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Date: 7/5/25 03:11 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( He doesn't know how to explain how much this particular spell means to him, what the actions of it mean, what standing up to someone stronger than him means— but he's not sure if it would help, anyway. He can't even disagree that it was stupid.

But the only regret he has is about letting it slip the sort of friends he has. With someone like Bakugo, his abilities are vague enough, sideways enough from it that he could escape notice for it, right? That's what he hopes. )


Just please pretend not to know me if he asks.

I'll be there, and I won't even complain this time. I owe you.

Date: 7/5/25 03:30 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Part of him still struggles to accept that anyone could care about him, and perhaps Hiyori's stinging words don't help— but at the same time, what else could this be, but Bakugo caring? He knows that, logically. But it still feels like the fragile sort of thing that could be ripped away at any moment. Like maybe that anger means it's going to be?

And some other strange part of himself seeks out this danger like self punishment. But something like that... he doesn't think that it would affect others?

But Bakugo seems pissed as hell. So it must.

He's anxious, wishing that Bakugo had responded to his request for pretending not to know him more directly. Any punishment coming from all of this is something he wants, for himself, not pointed at others, not pointed at people he's grown to care for. This was a miscalculation. But maybe it's fine, maybe he's overreacting, maybe it will all come back to him. Maybe he can keep it to himself, like the time after the hearts party...

Urgh, he's going to get his ass kicked training, and how much of it is even going to help with his slow ass body? But all he can do is try. And so he responds with a little thumbs up emoji, a like, and grabs his water to head over. He's ready to be put through the wringer!! )

Date: 7/5/25 03:58 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...These?

( He said he wouldn't complain, and so he doesn't, but there is a long sort of pause as he looks between the strange clothes and Bakugo's ominous taping. He needs that? What are they going to do, exactly...?

Not that he can complain about this, either. He thinks he's preparing for the eventual anger of Chobe once the spell wears off, for future incidents of pissing people off that are stronger than him. But he has absolutely no idea how soon he's going to need any of this, that there's a threat right under his nose he missed. Another mistake.

He frowns to himself, but reaches to pick up the clothing, not wanting to meet Bakugo's eyes. At the very least, he's not harmed at all. A single bandage on his index finger remains from the finishing of his little personal spell, but it was small, it was simple, it was a little bit of revenge. That's all. He sets the water bottle he's brought down on the floor, unfolding the clothes to get a better look at them. )


Okay... ( If he must. But looking at this puffy parts, he has a feeling he's going to need it, anyway. ) I'll wear them. But you know, it was a quick trip, a quick spell, nothing so serious. If that's what has you so angry.

( Spoken as he hesitates only a moment before starting to change right here. He'd originally wanted to find a spot to change, but... Bakugo has seen him naked plenty. It feels silly to leave, knowing that. )

Date: 7/5/25 04:25 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...

( Esikko drops the attempts, focusing instead on finishing stripping what he needs to and putting this on over the rest. He listens to the warning about his undershirt, and thankfully his hanbok works well enough to support layers that can keep him from any chafing. With the padding now in place, he just reaches to do one more thing, tying back his hair in a small ponytail.

As he runs over the holds in his mind, his hands lower, and he glances down at himself in the outfit. )


Those all sound useful. ( Choke hold especially, he thinks... He remembers that. ) But, what about being pinned... Like to a table, not the wall. Is that too difficult for someone like me?

( He's picturing a specific old encounter, and so he doesn't really want to meet his eyes as he considers it, but he figures it's worth asking. )
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Getting out of it.

( It's strange, that Esikko's voice is quiet, isn't argumentative, isn't trying to pout or throw more excuses around. He sounds embarrassed, or something close to it— ashamed?— when he speaks about this, going through a few stretching motions like Bakugo has likely shown him before. )

There was a time... over a year ago, I think? Someone lifted me, like a shove, pinned me to a table. I tried to kick at him, but my kicks didn't do a thing. My pushing didn't either. Then he broke my arm.

( He's stretching, just focusing on his own body, thinking. )

Clawed into me. I couldn't stop it at all. Begging didn't help. He was under influence from Spades, I think. Even in public, it wasn't until he decided he was done that I could get up.

I think... that I might have some more strength than I did then. But I think if he experienced the same sort of flip of Spades, of anger, that I'd be just as likely to end up pinned and my kicking wouldn't do a thing.

( Now he finally steals a cautious glance over to Bakugo. )

But, you've shown me plenty of things to consider that I never knew, so maybe there's a secret. A weak spot, or something. I'm going to pay attention. I'll commit it to memory.

Date: 7/5/25 05:11 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...?

( He looks like he's genuinely confused as to why Bakugo is yelling at him, head tilting a little. Damn, okay... Is it that annoying to hear? It doesn't click at all, interestingly, that it would bother anyone to hear about. It was his own problem, his own weakness, just another result of it, right?

Anyway, all of this and he still likes this place better than home! Maybe he just needs to come over and gush about the good things that happen. Or harass him into doing more of those good things, too. )


Okay, no details. And no, since I know you won't actually try to kill me, it's not a problem. Unless you plan on making me doubt that?

( He only panics when there's intent there. So. It should be fine. He frowns, brushing his hands down the puffy outfit. Urgh, maybe he'll just stick to listening. For once in his life. )

...Even then, it's fine. I'll be fine. So what do we do first?

Date: 7/5/25 05:33 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( Hooray, vague details!! For Esikko's part, he seems incredibly attentive through all of it, even as he gets slammed down repeatedly in showing. There aren't any complaints, this time— very unlike the training Bakugo has given him before, where he doesn't stop whining— and he pauses occasionally to question alternatives, to see if Bakugo has any input on attempted brief magic he might pull up here or there. He needs the pointers.

One thing worth noting is that despite saying he's fine with it, he does hesitate every time he's the one that has to act as the "aggressor" against Bakugo, at least for the first time or two. After being thrown down once or twice himself, he seems to struggle less with trying it again, though never with any genuine intent himself. And with how Bakugo instructs and pauses so clearly, he never once has to tell him that he feels genuinely worried.

Esikko's strength levels are pathetic, even when he's trying his best, but his technical knowledge carries some weight. He can learn these ducks, these techniques, these shifts of weight to his own advantage. He gets exhausted quickly, but he's determined, pushing through when he can, or requesting a break when he can't (sometimes with an annoyed tone, at himself, not at Bakugo).

In the end, he picks up some ways to get out of holds he hadn't thought of, some insight into how the body works that he never considered, and some perspective on how he can manage to be agile, sometimes, in certain ways...!!

But he's also probably a puddle on the floor that can't get up anymore, at the end. Thanks, teacher... )

Date: 7/5/25 06:15 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( be a man playing ominously and increasing slowly in volume... please have mercy. but also, don't, because he has been a miserable existence that everything in every universe tries to say shouldn't be alive, so. he needs it.

Bakugo can learn a bit about the sort of magic Esikko uses in emergencies. With his blood, such as from biting or pricking his finger with a glass shard he'll often carry in his pocket, he can do quick "burst"-like spells. Things like turning his blood to paralyzing pollen, or making the environment incredibly icy for a short time. But things like this directly make use of the curse he deals with, and so he keeps them short and only when necessary. His more traditional magic requires too much setup, and relies on magical energy in the environment, like the one he'd been doing earlier today.

Anyway, did he hear that right??? )


Three...?

( There's a soft groan, the first genuine protest that's fallen from his lips since they started here, so long as his little grunts of frustration between sessions didn't count. He shoves his own face into some of the padding of one of his arms, rolling onto his side and away from Bakugo like that's going to help.

He'll show up, of course. So long as he's not prevented. This is valuable. This is important. He wishes he had the ability to do it every day, that it didn't feel so difficult. But would it be important, if it didn't feel difficult? He can recognize all of that. But it feels like he's always putting in tons of work for every little thing, just to barely scrape the surface of what so many people can do naturally, or easily, or without any work at all.

His marshmallowy body lets out a sigh. He's just in the moping stage, it'll feel better after the first day. )


If I sleep here, I won't have to get up and come back.

Date: 7/6/25 02:00 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
Ugh, no. I'm just kidding.

( Esikko groans a little, but at both the threat and the mention of the sumo team, he pushes himself to sit up, sighing and running a tired hand through the bangs and stray strands that have long since slipped free of his ponytail. He's exhausted from simple exertion, but it does feel good. And thinking back on it, he most certainly has improved compared to a year or a year and a half ago. He does want to continue to improve, in this way he used to think was impossible for him.

And after tomorrow(ish), after Toma nearly kills his ass and he makes use of some of these very techniques to delay things long enough to get help, he's going to feel even more serious about it. Because he doesn't want to have to be a burden, doesn't want to have to worry people... Even if it does feel nice to be worried about. He's too familiar with the pain of it, now.

But thankfully, he keeps that mushy nonsense to himself and just carefully moves to stand, reaching to undo this stupid puffy outer... armor? Gear? Whatever. )


Thank you... Katsuki. ( If he sounded shy saying that, no he didn't, he was just busy turning to get this undone. ) I do feel like I've learned a lot just from this, and it does help.

I'm going to write some of the things you've said down, so I can recall them even if my memory gives me issues. Reviewing them helps, as well, I think... So I'll be ready in three days, this time.

( Huff. )

And I'll avoid the basement without company, from now on, I think.

Date: 7/7/25 03:51 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
...We will.

( Esikko agrees, reaching to touch his own neck now that he's slipped back into his hanbok. The word TRANSGRESSOR is annoying enough as it is, but he can't shake the feeling that it has a potential for more. Something he's probably going to have to explore and deal with before any more final big plans against the House itself.

For now, though, his hand drops away, and he sighs a little softer. )


Three days... here, then? Or should I meet you at that new fancy suite of yours?

Date: 7/7/25 22:10 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
( That earns a genuine smile, a little laugh slipping free with a duck of his head. Not bashful, but something a little close. )

Oh, really? You'll spoil me at least a little, right~?

I'm going to work hard.

( He half turns, a hand lifting in a wave of his fingers. )

So I'll look forward to it, now. Thanks.

Date: 7/8/25 04:21 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] loosestrifes
No? I seem to recall there was a time before I disappeared where you acted rather nice, though.

( Teasing. He really doesn't expect to be spoiled, and much like when Bakugo was that overly nice, he would be concerned... So. He moves to leave, his motions slow but not nearly as ragged as he might have been even just two months ago.

The healing of time frozen in space not getting up to his own nonsense really did help him... But. Well. When he returns in a few days, he won't be nearly as put together. But at least he'll have done everything right! And even more ready to train more. )


Until next time.

( Off he goes... )