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Date: 8/10/25 05:09 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (21)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
They're protected to make up for that. It's precisely why certain pages become difficult to "unlock"— if they would present information that could create instability in the reset, regardless of whether or not I realize they could, they're blocked from forming those sections.

( Pink Midoriya is coming out... Just kidding, he's not nearly as awkward, but the confidence and excitement is there just behind his words. And it's interesting, maybe, that this is one of the few areas that Esikko has strong enough feelings on to put his foot down about, that his willpower pushes him through regardless of his body's physical ability or his knowledge in each timeline.

He's about to go on about how he formed that elaborate spell and the specifics on how it works, but Bakugo's next words catch him off guard enough to prevent that. Thankfully.

Because... he's touched? It's the exact sort of comfort he looks for without knowing what to ask for, and in Bakugo's gruff little package, it comes across genuine, not forced, not some fake nice bullshit. So there's a brief little flash of that surprise, of something like relief, and then he's pointing his eyes forward again like he's almost unsure of how to respond to that news. )


I'll... save the rest of it for after we're there, then. ( After they settle, after some food, maybe. He doesn't have much of an appetite after all of that, but he rarely does. He'll still try to eat. But then he can make sure he sews up this little plushie nicely, and go over magic... It sounds nice.

Maybe it's okay to rely on him a little, to not overly stress about Chobe knowing they're acquainted. Maybe Bakugo will be safe, after all. It's what he'd like to believe, between all the anxious noise in his head. Strange, how he's gotten here, when he used to find the idea of caring about anyone so laughable... )


I shouldn't take long grabbing it.

Date: 8/11/25 03:04 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (126)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
S...stop judging my spell when you don't have the first clue about magic! Things aren't as simple as you're making them out to be!

( Huffy, but he's prepared to yell about this, and the comment under Bakugo's breath about a better magician? Gets the sharpest glare Esikko has ever managed, although one a little puffy more than anything genuinely upset. Accented, of course, by the little stomp of one foot against the ground when they finally come up to the stairway door, rather than the elevator, like he's some sort of angry rabbit. )

Just wait and see about making one yourself, then you'll understand! ( Hmph!! He hesitates only a moment before rushing to catch up to Bakugo on the stairs, clutching the plushie with one hand still as the other reaches out to catch a sleeve of Bakugo's, just ever so slightly...

Seems he's worried about being left behind even if he'd acted like he'd been fine separating moments earlier. )


Anyway, things can speed along faster if you check on the rabbits for me. I pull out more hay for them at night, and make them small salads. ( the only thing in his fridge, right now, is greens for the rabbits. ) Then I can order the spicy gyoza as room delivery from red cardinal...

Date: 8/11/25 05:23 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (17)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( He's torn between the urge to curse Bakugo by turning him into a very angry toad, and clinging to him happily because he got invited for a sleepover... Truly, this mood whiplash is insane. Thankfully, it's only the puffy irritation that's clear on Esikko's face, but some of the rest of it appears in the way he hooks his fingers at the crook of Bakugo's arm, using it to keep him from moving up too quickly. Please, have mercy, he gets tired going up stairs...

Anyway, his free hand holds out his little Bakugo plushie to lightly bonk it against the back of his head. )


You're shit. I'm someone who shouldn't even be able to use magic with my health, so when I explain the basics to you, you'd better appreciate my effort. None of this carries through from life to life, but I learn it from scratch, without prompting, every time. It's not like reading instructions simply gives you the power and ability to do it. It's an art.

( Even cursed to defend his own spell!! He'll show him that it helps, he'll explain it!! Without it, he never would have gotten as close as he has. Hmph. Meanwhile, at least he's not wilting down and sulking about being criticized with this topic. No, he's defensive, he's proud of his work in this. )

And some of us have beauty routines, you know? I'm skipping it, though, so don't get all huffy just because I take a moment. I want to use your bath later, too. You must have one, right?

( Please don't be a shower only suite. )

Date: 8/11/25 22:27 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (110)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
I don't want your pity, stuuuupid.

( This petty arguing is a lot nicer, actually, than the insecurity and guilt that had been plaguing him just minutes earlier. Subtle clues show that— the more relaxed way he walks, the way he's pausing less between words and sentences, the relaxed tone he's taking, even when annoyed. He's happier, even if he's showing it with angry little defensive comments.

Comments that come promptly to an end by the time Bakugo yanks him closer, his stunned expression replacing any other thought that had been on his mind just prior. He's been on the receiving end of this before, and so he reacts quickly enough— his arms quickly grip around Bakugo's shoulders like on reflex, without even noticing that he's asked the same, that silly little plushie still clutched tightly in one of his hands.

Of course, that doesn't help the shock of the actual movement. He ducks his face lower to tuck it into Bakugo's neck, like that might protect him from falling off along the way. He doesn't want to see, it's scary!! )


Wah—?!

( Not a scream, but a startled noise all the same, for the start of it. And by the time they land for the final stop, he's still hesitant to let go, even as he stomps a foot on the floor, trying to get some of his anxiety out. )

Could you give a little more warning before doing that?! You're always so impatient! ( As if he's one to talk. At least by now, he allows his arms to slip free, clutching the plushie to his chest instead like it's a life preserver. Okay, he only needed a second, he can keep walking, geez, some people have weak hearts, you know!! )

Honestly...

Date: 8/12/25 20:42 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (140)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Of course I don't.

( With a huff, he follows after him all the same. This time, when their steps near his own door, he takes a few hurried steps ahead just to shove his Bakugo plushie at Bakugo himself. )

Hold this, and you can give the rabbits their salads if you'd like to speed things up. I'll grab a bag.

( With a gentle tap of his Watch against the room, he opens the door. But interestingly, there seems to be part of his routine where he peeks inside and checks something about the space before entering it completely. He's walked in on unwanted visitors before, despite how that's supposed to be impossible.

The rabbits are downstairs in their own room, but Esikko heads up the stairs to his own bedroom once they're inside, his steps hurried. At least he's not trying to waste time. It won't take long for him to pack a little bit. Night clothes, next day clothes, his journal, a few magic necessities... )

Date: 8/13/25 01:21 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (97)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...In the fridge! It's labeled.

( Sure enough, posted on the fridge is a helpful little schedule for the rabbits. They have hay full time, in the rabbit room, but it looks like Esikko has a rather detailed list of what vegetables they need for their best health, the amount per serving, etc. They're plants, after all, so he knows those well. He can't cook, but he can apparently make a nice little bunny salad, and the greens in his fridge look to be great quality.

But from upstairs, Esikko calls out. )


There are "security cameras?"

( It sounds foreign coming from his mouth, the idea of it, the words. But he's doing something upstairs that sounds kind of loud, with a few thumps as he moves things around. He's packing his nightly routine bag efficiently, okay!

Anyway, cute little bunnies Chaos and Order will start happily chasing each other in circles when Bakugo delivers the salads. They're used to being spoiled. )

Date: 8/13/25 18:23 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (17)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight does NOT have the right to judge any names, thank you very much. Chaos and Order are perfectly suitable bunny names, and their elaborate name plates over the little setup he has for them to be able to eat and use the restroom is themed appropriately!! They're apparently friendly enough, too, since despite being jumpy at sudden movements, they seem to have no problem headbutting at Bakugo's hands for more leaves or attention as he sets their salads down. They're incredibly soft. There are little toy stacking blocks and cups around, too...

But it sounds like Esikko is coming back down the stairs about now. )


I didn't know it was an option. It's like the Watch video? ( He's taking mental notes... While ordering their food to be delivered to Bakugo's suite, of course. Via UberTweets or something?? He doesn't know, but it's been handy for hiding in his room. Spicy gyoza for Bakugo, and... as much as he wants to just order a dessert, he also puts in an appetizer order for himself so he can have real food. He eats better with company, or at least tries to.

He peeks around the corner, a bag now slung over one shoulder and a brown bound journal held to his chest. )


...So, are you going to have me sleeping in a guest room, or do I at least get to be warm, tonight?

( It's not cuddles if it's for warmth...... shut the fuck up )

Date: 8/13/25 21:56 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (65)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Esikko is a little puzzled at that, honestly. Is it stupid because it's obvious they're sleeping together, or stupid because it's obvious they wouldn't...? But before he can even think of a way to reply, Bakugo is brushing past him, and he's left stepping after with a quiet little noise of annoyance, trying to catch up. Hold on!!

It's fine, he'll figure the bed thing out later tonight. For now, they exit the room together, and Esikko gives an extra tug at the door to ensure it's locked before they leave.

From there, it's likely not long until Bakugo's suite, being the same rank and all. This hotel's layout can be confusing as hell sometimes, but Esikko doesn't worry about that and allows Bakugo to lead the way. Instead, he rechecks through his packed bag (it's one night) and assures the plushie is tucked away there, too, before opening his journal and flipping through a few pages, searching for something. )


Did you ever have to take notes, when you learned how to use your quirk?

Date: 8/14/25 21:29 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (9)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...Kirma, for example.

( But he's relieved if he aligns with Bakugo on this, scanning his pages with a small frown. )

I've heard some people, the naturally talented type, can essentially put in no work but manage things. It always frustrated me.

( But he was just curious, and so he closes his journal again, looking forward. )

I would sneak out of bed at night to study books, take notes, and so on.

Date: 8/15/25 21:47 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (126)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
No, not "everyone" puts in work, and that's precisely why I'm bringing up that stupid dog. He's the type to accidentally "guess" at some method, or meaning, and completely get it right— and if that's not irritating enough, he takes absolutely no interest in it at all! No work, no care, just pure luck!

( Maybe that's where all of Esikko's luck has gone. Swallowed up by the luckiest dog alive. He sighs. )

Anyway, it makes me angry to think about so I need to stop bringing it up.

Instead, I'd like to focus on my own actual improvements, but... I'm not sure how? Do you have any ideas?

Date: 8/16/25 21:10 (UTC)
loosestrifes: (139)
From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
I am not— argh, I am so sick of everyone refusing to believe me about him!

( This is like, a majority of the annoyance, the hatred, the continued mentioning. He's so annoyed— can't one person believe that this stupid dog has stupid luck and then rubs it in?! He stomps a little in his steps, taking a deeper breath before sighing it out. )

And that is not what I meant! Look, I'll stop talking about him. Three days minimum. But I don't eat enough where food even matters, so in exchange, I want you to believe me.

...But even if you won't, whatever. Forget it. I'm talking about focusing on achievements, as in, seeing where I've improved in some sort of trackable manner? All I can see is where I've fallen short. It's important to see both sides, isn't it?

Date: 8/17/25 02:40 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( For once, Esikko doesn't argue, doesn't try to bring back up a dropped topic. He's on edge, especially after Chobe appearing out of nowhere, and so should he really be annoying someone who's said he'd come to help him if it came to it? The longer he thinks on it, the more he wonders if he's worthy of being anyone's friend at all, with the way he acts, and—

Ah, wait. He blinks once, twice, and then readjusts the bag over his shoulder, tilting his head to look at Bakugo. )


...You've been keeping track of my physical improvements?

( He's sure he just means that he noticed, right? That he observed it, once or twice, and made a mental note. But that still has him thinking about it, a little hopeful, a little curious, a little pleased. So there were some, so it wasn't his imagination. )

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