calling me an idiot than supporting it. So I wanted an unbiased opinion. That's all.

Date: 11/17/24 03:21 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (14)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
It's that simple, is it?

( There's a mild sort of exasperation in his words, but he can't say he hates that way of thinking. If anything, he's a little envious of it— both Bakugo and Hiyori were straightforward and determined in the way that they thought, and the way that they wanted to go home. For them, to go live their happy little lives, and for Dabi, to go feel satisfied ending his own— is that what he's doing this for?

Esikko frowns a little to himself, but he pushes himself up and off of the step he'd been sitting on to follow after Bakugo once more. )


Well, it's not as if it killed me. I can't say I know for certain why I'm bothering, but should you ever get curious about details I've learned or what exactly I tried, I suppose I could go over it with you. Hiyori knows to some extent, as well, if you know him.

Date: 11/18/24 04:43 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (7)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...Parrot? ( He can't help but laugh at that, a genuine thing that bubbles out of nowhere. He wasn't expecting to get a laugh in today, so it's kind of nice. ) You call him Parrot? That's so fitting.

( With his laugh fading out, though, he shifts to push the door of the stairwell open, poking his head out for a moment to check for any security before deeming it safe enough to move. )

I can share plenty, but I'm not sure how much will make sense to you. What if I showed you an example? Of my magic, that is, and explained alongside it.

Date: 11/19/24 02:25 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (14)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( He scoffs at that, giving a little swat of his hand back at the prodding even if it does work to get him to move faster. It looks like there aren't any in this area, though the commotion from the higher levels is still causing a lot of yelling from upstairs. Still, there are plenty of shops on this level and any of the others below them in this huge shopping center at the core of the hotel. )

It's not that simple. Magic like mine requires a setup, so I can't simply stop here and do it. I need to gather supplies, make sure I have enough stamina for it, and select a spot that's out of the way...

( He has no idea where they're even going, and so he falls back a little to allow Bakugo to take the lead, busy getting lost in his thoughts over this anyway. )

I can probably just use you as a demonstration. Your line of fate, that is. There's no clearer way to explain than to have it directly tied to yourself, right? And before you ask, it wouldn't do you any harm or change or anything.

Date: 11/21/24 08:41 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (35)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Exactly. You're not going to understand.

( There's frustration in his voice, but maybe it's unfair, to assume this much. Magic is important to him— he could ramble on for ages about it, his interest slipping through in sparkling eyes and excited rushes of his words, skipping accidentally over details that are relevant to someone clueless to it all. But Bakugo is bright, he knows, and so maybe his desire to show rather than tell is just the antsy feeling slowly eating him up lately wanting some sort of outlet.

It doesn't actually help anyone. He frowns to himself, fingers lifting to brush his hair a little more over the brand on his neck, but it doesn't quite manage. )


If you think of the House like a tree, it has a base, and below that, a large system of roots reaching in every direction. Those roots connect the suits, us inhabitants, and our home realms, in varying ways. I ripped up those "roots" and changed where they connected, causing changes in suits, memories, and even reality bleeding.

The House seemed to be angry, with how it screamed throughout that week. I almost was able to tear reality enough to make some of those home pathways visible, accessible— but I failed, and everything snapped back to normal, and I was punished.

( His eyes stare ahead, only occasionally sliding to check Bakugo as they move. Thankfully, no one has noticed him or his brand on this level so far. )

Date: 11/22/24 04:13 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (38)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Everyone else I've told just told me they didn't understand, so— hey!

( His quiet muttering is interrupted by the rip of his sleeve, and this is so noticeable that he's quick to react to it. His free hand reaches up to clutch at his opposite and now bare arm, expression somewhere between flustered and angry. )

What do you think you're doing, just ripping it off like that?! This looks ridiculous! ( Even as Bakugo comes to tie that around his neck, and even as he allows him, he's complaining about it, the tips of his ears turning red as he huffs about it. He repeats: ) This looks ridiculous.

( Appearance matters. But regardless of his yelling, Bakugo leads them into a store, and Esikko can only follow, eyes darting left and right like he's nervous about being perceived like this. The makeshift choker works— no one gives them a second glance, other than to give the judgmental sort of looks that any lower ranked guests get. Those can you really afford this place? type stares. )

—you're buying me a shirt, right? That's why we're in here? You can't go on about me explaining things properly when you can't even say your own plans, you idiot. How am I supposed to focus on shopping when I look like this?

Date: 11/22/24 07:12 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (52)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( In response to him making it sound so obvious— which, in retrospect, he supposes it is— he reaches out and lightly whaps his hand against the side of Bakugo's arm. The force is enough to express his annoyance, but of course with his wimpy little arms, probably feels like being hit with a stuffed animal... But the point is still there!! )

What the— what is polyester?

( Silk he knows. Polyester, though? That must be how some of these fancy cloths are made, he supposes? Stepping ahead, he reaches to thumb through a few of the shirts, mouth curved downward into a frown of focus. )

These are all so exotic. ( western???? he means western. but he's always like this. He naturally gravitates towards the fancier stuff despite how foreign it all is, holding out the sleeve of one button-up to examine it closer. ) What do you think suits me? Since you're already bothering with this.

Date: 11/25/24 01:00 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (64)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
I do know clothes. But my world must be very different from yours and this one, that's all. I don't know... these other fabrics.

( He turns to observe the choices now, reaching out to touch at these shirts next. Faux silk is nowhere near as nice as real silk, but he's long since allowed himself to put up with lesser quality in this place. Still, it's interesting, knowing the names for these things he's been seeing, even if he has no idea what they mean. He can feel the difference, at least, and he frowns in his focus as he tries to decide which one he can tolerate the most.

For the moment, at least, he's forgotten that he looks ridiculous. )


Also, you were supposed to say everything suits me. ( Esikko. ) Mm, I don't know... It's one shirt, I suppose, so not that fake silk. One of the other two.

Date: 11/25/24 03:51 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (51)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Can anyone truly pull off a denim jacket?

( He doesn't know the jeanist lore. But with that judgmental comment out there, he follows Bakugo along and swipes his hand through the clothing. He tries to keep his wardrobe interesting, but his favorite color to wear by far is red. That's why it's no surprise that he keeps gravitating towards the maroon color here at the end...

Hmm. But, in the end, he decides he wants to do something a little different, and chooses a sleek black one, finally holding it up to Bakugo. )


Okay, this one will do. They should let me change here if you pay, right?

Date: 11/25/24 09:15 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (37)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Esikko's eyebrows lift a little in his curiosity at that tone, but he ultimately leaves it for another day, humming in some sort of affirmative understanding, instead. With the official permission from Mr. Do-Gooder himself, he waves the shirt as he takes a few steps towards the changing rooms. )

Okay, then let me try this on.

( Too reserved for any public changing, he ducks into a dressing room stall and takes his time in switching from the torn one to this. He has to take a few spins looking in the mirror, after all, to make sure he likes how it's resting, or that he's left the correct number of buttons undone. ...Which means that, for now at least, he's left his stupid makeshift sleeve-choker in place beneath the shirt, deciding that he'd rather not risk this brand being visible before they've checked out and left.

So, he pops out again, the tag hanging easily from one of the sleeves as he steps out. )


Ta-dah~. ( Dryly, as he finds the shirt basic, he extends his arms for a brief little spin. But for all of this goofing around, he is smiling a little. ) Let's take care of this and get out of here already so I can take this stupid sleeve off of my neck.

Date: 11/26/24 08:07 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (12)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Buying him things??? Dangerous. Well— it completely catches him off guard, at first. The stunned sort of silence as he takes the bag and blinks as the scarf is thrown around his neck is a rare sight, one matched with the subtle tint of his cheeks in pink. He's quick to cover that up with a smile, though, slinking closer to link his free arm with Bakugo's, wrapping around it like he's a newly caught prize. )

You bought me more? Hehe.

( Touched. He is genuinely touched, but to admit that too genuinely is embarrassing, vulnerable, and it's so much easier to tease about it, to act like it's something he can confidently flaunt, as if he expected it at all. At the very least, he moves to walk with him out of the store, but his stubborn cling to that arm is earning them a few glances. As far as Esikko's concerned, if he can embarrass Bakugo a little, then it just means that his own embarrassment is less evident. So. )

How do you have that sort of money, at your low rank? You must be working so hard. ♪

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LMAOOO it sure would! thanks bakugo :')

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