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Date: 10/11/25 13:57 (UTC)
smokedout: I let him enter to make some more ♪ (16 ♪ The kind of fun that I adore)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
yeah
she hasn't heard of anyone else bringing shit either
but she's asking around for me.

i got the sense something was up with her guitar
but i don't expect her to tell me if there is.
so as far as i know i'm the only one getting shit i need for free.


[She actually specifically said nothing was wrong with it, but since Dodger hadn't asked he read that as covering something up.]

Date: 10/13/25 12:33 (UTC)
smokedout: Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow ♪ (47 ♪ And I'm hollow)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
i don't exactly know her well enough to ask about that.
but i could keep digging around.


[Not that he's sure how to test that without just... asking. Damaging her guitar feels like a great way to just end that friendship whether it's tied to her life force or not.]

...information is power.
if you want to know about my meds, trade cards with me.

Date: 10/13/25 22:39 (UTC)
smokedout: I wanna tear our bridges down ♪ (53 ♪ I wanna scorn my lover)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
her username is 'brother'
and her name is mitsuki koga.


[He COULD be holding that information hostage too, but if Bakugo thinks he'll have an easier time learning about the guitar then Dodger can only gain by letting him try.]

sure, if you think that's what it's worth.

sparring is an equal information exchange. no payment necessary, we'd both get something out of it.
but if you want to know more about me, i want to fuck you. that feels geared in your favor, if anything.


[Or they could just have a social interaction that isn't overtly categorized as a trade deal... something that has never once occurred to Dodger.]

Date: 10/14/25 00:30 (UTC)
smokedout: That I have borrowed ♪ (33 ♪ In this dream)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
all this is payback for giving me food and somewhere to sleep.
dumbass.


[And there's a VERY long pause before he deals with the rest of that, wavering hard on whether to just keep covering his tracks with bravado.

...Bakugo's a good kid. Esikko's vouched for him. This place is safer than Boston, everyone he's managed to bring this up to has been safe. Hell, Chobe was safe to bring this up to. He should just clear this up before another person finds out the hard way.
]

if i try to bottom, i'll burn you.
i can't control it. i don't want to, it just happens.
if we fuck i HAVE to top.


[The panicking part is harder to admit. But it's a start.]

Date: 10/14/25 01:06 (UTC)
smokedout: So simple when I was younger ♪ (43 ♪ I stay empty - I feel the hunger)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
we were TALKING about fucking in exchange for learning about my medicine.
keep up.


[Aaaaand the walls are going straight back up.]

my medicine AND the shit i take it for is private.
if you want to know about it, let me fuck you.
or offer me something more interesting.

Date: 10/14/25 02:43 (UTC)
smokedout: Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow ♪ (47 ♪ And I'm hollow)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
sex IS a trade.
i figured you'd like it better than paying me in chips.
but if you'd rather pass up on good dick and getting your question answered, that's your problem.

that's the same thing, right?
getting a welcome gift, i mean.
she still didn't earn it.

Date: 10/14/25 13:02 (UTC)
smokedout: That I have borrowed ♪ (33 ♪ In this dream)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
they're trading pleasure and, in this case, cards.
one step closer to going home, right?
but like i said, your problem if you want to be a prude.


[He says that like he isn't going to keep pressing to screw Bakugo. Really, he's just annoyed at himself for misjudging the value of this information.]

whatever.
fine, then i got bad info.
if i found anyone that woke up WITH their item, i'll let you know.
but i AM going to expect payment for that.

Date: 10/15/25 00:20 (UTC)
smokedout: Not in the face, but in the head ♪ (7 ♪ Oh yeah I'm an ugly mess)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
i'm being objective. that's all it is.
and you won't fuck me because i have an ulterior motive and that makes you feel like i don't lOvE yOu FoR yOu.
that IS prudish.


[Is it.... is it really.........

....He also seems to have dropped the other topic entirely, just noting that down somewhere along with his intention to tell Bakugo immediately if he finds someone who woke up with an item they don't specifically need. Arguing is far more important.
]

Date: 10/15/25 03:07 (UTC)
smokedout: That I have borrowed ♪ (33 ♪ In this dream)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
was i supposed to get something else out of your 'all you see is a card value, i'm a person' bullshit?
you want sex to mean something, right?


[Maybe it's for the best that tone isn't conveyed over text, because he is sneering at the idea of sex being meaningful.]

Date: 10/15/25 20:14 (UTC)
smokedout: Hollow, hollow, hollow, hollow ♪ (47 ♪ And I'm hollow)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
you're making me sound like a sex pest.

if i just wanted to get my dick wet i've got easier options.
you're worth pursuing.
not just for the card value, i think you're interesting.


[And, kind of unsurprising at this point, Dodger can't conceive of a way to get someone's attention that isn't overtly sexual.]

Date: 10/15/25 23:36 (UTC)
smokedout: And I know what he came here for ♪ (15 ♪ The devil is at my door)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
it sounds like a good deal for you.

[There's a long pause before he answers that second part. Still hesitant about showing his hand, but he is flattered by the concern.]

bloemrose is figuring something out for me.
if something happens to him i've got bigger problems than my medication.
besides, worrying about me doesn't get you anything.

Date: 10/16/25 00:05 (UTC)
smokedout: They come to find, all insane ♪ (9 ♪ They look a little look at my brain)
From: [personal profile] smokedout
whatever.
i'll get out of your hair.

thanks again. for all the camping shit.


[...Did he say thank you in the first place??]

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