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From:

blastedass

[Cause someone gets sappy during sex and says things that make him want to put his damn face in the pillow. Or says/does things that get Katsuki making noises that are embarrassing. Fucking him without talking is definitely one of those occasional intentions during sex. Just like Izuku tries to get Katsuki to look at him or kiss him or talk to him.

Opposites attract, right?]

We'll try it once and you tell me---honestly---what you feel about it.

[Just like Katsuki said about the clothes. Wasn't his favorite, but he could see how it was a turn on.]

From:

defendure

Okay. That sounds fair to me.

[ Though how honest he is about the answer is rather up in the air depending on his state of mind and goals at the time...he has good intentions when he makes the promise, but Izuku doesn't always follow through when it comes to putting himself first in front of other things he wants more. ]

From:

blastedass

[Therein likes the problem and Katsuki's already figured that out a long time ago. Deku'll sacrifice his likes for the sake of pleasing other people. He'll enjoy it, but never as much. Sometimes, he wonders just how much of Izuku's life has been shortchanged because he sacrifices so much of himself for others. How much happiness and joy he's given up to make sure others get what they want.

It's really not fair... but apart from keeping an eye on him and demanding he tell the truth or somehow focus on himself more (which makes Izuku unhappy, in some fucked up irony), Katsuku's not sure if there's anything he can to do fix the problem.

Does make him feel a little dirty when he accepts... But, whatever. Even if Izuku says it was great and he liked it, if Katsuki can see he didn't, it'll be easy to simply not do it again.]

Good. I'll think about doing it.

From:

defendure

[ There was a fairly huge chunk of time in the middle there where a lack of joy had nothing to do with self sacrifice, at least? Just a miserable existence due to being Quirkless and how people treated him for it.

A lot of his self worth now is tied up in being worthy of All Might's power. And here...things are complicated when it comes to Katsuki and sex, and likely to get only more so. ]

Is there anything else you want to try?

From:

blastedass

One at a fucking time, Deku. I don't dump all the shit like you do.

[He takes his time to absorb new things despite grasping them easily. Has to parse through and make sure they're worth taking in or offering up. Sometimes that can happen in a second; sometimes it takes a day or two or longer.

He'll decide when he wants to open towards this new suggestion. Not that he even has any of those things they talked about either... And if there are other things he wants to try (there are), he'll bring them up at his comfort another time.]

From:

defendure

I know, I'm sorry...I shouldn't have told you anything else today. I'll try to keep things to myself more.

[ Or just explore them elsewhere if it happens to come up, but he does want to get better at this. ]

From:

blastedass

Stop fucking blubbering. You can tell me things; just don't unload like a damn hose.

[Takes him a while to type this one, mostly because he has to think if he really wants to sign this scroll... but alas... he does. RIP.]

I'd rather you explore most things with me than someone else. Even when I bitch at you.

From:

defendure

Which ones would you prefer I explore with someone else?

From:

blastedass

Let me go check your kink library.

[HE DOESN'T HAVE A FUCKING LIST OF THEM!! DAMMIT, DEKU!!]

From:

defendure

I'll just keep them to myself, I don't need to explore anything else really.

From:

blastedass

I'm saying I want to be your damn firsts, but some things I won't want to do. That's all.

From:

defendure

You can be whatever firsts you ask for, Kacchan.

You just keep making me feel a bit gross and creepy for asking, and I don't really want to keep doing the thing that ends up making me feel that way, especially because of the way it must be making you feel for me being gross and creepy. So the only thing I really truly want to explore is keeping those things to myself more.

From:

blastedass

[Ch. Fuck. And he really thought he'd been trying to not bulldoze Izuku's preferences. So much of it's ingrained habit. Trying to hold it back is... fucking difficult! He's conditioned himself to say and think whatever Deku wants or likes is gross and creepy (...and really, there are some creepy things, Izuku, like knowing so much about Katsuki in the first place, and sharing it).

Faced with the failure, again, Katsuki goes radio silent for a few minutes before responding.]

Fine.

[Attempting anything else will erupt in his face.]