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"Katsuki Bakugo. Make it fast or hang the fuck up."

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[defendure]

[ There was a fairly huge chunk of time in the middle there where a lack of joy had nothing to do with self sacrifice, at least? Just a miserable existence due to being Quirkless and how people treated him for it.

A lot of his self worth now is tied up in being worthy of All Might's power. And here...things are complicated when it comes to Katsuki and sex, and likely to get only more so. ]

Is there anything else you want to try?

[blastedass]

One at a fucking time, Deku. I don't dump all the shit like you do.

[He takes his time to absorb new things despite grasping them easily. Has to parse through and make sure they're worth taking in or offering up. Sometimes that can happen in a second; sometimes it takes a day or two or longer.

He'll decide when he wants to open towards this new suggestion. Not that he even has any of those things they talked about either... And if there are other things he wants to try (there are), he'll bring them up at his comfort another time.]

[defendure]

I know, I'm sorry...I shouldn't have told you anything else today. I'll try to keep things to myself more.

[ Or just explore them elsewhere if it happens to come up, but he does want to get better at this. ]

[blastedass]

Stop fucking blubbering. You can tell me things; just don't unload like a damn hose.

[Takes him a while to type this one, mostly because he has to think if he really wants to sign this scroll... but alas... he does. RIP.]

I'd rather you explore most things with me than someone else. Even when I bitch at you.

[defendure]

Which ones would you prefer I explore with someone else?

[blastedass]

Let me go check your kink library.

[HE DOESN'T HAVE A FUCKING LIST OF THEM!! DAMMIT, DEKU!!]

[defendure]

I'll just keep them to myself, I don't need to explore anything else really.

[blastedass]

I'm saying I want to be your damn firsts, but some things I won't want to do. That's all.

[defendure]

You can be whatever firsts you ask for, Kacchan.

You just keep making me feel a bit gross and creepy for asking, and I don't really want to keep doing the thing that ends up making me feel that way, especially because of the way it must be making you feel for me being gross and creepy. So the only thing I really truly want to explore is keeping those things to myself more.

[blastedass]

[Ch. Fuck. And he really thought he'd been trying to not bulldoze Izuku's preferences. So much of it's ingrained habit. Trying to hold it back is... fucking difficult! He's conditioned himself to say and think whatever Deku wants or likes is gross and creepy (...and really, there are some creepy things, Izuku, like knowing so much about Katsuki in the first place, and sharing it).

Faced with the failure, again, Katsuki goes radio silent for a few minutes before responding.]

Fine.

[Attempting anything else will erupt in his face.]

[defendure]

Sorry about that. I really will do better in the future!

So what does it look like?

[blastedass]

Stop apologizing for everything. You're allowed to have feelings, dammit.

[And... ... attachment.]

[defendure]

I wasn't apologizing for how I feel.

That looks soft!

[blastedass]

I knew you didn't like leather.

[defendure]

I think it can look pretty cool on people...but it looks kinda silly on me.

[blastedass]

Depends on the kind of leather and the face you're making.

[defendure]

You haven't actually seen me in leather before, have you?

[blastedass]

Saw a photoshop of you once.

[defendure]

WHAT

[blastedass]

Internet's a fucking weird ass place.

[defendure]

What did you think about it?

[blastedass]

Fucking hilarious. They had no idea what the fuck they were doing.

[defendure]

That doesn't sound like it looked good then...

[blastedass]

Never said it looked good.

[defendure]

Yeah, I don't think I actually would look good in leather.