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Date: 12/6/24 20:50 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (14)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
This— ( his free hand moves up, touching over the scarf that covers the mark at his neck ) —is a punishment, not a limit. I was able to change suit assignments and perceived memories, so all things considered, I wasn't met with much limitation.

( Even then, he wonders if he could have gone all the way if the House were less able to fight back. It's something to consider, something to poke at more and more, but the problem is that in order to make his magic do such extraordinary things, he has to break a lot of rules.

And his body can only last for so long through punishment for that.

The question earns a bit of hesitation as he slows his feet to a stop right in front of his door. It's beat up a little, scratched on the front since the staff hasn't bothered with fixing it, and he doesn't open it just yet— it's a mess inside, and he knows enough to be ashamed by that. )


Both, in a way. ( Unclear, vague... But he takes in a slow breath, smacking his Watch against the lock mechanism so that it clicks open. He doesn't swing the door open, just cracks it. )

That was me from the past. It was at that time that I wove a spell most would consider forbidden or impossible. I restarted my life, rewound everything, altered what I could and tried again. I was dying, but I wasn't ready to stop. ( He rests his hand on the doorknob. ) That was many lives ago.

Date: 12/7/24 06:36 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (18)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...Does it matter?

( A tad defensive, as if he can feel the hint of judgement behind Bakugo's eyes, or that he at least expects some. He's heard it plenty of times, the words against what he's been doing, but he had been literally in the last hours of his life when first making the decision, and it's not something that can be so easily undone now. What he did undo was the chain that had been dragging another with him.

But now, where does that leave him? He tosses a cautious look to Bakugo. )


At least 20. It's difficult... for memories to maintain their integrity over time. They often take years for even flashes to resurface, and longer for me to realize I'm not simply going insane. Even here, where I've recalled so many things, I can't tell you an exact number.

( Finally, he pushes his door open. His twin bed is unmade and nearly entirely covered by folded clothes, for the lack of a closet, and a few stacks of books. The rest of the room is messy, indeed. There are plants everywhere, with lights that don't seem to have a source hovering above them, jars both clean and filled with blood, some filled with flowers, others with crushed leaves, or stems. There's bags of rabbit fur, wolf fur, and an assortment of books on magic from the library that are taking up the desk, the singular chair, the floor. There's hardly room to walk.

But hey, it smells like flowers? )


I thank you for the escort, but... well, if you wanted to stay, I'm afraid I'm limited in seating space.

Date: 12/8/24 02:15 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (32)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Plenty of those lives were too short to even count, in Esikko's eyes. Lives where he died as a child were fairly regular, but even not counting those, it's well over ten... Well. It's fine.

Besides, he's heavily distracted by the way Bakugo just barges into his room like that. Esikko nearly protests, but considering his comments, he decides to just walk in and set his bag of shirts next to the bed, on top of a different pile of books. Moving one small pile of clothes on top of another, he takes that seat newly freed on the bed and looks over. )


Well, I know how, of course, but I'm used to having servants handle all of that. It's not as if it's that dirty or anything, is it?

( Largely cluttered— though there is dust layered in places that are hardly touched, such as the baseboards, the top of the doorway, the legs of the bed. The piles and piles of books and other sketchy materials, though, are not dusty. The plants, so numerous, are happy and healthy, well taken care of, some likely foreign in appearance due to them being from Esikko's world. They have no shelving to take advantage of, so they're just placed wherever they can fit.

The only place that has a bit of space is the desk itself is cleared just enough so that the journal laying out on it has enough space to be opened and written in. )


You know, if you're going to clean up, I've heard they have uniforms for that. ( He's teasing. Though he wouldn't refuse a show. )

Date: 12/8/24 04:02 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (51)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
You're surprisingly domestic.

( House husband material? But, Esikko quiets down after that, at least for a bit of time. He's exhausted from the day's events, and so he unwinds the scarf from his neck, folding it to put it in the pile next to him, and then shuffles through some of the piles on the floor near the bed to locate some scissors and snip the tag off the shirt he's wearing. Aside from that, though, he doesn't help— doesn't stand up, doesn't try to follow him in and out of the room, none of that. )

Even if I did have shelves, they'd be destroyed by now by one lunatic or another. There was a point where my walls were completely eradicated somehow during an all out brawl, you know? It's why I try not to stay in here if I can help it.

( Still, as Bakugo does get to grouping things, he'll hear chime ins from Esikko. Things like "treat my children gently" or "that one prefers that side of the room" regarding the plants, or for the materials, things like "be careful, that contains poison", "don't spill any of that" and "you're going to bring those back in here, right?"

In other words, he's plenty bossy even though he's getting help, sorry... )

LMAOOO it sure would! thanks bakugo :')

Date: 12/11/24 07:29 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (17)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
I have them all here because I look through all of them when necessary, you know? How am I supposed to know what might come up?

( But okay, with a sigh, he finally stands up from the bed and moves over to review the stacks of books, one hand on his hip. With the other, he eventually gestures out to point at a few of them. )

I'll have to return these soon before checking them out again. The rest I can do without. I try to take notes in my journal when particularly necessary, anyway. ( His journal which he has insisted stays on the desk. In any case, Bakugo can likely find a closet with supplies somewhere along the hallway, though its contents aren't the best. Some things are missing, others are just worn down— but they'll do.

Eventually, mid-cleaning, after watching Bakugo for some time: )
So, are you doing this out of the kindness of your heart?

Date: 12/11/24 08:49 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (7)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Ignoring that serious comment, Esikko takes a seat back on the bed, crossing one leg over the other and watching. ...The cleaning does earn a number of coughs and sniffles that he does his best to minimize, but it's a temporary thing cleared the more the cleaning goes on, and eventually, either near the end or after it, he hums. )

Maybe I'll just have to give you a thank you kiss.

( His little smirk says he's just waiting for him to yell about that. So, after a pause: )

Do you like plants?

Date: 12/12/24 07:57 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (52)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( The way he's completely offended at "they exist" being his only opinion on plants. He can't even properly love or hate them? He's ambivalent? Ugh. Immediately, a rant begins to form itself in his mind, twisted tangles of words explaining how plants are incredibly strong and versatile, how they help people, how they can do all sorts of extraordinary things that humans would never be able to do— but it falls short and comes out as a click of his tongue, instead. )

Existing is one of the things they excel at, that's true.

( That's all that he manages, snippy but relatively calm for what could have blown up. He's having his room cleaned, after all. )

Let me rephrase this, then. Is there anything you're struggling with, in this place? Plants have all sorts of wonderful properties that I happen to excel at knowing and making use of. Sleep aids, physical enhancements, pain relief, so on and so forth... There are a few others I'm assisting in various ways.

If you have a need, I can probably help with it. As a fair trade, you know, for all of this effort.

Date: 12/18/24 03:21 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (32)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( ...Because liking plants would mean they could bond, obviously. But he's the weirdo with the obsession yet again. At the very least, however, it seems Bakugo will accept his help in this way, and that does a ton for helping Esikko feel less like a useless walking bit of meat. It's nice, too, to have a bit extra from him. About his dad... His dad, huh? Into gardening? )

That's not difficult. Okay, I should have them tomorrow.

( Long enough to gather everything needed properly and apply heat where needed. )

It looks much nicer in here.

Date: 12/18/24 06:04 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (7)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( He'll leave it at plants and get into the blood fixation later, then. )

Mm, yes, most of them are.

( It's obvious, the way he lights up in response to a question like that. He moves from where he'd settled to one of the plants set up near the desk, now afforded its own space with its magic little floating light. It's tall, with spindly leaves almost like oversized blades of grass, and drooping little purple flowers along it. )

I've heard from a handful of people that there's overlap in some of them, but this one might be unique? I haven't met anyone who recognizes it, yet. It's called Spindledrop? The petals of the flowers are exceptionally good for sleep aids, and make delicious tea.

Date: 12/18/24 06:48 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (12)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( About that... )

I can create the seeds of just about any plant with my blood. It's magic, you know? Once I have those, and I help it grow, I can create more of that same plant from there through typical horticulture.

( He runs his fingers along one of the long smooth leaves, a gentle touch that's as fond as it is proud. )

The gardens were my favorite as a child, so I spent much of my time locked inside studying plants, their uses, their lives... Because of that, I can even manage to create plants from a detailed description, even if I've never seen them before.

I have a number of them in the rooftop gardens, as well.

( He releases the leaf after a moment, smiling naturally, for once. )

As for the speed, it depends on the way I mix it. I have a number of mixes, depending on what I need... Ones mixed with another plant, over there, can remove dreams entirely, for those plagued with nightmares. Or, if you want fast acting sleep, like within an hour or two, you simply have to soak the petals for longer... The more intense the concentration, the heavier the sleep.

Date: 12/18/24 22:24 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (70)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Yes, it's only possible because I know the structure of so many plants already, and to have a foreign plant described to me... I need things like the appearance, the location and climate, height, relative size, colors, smells. The more information I have, the more accurate it can be, but I can often fill in any blanks with my own knowledge.

( He really is a nature generator. Could technically even make his own types of plants, though he doesn't like that idea and refrains from it. Plants are made naturally beautiful as they are. They can account for everything. There's no need to improve upon them, right? )

In any case, I meant the Vale. The gardens that are attached to it, they're considered "rooftop" with that fake sky ceiling. The staff calls it that.

( He turns away from the plant, leaning back against his desk instead, to look at Bakugo. )

Some of us have insomnia or don't want to be knocked out instantly, you know. But— it is possible to have something that works near instantly, with the right crossing of other plants. Truthfully, if there's any problem anyone has, there's a high chance that plants can assist with it.

Date: 12/19/24 00:01 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Yes. Plants have much in common. The appearance also has much to do with the inner workings. A tall plant versus a short one, for example, have different ways of drawing in water, nutrients, and capturing sunlight. A flower that can grow in the snow near my palace, for example, is able to survive on very little sunlight. It's a mixture of intuition and experience that allows me to fill in details.

( As for the gardens— yes, the top floor, where the beach had temporarily taken over and then been restored. It's also attached to the Vale, connecting the gardens to everything else up there. Esikko has done a fair number of spells up there, too, investigating the House, before he determined the basement had better luck. )

As for sleep... Well, everyone has their preferences, you know. For sleep intensity, for the security of it not being too deep of a sleep, so on and so forth.

Date: 12/19/24 23:16 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Hehe.

( Grown ass man goes heehee. But he's pleased, and he has no idea that he's being thought of as a nerd (or he'd be stomping on some toes about it), even if it is true. This topic is clearly something of an obsession, and he gestures out broadly across the room at his little collection. )

I do use them for that, when I can. I tend to offer them as forms of repayment, my potions and plants and the like, since I'm not someone who enjoys being indebted to anyone. My children have been so useful~.

( C...children... his plants. )

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