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Date: 12/4/24 02:06 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( It's a product of his upbringing, of what he was and wasn't shown in the form of emotion, that he struggles with basic ideas. That he gets so moody, so unfairly sensitive, and most of all so confused with it all. At the very least, Esikko has grown enough in this place to realize that maybe he's the one who needs to learn a few things, no matter how miserable he feels— so it's not as if he's holding any ill will towards Bakugo for not reading his mind. That would have been different before.

As it is right now, seeing him waiting for him outside of the elevator is enough to earn a pleased sort of relaxation. He reaches to grab one of his arms, again— so touchy— and breathes out a laugh as they move, the lonely moment of the elevator already forgotten. )


It's much faster than me on the stairway, though I certainly wouldn't complain if someone could make it faster. Or should I just ride you down the stairs, next time?

( Heheh. )

Date: 12/4/24 09:33 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Ironically, it's Esikko's stubborn determination to find his own strength that always makes things end so poorly for him. Finding it never fixed anything. Strength never helped— even if he still thinks he can make it, still thinks he can change things to work the way he wants.

Bickering is something he falls into easily, and so he clicks his tongue in his irritation as they move down the stairs, using his shallow cling to Bakugo's arm as a source of warmth. )


My magic isn't some instant use nonsense like you quirk users manage to have. It takes time and set up and exchange. Do you have any idea the strain that flight would put on a human body? That's not a realistic spell at all.

( As if Bakugo could have any idea what makes sense or not with Esikko's magic... Still, it's a sore point. He can use magic "quickly" in some cases, cases like back with the paintings and the fire, but it puts a huge strain on his body, on his life. )

Date: 12/4/24 20:42 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( (They definitely have to talk about this now.)

The look that question earns from Esikko is nothing short of puzzled, like he doesn't fully comprehend the idea. A brief pause allows him to see it, at least— sure, in a world where magic could fly from one's fingers so easily, if he could create explosions, or fire, or put people into little marbles, then of course that would be useful in a fight. But for him, that's not what magic is. His own use of it is far from standard, stretching its limits, and even then, it would not be useful in a fight without assistance. )


With blades and bows? Magic isn't really suited for war or anything, you know. Oh— firearms are a recent thing, as well.

( He loosens his death grip on Bakugo's arm a little, relaxing his hold as they move, and it's clear that he's already a little out of breath from this small walk down stairs alone. The chase from earlier didn't help. )

Most people don't use magic at all, anymore. My father didn't want me to learn it, either.

Date: 12/5/24 04:51 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( A drink... Part of him is grateful for the break, though the other part wonders if stopping is just going to make it more difficult to start again. It's fine, though, with only a couple more flights of stairs left, and so Esikko sits down on the bench with a soft little sigh, setting his bag nearby and shifting to check the tag still hanging from his own shirt. He'll remove this properly in his room, so not to tear the fabric. )

The world has magic, but any world does.

( From what he knows, anyway. His fingers trace along the edges of his sleeve as he waits patiently. )

I learned it because I'm interested in it. I was sickly from birth, so I wasn't allowed outdoors. Most of my time was spent in the library, then, and reading those books about magic, about how you could create and shift and alter reality and wield your own type of strength— it sounded far more interesting than being a Prince.

I suppose I thought it might be some way to combat the weakness of my own body, too.

( He's looking off in some other direction now, frowning a little. )

Date: 12/5/24 05:21 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( That earns a laugh, at least, genuine if short. )

The latter. ( He gestures weakly with a hand, flipping it palm up in an almost half shrug. ) I came out the precise way he had hoped and planned for, I suppose, and he wanted to use me as his perfect little chess piece. According to him, magic was a waste of time, and he was far more obsessed with attempting to completely shift our customs and traditions into something more modern, with the countries from the south.

I was supposed to save all of my energy for my duties as a Prince, attending meetings and lessons and discussing politics, and so he had all the books related to magic removed from our library.

( He drops his hand again with a sigh. ) But he's an idiot, so I was able to find a few and hold onto them despite that, and I just practiced in secret and self-taught. I'm still learning.

Date: 12/6/24 00:17 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
It doesn't suck, it just doesn't apply in the way so many people expect. I can grow plants from my own blood, can alter fate, can defeat death— you know, it's just that no one stops to consider the alternative applications.

( There's a rush of heat in his answer, defensive and overly passionate despite his own exhaustion. He stands, once Bakugo moves back from the fountain, and scoops up the shopping bag, ready to head down the last two flights. )

In any case, yes, I have. I have a number of them checked out in my room, in fact, and I regularly look for new books that might appear.

( So he is serious about it, after all. )

Even learning about the forms of magic across different realms is useful, since I can apply it to knowledge of using my own magic here, for example.

Date: 12/6/24 04:32 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Offensive magic isn't a thing. Say it sucks once more and I'll turn you into a frog.

( Can he actually do that? It's a mystery. It's largely his annoyance talking, anyway; his defensiveness, his desire to be clinging to something that matters, even if it's not instantaneous. )

But yes, in certain ways... and though this place limits certain abilities, I've yet to encounter a limit on my own. I've been slowly testing what I can between reading.

( Here they are, the two rank floor. Esikko walks slowly to where his room is located, his eyes focused ahead. )

Date: 12/6/24 20:50 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
This— ( his free hand moves up, touching over the scarf that covers the mark at his neck ) —is a punishment, not a limit. I was able to change suit assignments and perceived memories, so all things considered, I wasn't met with much limitation.

( Even then, he wonders if he could have gone all the way if the House were less able to fight back. It's something to consider, something to poke at more and more, but the problem is that in order to make his magic do such extraordinary things, he has to break a lot of rules.

And his body can only last for so long through punishment for that.

The question earns a bit of hesitation as he slows his feet to a stop right in front of his door. It's beat up a little, scratched on the front since the staff hasn't bothered with fixing it, and he doesn't open it just yet— it's a mess inside, and he knows enough to be ashamed by that. )


Both, in a way. ( Unclear, vague... But he takes in a slow breath, smacking his Watch against the lock mechanism so that it clicks open. He doesn't swing the door open, just cracks it. )

That was me from the past. It was at that time that I wove a spell most would consider forbidden or impossible. I restarted my life, rewound everything, altered what I could and tried again. I was dying, but I wasn't ready to stop. ( He rests his hand on the doorknob. ) That was many lives ago.

Date: 12/7/24 06:36 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...Does it matter?

( A tad defensive, as if he can feel the hint of judgement behind Bakugo's eyes, or that he at least expects some. He's heard it plenty of times, the words against what he's been doing, but he had been literally in the last hours of his life when first making the decision, and it's not something that can be so easily undone now. What he did undo was the chain that had been dragging another with him.

But now, where does that leave him? He tosses a cautious look to Bakugo. )


At least 20. It's difficult... for memories to maintain their integrity over time. They often take years for even flashes to resurface, and longer for me to realize I'm not simply going insane. Even here, where I've recalled so many things, I can't tell you an exact number.

( Finally, he pushes his door open. His twin bed is unmade and nearly entirely covered by folded clothes, for the lack of a closet, and a few stacks of books. The rest of the room is messy, indeed. There are plants everywhere, with lights that don't seem to have a source hovering above them, jars both clean and filled with blood, some filled with flowers, others with crushed leaves, or stems. There's bags of rabbit fur, wolf fur, and an assortment of books on magic from the library that are taking up the desk, the singular chair, the floor. There's hardly room to walk.

But hey, it smells like flowers? )


I thank you for the escort, but... well, if you wanted to stay, I'm afraid I'm limited in seating space.

Date: 12/8/24 02:15 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Plenty of those lives were too short to even count, in Esikko's eyes. Lives where he died as a child were fairly regular, but even not counting those, it's well over ten... Well. It's fine.

Besides, he's heavily distracted by the way Bakugo just barges into his room like that. Esikko nearly protests, but considering his comments, he decides to just walk in and set his bag of shirts next to the bed, on top of a different pile of books. Moving one small pile of clothes on top of another, he takes that seat newly freed on the bed and looks over. )


Well, I know how, of course, but I'm used to having servants handle all of that. It's not as if it's that dirty or anything, is it?

( Largely cluttered— though there is dust layered in places that are hardly touched, such as the baseboards, the top of the doorway, the legs of the bed. The piles and piles of books and other sketchy materials, though, are not dusty. The plants, so numerous, are happy and healthy, well taken care of, some likely foreign in appearance due to them being from Esikko's world. They have no shelving to take advantage of, so they're just placed wherever they can fit.

The only place that has a bit of space is the desk itself is cleared just enough so that the journal laying out on it has enough space to be opened and written in. )


You know, if you're going to clean up, I've heard they have uniforms for that. ( He's teasing. Though he wouldn't refuse a show. )

Date: 12/8/24 04:02 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
You're surprisingly domestic.

( House husband material? But, Esikko quiets down after that, at least for a bit of time. He's exhausted from the day's events, and so he unwinds the scarf from his neck, folding it to put it in the pile next to him, and then shuffles through some of the piles on the floor near the bed to locate some scissors and snip the tag off the shirt he's wearing. Aside from that, though, he doesn't help— doesn't stand up, doesn't try to follow him in and out of the room, none of that. )

Even if I did have shelves, they'd be destroyed by now by one lunatic or another. There was a point where my walls were completely eradicated somehow during an all out brawl, you know? It's why I try not to stay in here if I can help it.

( Still, as Bakugo does get to grouping things, he'll hear chime ins from Esikko. Things like "treat my children gently" or "that one prefers that side of the room" regarding the plants, or for the materials, things like "be careful, that contains poison", "don't spill any of that" and "you're going to bring those back in here, right?"

In other words, he's plenty bossy even though he's getting help, sorry... )

LMAOOO it sure would! thanks bakugo :')

Date: 12/11/24 07:29 (UTC)
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I have them all here because I look through all of them when necessary, you know? How am I supposed to know what might come up?

( But okay, with a sigh, he finally stands up from the bed and moves over to review the stacks of books, one hand on his hip. With the other, he eventually gestures out to point at a few of them. )

I'll have to return these soon before checking them out again. The rest I can do without. I try to take notes in my journal when particularly necessary, anyway. ( His journal which he has insisted stays on the desk. In any case, Bakugo can likely find a closet with supplies somewhere along the hallway, though its contents aren't the best. Some things are missing, others are just worn down— but they'll do.

Eventually, mid-cleaning, after watching Bakugo for some time: )
So, are you doing this out of the kindness of your heart?

Date: 12/11/24 08:49 (UTC)
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( Ignoring that serious comment, Esikko takes a seat back on the bed, crossing one leg over the other and watching. ...The cleaning does earn a number of coughs and sniffles that he does his best to minimize, but it's a temporary thing cleared the more the cleaning goes on, and eventually, either near the end or after it, he hums. )

Maybe I'll just have to give you a thank you kiss.

( His little smirk says he's just waiting for him to yell about that. So, after a pause: )

Do you like plants?

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