[ ah, there it is— the 'welcome home' kiss denji had been yearning for since he walked through the entrance of their base; the greeting that is worthy of a warrior after battling the sun all day. a kiss from a beloved. it was gentle and sweet, and left his heart a fluttering mess when bakugou pulled away from him, cheeks bright in red. it helped ease the tension of what was coming, and denji watched in silence, diverse emotions clashing inside his chest as the boy, gracefully, stripped out of his shirt in what seemed to be a slow, somewhat torturous tease. the cheeky smile lost its spark slowly, gaze tracing over that new scar in bakugou's body, and it stings instantly. denji is unsure whether it's the poor lighting of the bathroom, or the shadows that outlined those firm muscles might be playing tricks on his eyes, but-
-was it always that big?
and it's not fading. the wound is healed, but the flesh seems damaged enough to leave its permanent mark. the fact he's surprised is ridiculous. what did he fucking expect from an injury triggered by rotating sharp blades cutting through human flesh? did he predict a simple bandaging would make bakugou walk out of it scar-free? of course he wouldn't. it was foolish to think otherwise. a blink, and then he noticed his perspective had changed drastically— he was now staring bakugou down, unaware when he decided to stand on his feet. how fast did he get up? was it a chaotic rise, or a slow, careful motion? it's properly the latter. the half-devil was still in the tub and that alone added a few extra inches to their height difference than usual. there was no attempt to get off the water, only distracted and trying to make sense of how he's feeling now.
hesitantly, his hand reached for a touch; fingers lightly tailing the curve of that scar, aware of its rough texture and how distinct it is from the healthy skin. he moves lower- ... it's a bit deeper in the center, the flesh couldn't recover from the forced trauma, but not deep enough to incapacitate the muscles/bones. bakugou's body is anything but frail and he seems well. he is moving his arm at ease, he has returned to his duty, and all logic points to a strong recovery. despite that all, it was never easy to see it, to see someone he cares about so deeply harbor his failure. slowly, he meets bakugou's gaze again, this time it isn't burdened with guilt, they've been through that, but instead, it's ... what was it? whatever it was, it was passionate. there is something about watching that man stand before him without a single mistrust behind those gorgeous features that is captivating.
leaning down, denji brushed his lips over that scar in a soft kiss. another follows, without breaking contact off the bruised skin, tipping his chin a bit for one more. it was time he stopped treating his partner like he would break under him. they will recover from this, and for once denji believes it. in time, they will. he takes in a breath, straightening his back, lightly nuzzling into bakugou's cheek as his arms curl around that slim waist, and then— he lifts him off his feet, careful with his steps as he pulled the other boy inside the tub with him, all while enjoying a little embrace. ]
It's warm enough ... [ still a bit chilly, but it shouldn't be too agonizing. the hero is free to sit over the rim while soaking his feet in the water, as for denji, he plans to relax back into his spot. but, first- ]
I think ... you'd be more comfortable sitting on my lap, eating your dinner, with your back against my chest. Just saying! [ a simple suggestion to a very serious problem. denji likes to believe he just saved katsuki from some serious thinking, and how to work out the science behind getting cozy in such a tight space. ]
[gross. what a romantic. katsuki's going to wonder what sort of books denji's stumbled his way into for having those kind of thoughts. he may not be good at giving his boyfriend PDA, but when they're alone, it's a lot easier. private displays of affection. does stripping down count as a PDA? not sure, but that's what's going on between the two of them. none of this is surprising. denji's never been able to see the injury-then-scar initially bared without a pang lancing behind his tawny eyes; katsuki's seen it plenty of times. there's no escaping the feeling of guilt and need for some atonement. he knows that sensation full well in his own life. but dwelling in the pain of the past isn't going to help anyone. what happened happened, katsuki doesn't fault denji for it in the slightest, and will tell him that as many times as it takes if/whenever the other boy brings the topic to bare. in the future, perhaps the medical technology of this world will make scarring obsolete, but he won't be asking them to remove it. only denji has the permission to ask for it to be done away with, and even that would require some discussion between them.
water pours and sluices down his boyfriend's naked body. on his feet, standing in the tub, as if in a scrambled flash that saw him reclined to upright in a moment. katsuki neither starts nor snarls at the response, only remains where he is outside the tub, looking up at his tall partner before him. if this is what he needs, to be smote fully in the face by the evidence of his brainwashed actions, then fine. look at it, touch it, burn for it, but don't let it destroy you. he watches denji's face, focusing on his eyes and his expression. when katsuki started u.a., he thought scars were marks of weakness, evidence of shameful failures to dodge or block or fight back properly. but his mind changed the more he experienced, as izuku broke himself using his quirk and shoto's face bore testament of his abused past. by the time katsuki got his own scars, they were no longer symbols of defeat, but rather poof of strength, that you survived, and those marks left their stories on your body that you decided what and how to learn from them as you went forward.
what does denji think when he reaches out and runs his fingers along the scar left on katsuki's body? guilt, of course, pain, yes, but will he ever see it someday and realize it wasn't done on purpose? who knows. the future will tell. denji's much stronger now than he was at the start of this life here. still damaged, still hurting, but also healing, also improving each day he lived. katsuki takes in the half-devil's body, strong and lean, healthier than before, definitions beneath smooth skin that spoke to someone moving forward in his life. it's not just pochita in his heart that gave the boy his new lease on existence. he has a dream, many dreams, beating within his chest. as katsuki meets denji's eyes again, looking upon the fading guilt as its replaced with warm affection and passion, he knows they'll be fine.
he rests his hand in denji's hair as the other man mouths across the scar, leaving that arm to hang for now as his fingers card through the damn sandy blonde locks. the kisses feel good, scar tissue not enough to kill the nerves beneath. katsuki curls his hand into a fist, just to flex his bicep under denji's lips, a bit of a show off, a bit of a promise. before letting his hand slide down the boy's head, along the slope of his neck, and come to rest on the curve of his trape once the half-devil's back to his full height. that arm around his waist feels ni-
wait a secon-] OY! [don't just haul him off his feet, dammit! he's not some mannequin for lugging around! katsuki grips onto denji's shoulder instinctively, legs tucking quickly so he doesn't bang his feet against the tub he's hoisted over. they hit the water with two splashes soon after, finding the chill nothing unpleasant due to the heat of the day. yeah, he had the idea of sitting on the rim, but now he's in the tub and denji's got him flush to his body. wet and cool compared to the warmth beneath his skin.
he scowls up at his boyfriend, face a pink mess from the sensation and feelings. excuse you, he could've figured that out pretty damn easily. the only real question had been chest to chest or back to chest, which is now answered. katsuki gently fists denji's hair at the back of his head and gives it a slight tug, tilting the taller boy's chin up so he can lean in and bite him on the throat. nothing hard, tongue lazily lapping over the already-fading mark a few seconds later, before he lets go of his hair in acceptance.] Then sit back down.
[ will he ever ask for that scar to be removed? maybe not right now, especially when this incident is the reason why he decided he's been ignoring his flaws for too long. he wants to get stronger and while others tend to train to enhance their combat skills and physical endurance, this approach might not be necessary for someone who holds a devil's heart. he can spend hours in the gym daily, but that won't change the fact a devil's strength relies solely on human fear. in the end, denji's drawback is the fragility of his emotions. it makes him easy to manipulate, and weak to give in to impulses, and that's what happened in vegas. how can he learn from this? how can he get better? he's not sure ... but he knew he had katsuki by his side to help him figure it out. he's not alone here.
that tiny flex of muscles back then was hard to dismiss, and it never failed to amaze him how those masculine traits had such an influence on him since the start of his unpredicted attraction for the young hero. to think that someone who was obsessed with sexualizing women and had visible distrust towards men could change within a few months, and in some stupid logic— denji thought if he could ever fancy a man enough to want to have sex with him, he'd favor someone with feminine features. once again, for shallow reasons. however, bakugou is different. a toned, muscular body that is painted in battle scars, fierce in nature, confident and bold with an undeniable aura to dominate. and now, this is exactly what made him this attractive in denji's eyes, every inch of him is worth admiring; even when he's giving out a nasty scowl and the infamous stink eye. still gorgeous. still delicious. only katsuki can get away with it.
denji was expecting some protest for picking his boyfriend up that way, but it didn't happen because bakugou is smart enough to know how to really get to him, how to rile him up and earn revenge— and to have his mouth on his throat will do the trick just fine. it's not only the bite in itself, but the warmth of his breath, the wet brush of his tongue against the sensitive skin, the fact he was baring his teeth, feral and going in for such a risky bend. hell, bakugou would feel the rapid beats of denji's heart pulsing through his veins. it's a soft bite, a nibble, a tease ... and fuck, the half-devil wished it wasn't. his fingers reached to curl around his neck, and then he breathed. shit, what was wrong with him? ]
... Is the bathroom our official 'I want to fuck him' spot?
[ because ... it's certainly turning into one, isn't it? denji said it as a lighthearted, crude joke but he's also confessing here. he glanced down at the other boy's body, both hands slowly skimming down the arch of his back, then lower his hips and thighs; keeping his touch timid for now. denji then relaxed back into the water again, spreading his legs to accommodate his boyfriend. honestly, with the way he's sitting down and the other is still on his feet, it's hard not to be mindful of how naked bakugou is right now. it didn't matter how many times he'd seen him bare, it will never fail to capture denji's undivided attention.
it's a perfect time to splatter some cool water into his horribly flustered face. he had to remind himself that fucking inside the bathtub is a hygiene hazard, not sure bakugou would enjoy bathing in tainted water, unlike their shower adventures where they can rinse off their sins down the drains. plus, he kinda wants them to have a cute night of them chilling in a bubble bath, enjoying their dinner, talking about their day, and catching a breather. cute shit like that.
but, but- he's also a weak, pathetic man. ] ... you're sleeping in my room tonight, right?
[katsuki doesn't know if training can increase denji's strength, but logically he figures it should. even if it's nothing more than pumping iron to build his muscles or trying to train his reflexes to react faster. he's already harped on denji (in that irritable but nerdy way) to be more varied with his chainsaws, sparked when the half-devil revealed he could pull the chains themselves off to use them. perhaps they can't increase pochita's strength without fear, but denji isn't pochita, even if the devil serves as his heart. everything around pochita is still denji. physically, katsuki can push his boyfriend to train and grow stronger, but when it comes to the other boy's emotions and mentality... that's something the hero has to handle far more carefully and respectfully. while he'll forever snarl at denji when the guy suggests it was his own weakness that led to the worm's brainwashing, katsuki likewise agrees there's got to be some way to deal with mental attacks. focusing on good memories and emotions, those that serve as a core and create a person's beliefs, are likely keys in dealing with that. but alas, hopefully they'll never have to test that crap.
katsuki never thought much about his sexuality, or sex in general, as he grew up. girls always avoided him due to his temper and he was too focused on his amazing record, powerful quirk, and heroic future to think about dating, romance, or even what he found attractive in someone. that first year in u.a. really woke up a number of things inside him, including his attention to other people, namely his classmates. attraction never got out beyond his mind, noting some things here or there he liked. but it laid a fine groundwork for when denji came in. odd to think the guy who ticked him off for being kind of clingy earlier, the guy who was as focused on girls and tits as mineta, would end up being the guy katsuki started dating. he respects and likes strength, so was it that surprising to find denji attractive? from the definition of his muscles to that charming smile on his face to the glimmer of sharp white teeth katsuki came to realize he had a thing for. his naivety and innocence can drive him up the wall at times, yet both draw him in just as well. this boy has no right being so comfortable to hold between his arms at night, or feel wrapped around him when they share a bed in a tender embrace. too late for take backs now. he has no regrets.
he should've protested more. getting manhandled like some little kid pisses him off. but there's something about it when denji does it... he's NOT going to think about that! more fun to make a mess of his boyfriend's throat and feel him squirm a little with his mouth on his neck. yeah, he knows denji likes it harder, a full bite leaving marks in its wake. makes it more fun to refuse, keeping the touches gentler and ironically dominate him that way. tongue curling over his voice box, tracing where his teeth at just been, laving a wet path across throbbing veins he feels pulsing against his tongue. he'll bite him harder later. it's not like denji hasn't teased him in the past a shitload of different ways. paybacks.]
Better not be. I'm not getting some damn Pavlovian response from a bathroom. [katsuki doesn't make a habit of getting showers with denji in the personal bathroom. he'd rather not have that kind of reputation, thanks. keep it to their room(s) and other private places. denji's capable of turning him on a lot more easily now. he eases off the grip in his boyfriend's hair, sliding his hand down the side of his neck to rest on his trape. fuck, those strong hands wandering down his ribs and moving to his back before following his hips and thighs earn a low shudder from the blonde's head to tailbone. it's embarrassing, but denji knows how to touch him, already starting to harden between their hips. right when the devil hunter opts to take his seat.
katsuki follows him quickly. it's almost a relief to sink down in the cold water. cool that stupid problem off as he leans back against the half-devil's chest. che. he knew there was only a scant few seconds between deciding to sit down and denji deciding he's gonna be really damn naughty with his mouth. yeah, fucking in the bath is a bad idea. well, the start of a bath. they can fuck around at the end of it. it's all going down the drain anyways and a quick shower can take off whatever might've been leftover. he feels the little triangle of denji's ripcord pressing against his skin, the trail of it lining up with his spine. lucky for denji, katsuki can't reach it to mess with it like he sometimes does.]
[ it's pure evil yet brilliant at the same time how bakugou understood the power of flirting and how it can humble denji. there are times it can rile him up, give all those urges a dangerous boost, and in others it's more sedating— a clever way to dominate and take back control. everything about today felt like a slow, steady, luscious tease, and denji is enjoying every second of it.
... pavlovian? denji silently mouths that word to himself, free to scrunch his nose and look confused as hell while doing so, only because bakugou had his back to him and couldn't see the visible struggle. what a smart-sounding phrase that was a total mystery to him, and he wonders if he should ask for its meaning, or ... attempt to figure it out on his own. the second option would cater to his shaky dignity better. relaxing in the water, denji reflects on his options. he can only assume based on their line of conversation that bakugou agrees they shouldn't make it a habit to mate within the walls of a bathroom all the time, despite the enticement of a wet naked body— the one that's grabbing denji by the throat in this very moment, squeezing on his windpipe and warming him between his thighs, they should be more civil. he contemplates that concept of chivalry in the privacy of his mind because he'd rather think about a random line of thought instead of the weight of the other's body against his dick. right, back to the chivalry, denji decided that is utter bullshit.
he could never see himself as reserved around that boy; whether it was down to simple sexual desires, his safety and well-being, along with the unwavering necessity to make sure what belongs to him stays that way. denji might not be very vocal or open about it, but is it really shocking for someone who grew up having nothing to be mindful of not losing something as precious? 'mindful' might be sugarcoating it, but denji didn't wish to come off as tyrannical. he's careful to pick his battles, when to speak up, when to step in. there is no reason for it now, never sensed the demand for it, yet the fact denji didn't seem to slow down after knowing their official status is somewhat telling too. if anything, it made him even more wary of anyone getting too bold with his partner. so, no, being civilized and chill is not a privilege denji has when it comes to this boy. whether that's a good thing or not— it's up for question.
with a casual smile, denji decided not to hide the obvious. as the other boy positioned himself between his legs, he'd allowed himself to enjoy the mild friction under the water. it's new, too soft to give a nice stroke but a perfect tease which is fitting to their theme today. moreover, those back shoulders are something else, denji watched the muscles flex and relax, moving his gaze towards the nape of bakugou's neck— down to the small details of his freshly trimmed edges. denji had no intent to deprive himself, fingers already holding into each shoulder, slowly and gently kneading on those firm muscles as he revealed. ]
If it makes you feel any better ... there is no ice sculpture of you.
[ after his brief conversations with shoto, it felt lowkey cruel to drag someone like him into his shenanigans. the boy was too innocent to get the joke, and it would feel a bit icky to corrupt him so soon. besides, it did seem like it would upset bakugou in a certain way and ultimately wasn't worth it. denji didn't know what they would walk into, since he allowed shoto to do whatever he deemed fit, but he planned to spend the night with his boyfriend in one way or another. if the base is not fit for it, why couldn't they go somewhere else? that was his plan B and still is. he begins to apply more pressure, his fingers finding the knots and tight spots with an intuitive touch; his thumbs circled those areas with deliberate pressure, each movement aimed at releasing the pent-up stress that had accumulated throughout the day.
[there are times denji's like a puppy, eager to jump up and shower affection. sometimes katsuki accepts it with a grimace or shade of annoyance, rarely he's in the mood to respond positively with a hug and grin, and other times he has to push the guy down and try to settle him another way. flirting can work both ways, inciting denji into a better (hornier) mood or urging him to cool for the moment with a compromise. of course, he's one of the two or three that can jump on katsuki in the first place without getting blown up. and the only one with boyfriend privileges.
yeah, he's not explaining what pavlovian means. not right now. later. katsuki's well aware what kind of torments it'd put denji through to shower with him in the confines of personal bathrooms. being naked with each other in that kind of lone, intimate setting would probably always result in fucking. not that he has a problem with that (his boyfriend's sex drive is ridiculous at times). but this isn't their bathroom, and having a handful scattered around their dorm means they can't hog it. if and when each of their rooms get their own bathrooms with showers, fucking hell...
settling back against denji brings all those thoughts to the surface. each nerve is so eager to rush what it's feeling to the forefront of his mind. from the outline of his ripcord along his spine, to the swell of his pectorals and brush of his nipples against his back, to the way his thighs are spread on either side of katsuki's and gently nuzzling him as he rests in his boyfriend's lap. he's deliberately avoiding pushing too hard against denji's dick, slotted up between his tailbone and the cleft of his ass. doesn't want to make him miserable, or incite a full fuck while they still have food to eat. whether that want's going to be effective is another story.
especially if denji's going to start messing with his shoulders. fuck. it only takes a few seconds of those strong hands to push and massage the rounds of muscles for katsuki's head to fall forward, baring his nape and sinking the breadth of his upper body like the strings holding them up just got cut. he takes care of his entire body, demanding perfection from each part, but there's no denying his arms, shoulders, and upper back take the brunt of his quirk's impressive recoil. tension and requirement slither through the sinew of his powerful muscle, the back of his left shoulder displaying the exit of that puncture wound from months ago (in his world). as denji kneads the brawn, so much of that pent-up work begins to melt and untangle. he can only do so much of this on his own; having someone else massage him as denji's doing is one of the fastest ways to make katsuki collapse. he's mostly quiet through the process, but an occasional grunt or cuss grumbles out when his boyfriend works on a particularly deep knot, to say nothing of a low short groan when relief's found. probably striking the half-devil right in the dick. shut up. it feels good.]
Not yet... [he's a little distracted right now. denji's put him to sleep before during a shoulder massage. they can get to food in a little bit. katsuki's arms fall limp to his side when the blonde puts more pressure on his trape, his body curling ever so slightly between the half-devil's legs as thumbs draw circles on his deltoids. fuck, this feels really good. the comment about the lacking ice sculpture earns a low hum of acceptance, but good luck getting more out of him right now. he's going all putty in denji's hands.]
[ the amount of strain bakugou's body takes is quite impressive; the size of the blast, the energy behind it, and the recoil after each combustion aren't meant to be endured by a human's body. the fact that his partner makes it look easy is insane, but it doesn't mean he wouldn't walk away from a mission without feeling the heat from it all, especially if they were dealing with a rather pesky kaiju or a group of them. he would often catch katsuki idly holding onto his forearm, bloodied and bruised after a long fight; the vies on his arms added a nice disparity to dominating such a powerful quirk in his favor. it was an attractive sight for reasons he will never disclose.
they're both a little distracted right now, but denji likes to believe he's more sober. is he, though? who knows. as his lids lower over his eyes, a sly smile paints over his lips; he then slouches over, eyeing down the back of the other's neck, tempted. instead of using his teeth as his heart desired, denji traced his fingers upward, massaging his way to the scalp with the lightest graze of his nails. he buries his fingers through those blonde locks as he applies gentle pressure, spreading them and working his way in a slow, circular motion. denji envisions what would feel good to him and offers it to his boyfriend, gentle in how he brushes along bakugou's hair throughout the massage, encouraging him to relax into it, rest and fall into silence. both of them did, and the half-devil is fine with it.
it wasn't a chore, it was something he enjoyed and it showed in the way denji took his sweet time, giving an inkling that he might be the one taking the most pleasure in this exchange. there was no rush to get it over with, nothing more than self-indulgence as his hands brushed over those shoulders again, making sure they didn't require further attention. he then attends to those firm biceps; uncovering further knots of tension and coaxing them to release. he wanted his boyfriend to lean on him now and rest against his chest as he slowly slipped his hands under the water, blindly seeking bakugou's before curling their fingers together. he closed his eyes, tilting his head against the other. the smile is visible in the tone of his voice. ]
I'll give you a full back massage in the bedroom ...
[ he'd do it now if he could. it's not an option given the size of the tub and he'd imagine bakugou isn't in the mood to be shifting around and ruining the chill vibe. the warmth between his legs can be ignored, and while denji can't control hiding it, he's not acting on it either. he's not that selfish; his partner could use a break and he'd allow him. ]
Feel free to compliment my hidden skills, though. My magical hands ...
[many quirks would seem to be counter to a human's health, yet most quirk users' quirks augment their bodies to handle the strain without issue. katsuki could argue the same to denji. ripping his arms and forehead open to produce those chainsaws each time would put so much trauma on a normal body, to say nothing of instant death. yet the half-devil bears their weight and revolution without problem, albeit with a near-crazed battlelust he's seen blazing in denji's glowing eyes behind his helmeted head. there's a weird clash of feelings in katsuki's chest when his boyfriend's covered in gore and revving his chainsaws: attraction because he likes every part of denji, even the saws, and concern because denji's torn up and bleeding all over.
then again... it's hard not to take note of his toned chest rising and falling with each breath, a mouth full of sharp teeth in that eternal grin, and the lazy daze of satisfaction crossing his face when denji retracts everything. even caught a moment of his tongue sliding from the corner of his mouth to lap at his own blood drops dribbling down the contours of his face. macabre attraction. katsuki thinks it's weird, but he's adjusting.
water shifts, lapping at his sides and breached knees when denji leans forward. a low exhale ghosts across his tongue and teeth, nerves perking up as the motion rubs his man's penis between his cheeks and nuzzles the tip along his tailbone. what the hell's he doing back there? leaning over him like that, as if ready to press chest to back and embrace him like he's done so many times in the comfort of their shared bed. fingers take over instead, ten firm tips prodding up his trapes and onto the surface of his nape before vanishing into the spiky scruff of his hairline. grazing at the base of his brain stem and massaging upward towards his crown. buried in his hair before curling and pressing, then spreading and smoothing, coaxing his temples and caressing his scalp. fuck... now he wishes they weren't in the bathtub. katsuki could fall asleep to this kind of thing. and he doesn't want to do that while surrounded by a bunch of water. somewhere in the back of his mind, he's taking note of denji's touches, to return them later at another time.
relax? yeah, he relaxes. head dropping forward, shoulders sagging, arms limp at his sides. leaning back against denji fucks up his access, so this is fine. so many points of contact. from the hands in his hair to the occasional brush of elbows on his back or sides to the way denji's legs rub against the outside of his own as they fit together in the tub. katsuki closes his eyes completely, muscles softening in his upper arms, biceps sinking and triceps elongating in ease. his shoulders are fine. they feel all hot and melted, floppy and relaxed, like moving again is impossible. it doesn't take much coaxing to encourage katsuki backwards, finally sinking his back against denji's strong chest once more. this time, his head falls onto his boyfriend's shoulder, turned enough his breath caresses the half-devil's cheek. lingering here, naked with him in the water, feeling his hands loving his body like this, is a heaven that's rare despite being completely optional every damn day. katsuki spreads his fingers slightly, waits for his boyfriend's to slide between them, then curls his hands into light fists and holds onto him in a tender rest. a smile heard on denji's voice.]
You'll put me to sleep if you do that, bastard. [there's no anger, snark, or growl. only a pure relaxed murmur to warn denji what he's playing with here. he could sleep right here if denji let him. somehow, feeling his boyfriend's erection rubbing against the small of his back, balls swelling and softening in slow rhythm, makes the sensation more intimate than lewd. katsuki doesn't want denji to hide it. eyes closed, shoulders, head, and arms an eased mess.] Yeah, yeah... You're stupid good with your hands. Damn you... making me feel this good... Do it more often... Denji.
[ 'do it more often' — it's music to his ears. it's the perfect compliment to soothe his aching soul, and the smile and the fervor of his expression is something denji rarely ever experienced throughout his lifetime. if he dares to admit it ... this might be happiness, or as close as he can get to grasping such a foreign emotion. it's intense yet feels light- like he's floating on air, head in the clouds, but it never shows up alone without the heartbreaking thought of 'is this what normal people feel all the time?'. even when he's in that high, there's always a thought ready to humble him. denji has grown to accept it, nod along, because it's easier to hush them when he stops fighting back. yes, he will never be this happy again outside of this city, and it's okay. he's okay with it now. he'll enjoy it as long as he can.
the sound of the water lapping gently against the sides is enough to soothe any troubling thoughts. they lingered there, savoring the closeness, the gentle intimacy, and the simple luxury of being wrapped in each other's presence; within the confines of the small bathtub, time seemed to stand still during their shared serenity and warmth. with his eyes barely open, lids heavy and low over his gaze, he side glanced at his boyfriend as their cheeks pressed in the most endearing nuzzle. he never thought it was physically possible to have a frenetic heartbeat while falling into a sedating trance. the delicate rise and fall of their breaths, synchronized in a perfect rhythm of peace. he can hear it in bakugou's tone, his exhaustion, and the growing desire to give in to it. hey, denji can't say he's not sharing the sentiment after a long shift. with that in mind, he muttered under his breath. ]
It's okay. I'm here. I'll take care of you.
[ that's not a warning, but a compliment; if he's making his partner feel this good, how could he take it in any other way? bakugou is welcome to rest. denji knows how to handle it, and if the hero does end up slipping into a deep slumber, he will eventually wake up in the comfort of a warm bed in one way to another. with a quiet grace, denji frees one hand, guiding it out of the water before it relaxed over bakugou's head. he then skimmed his wet fingers through the strands with practiced ease, creating a calming, affectionate solace that harmonized perfectly with the growing stillness between the bathroom's walls. it's not lewd, he inwardly agrees, but no one should ask him to explain why it isn't when he's aware that his boner is all up the other's lower back. it was a comedic battle between his dick and heart, and one overpowered the other. did it leave denji a bit bothered? not really. he's fine. he's kinda used to dealing with urges all the time and it's not the end of the world. ]
Rest. I'll clean up a bit ...
[ he gives katsuki's cheek a little kiss, and without moving from his spot, denji grabs into the soap. with ease, he rubbed the bar between his hands, lathering them up before he started spreading the foam over his stretched-out arms, all the while allowing his boyfriend to lean against him. ah, he could get used to this ... ]
[he doesn't see the smile, but he feels it in denji's touches, the way his chest swells slightly and deflates in a happy relief. someone who wants validation and affection more than anything. denji's had so little in his life, the simple things most people forget or take for granted are complete gifts to him. why did this boy go so long without knowing the warmth of happiness? growing up as he did, katsuki can never relate to that question, much less get his head around the life of an abused orphan. he can defeat villains, save victims, protect civilians, rescue the lost, but can he relate to them like izuku or uraraka could? not really. that's a gift those two, and people like them, have. katsuki can understand empathy and act on it, but those emotions that resonate between people like that... is not a gift of his. what he can do is reach out, grasp onto those pains, and show them peace... even if it means kicking their ass sometimes. because isn't that kind of what praising denji does? crashes against his despondency to prove he's worth someone's time, effort, care, and attention.
they may not have forever here, but what they do have, katsuki wants to spend it with denji. moments like these, stolen away from their purpose here to instead indulge in them. only them. bodies together, hearts beating in quiet sync, warmth shared between them as they connect in so many ways and places. he never thought much of having a relationship when he arrived at u.a., never intended to make friends when he came to neo tokyo... and now he's got a boyfriend who he cares about a lot. resting here with him, wrapped in denji's attention and affection is just as pleasant as feeling the other boy sink into katsuki's embrace in the bedroom. skin nuzzles to skin, their cheeks brushing together as the other blonde looks at him. perhaps this was denji's fault, risking the closeness after he came back from a long, hard day at work in a very hot sun. maybe katsuki shouldn't have gotten into the bath with him. or maybe he should know better than to give his boyfriend tender moments because denji gets to get real sappy. but there's no urge to fight it now. lulled by the rise and fall of his chest, cradled in his lap with legs and arms settling in gentle holds of his own. those quiet words ghost across his cheek and corner of his mouth, tangible as well as audible/]
Hn. That was... supposed to be my job. [murmured with faux resistance. hadn't katsuki offered to draw a bath for denji, provide water and cooling, permitted dinner in the tub, have a rest ready for him when he returned, all elements of taking care of his boyfriend's comforts and needs? why is it that he's the one getting pampered right now? bah... sneak. sleeping is tempting, but unless denji's going to nod off himself, katsuki's wavering between stubborn and surrender. their fingers untangle on one side, breaking the spell as dripping digits come to rest atop his head and comb through his hair. tch, now he's actively trying to zone him out. good thing katsuki's content with both denji's dick and heart.
seven minutes. he's out for around seven minutes. sleeping against denji's cheek, body resting in the embrace of his lover's. until his eyes finally open thanks to the lazy caresses, half-bared crimson focusing on foot of the tub. little more than a catnap, but it's enough to recharge his proverbial batteries. somewhere he remembers the urge to rest, a brush of lips against his cheek, and a bar of soap going squish squish between denji's hands. hn? did he soap up while they sat there? fingers graze over denji's knee, indicating katsuki's awake again, and he lifts his head, skin a slight tacky from being wet then drying off above the water's surface.] Baka... you're too damn comfortable.
[ bakugou's eternal battle against showing vulnerability through tender displays of affection will never fail to be amusing. at times, denji wonders if he truly dislikes it. was it truly horrifying to be around someone who clearly enjoys him? someone who makes it his sole mission to show that he cares about him in any given second? sure, the half-devil is aware that his boyfriend isn't fond of being smothered with affection 24/7, but that's one thing he will forever be fucking stubborn about. while he will always respect physical boundaries — katsuki will not stop him from buying flowers, inviting him to dinner in romantic spots, or dedicating a song to him on karaoke night with his godawful voice. this is his right and denji will abuse it. will he ever get the chance to date someone when he returns back home? hell no. everyone is out to fucking get his ass in that hell, so bakugou will have to accept the treacle. then again, it's not all silly fun, being in a relationship ... he understood there is more to it.
the little sleepy murmur made him scoff a bit. it's not a job exclusive to one of them and it will never be a one-sided exchange. bakugou is exhausted; he's been working too hard, barely allowing himself to recover after the vegas trip before jumping into work, pushing himself, and taking in extra duties— denji is not surprised that his partner is reaching a point where it is all catching up to him, and maybe he can slow down a bit, especially during the heatwave. denji was tempted to join him, equally drained and far too comfortable. the reminder of how badly he needed to rinse himself clear is the motivation he needs to keep himself vigilant. during those seven minutes, denji proceeded to bathe, focusing on his upper body and back shoulders, careful with every movement; unwilling to give bakugou any reason to pull away from him. it was a bit tricky, but not difficult. when denji isn't moving around and the water grows still, he can hear the faintest sound of bakugou's deep breaths and it never fails to make him smile.
he's almost done when the other boy stirred in his sleep, rinsing the last few traces of soap between his fingers, slowing down a bit as the warm body pulled away from their shared embrace. he then relaxed his shoulders, admitting to himself that he was a tad disappointed it was over. tch. bakugou had such an enticing sleeping face, too. one of the few rare sights where denji struggled to identify whether the hero was considered handsome or pretty because he could pull off both depending on the mood. a golden boy, indeed. ]
Good. Now I know how to get you in my bed faster.
[ he sits up a bit, reaching out to curl his fingers under bakugou's chin, lifting it for a closer look. he smiled at those heavy lids, the slow flutter of blonde lashes, the mild squinting as his vision adjusted to the bathroom's lighting, still fighting off the weariness. like a freak, denji wanted to see all those tiny changes in HD, taking in every inch of those gorgeous features. he then leans in and starts kissing along the curve of bakugou's neck, his voice is a bit muffled but clear. ] ... since you're up, let's go to the bedroom. We'll have our dinner there.
[does he dislike it? not completely. it's why he continues to do it from time to time. but being sappy or romantic, tender or emotional, has never been a strong point with him. notions of affection and feelings leak out in katsuki's daily life through small things, like preparing dinner for them both, sleeping beside denji at night, sitting quietly with him in the evening, walking by him at the store, daily experiences alongside someone he cares for. it saves the unique displays for when he feels it's wanted or needed. denji gets away with things no one else does. he accepts the flowers with a grumble (and makes sure they're cared for), he teases his boyfriend about those romantic dinner spots, and barks at him for dedicating a song to him when he's already bristling from even being at the karaoke bar in the first place. but katsuki never stops denji. permission into his private space and offering tolerance are also evidence of affection. it's not like katsuki will return to his world and have a boyfriend waiting for him. he'll have war... and a just-sewn-up hole in his chest with a ninja-repaired busted heart and lungs to deal with for life. a life he refuses to lose in war. he made denji a promise not to die. and he won't break his promise.
katsuki's certainly not as bad about pushing himself as izuku; he focuses on his health and his rest, but there are times he'll get caught up in his job and work himself to the point of breaking. this time around, it's for a harder reason. if he's so exhausted at night, he can barely keep his eyes open, he won't have the brain to dream. no nightmares to wake him. they're fading, coming more and more rarely, as he begins to ease off the gas in his life. denji needs his attention to. he knows his boyfriend still feels horrible about what happened in vegas, and deals with his own personal demons. katsuki wants to be strong enough to give him the aid and comfort he needs to combat those monsters in the realm the blonde can't reach.
at the very least, denji's already submerged himself up to his chin in the water; he's rinsed off well enough. but when katsuki wakes from his light snooze, the acrid bite of sweat is replaced with the mellow scent of clean and soap. a pleasant rouse as he comes back into waking, still resting against his boyfriend. who apparently managed to get himself all cleaned up without dislodging the young hero from his nap. that's pretty damn impressive. katsuki's not a light sleeper unless he's set his internal clock to be so. all good things had to come to an end, and he wasn't intending to sleep the night away in the bath. even if it was pretty damn comfortable. maybe they can do that some night. denji's irritatingly comfortable to sleep against. perhaps it's due to all those nights of cuddling with pochita. he just... knows how to make someone feel wanted, contented, safe, and comfortable in his arms. another reason katsuki wants denji to feel the same in his.]
I don't have a problem getting in your bed. You just make it hard to sleep sometimes.
[cause they end up fucking. katsuki glances up, red eyes half-hooded under his lashes, as denji hooks his fingers beneath his chin to encourage his face up. blinking once or twice, jaw tightening to stifle a yawn that wants to drag his mouth open. waking up stopped being fun after he turned thirteen. he does it out of duty now. he focuses quietly on denji's face, taking in the way his tawny eyes search his own visage, the gentle curve of his lips from a barely hidden smile, cheeks smooth with a tiny tinge of pink, damp bangs still raked back from his forehead, every part of him coming together in a handsome package katsuki gets to call "mine" any time he wants. corded muscles draw tight as he tilts his head ever so slight, giving denji space to make out with his neck. horny bastard...]
Yeah, yeah. Lemme wash off first. Didn't get in just to soak.
[ cause they end up fucking. it's the right type of workout to knock someone out cold for the rest of the night, and they will end up enjoying that post-climax deep slumber that will promise them to wake up feeling refreshed and ready to face the day. they could argue about it, and denji was willing until he noticed katsuki's little attempt to suppress a yawn that left his eyes a bit hazy afterward— and it was the most adorable visual he could ever get out of the hero. the expression that dragged out of denji is fated to ruin any attempt at sexual inducement; it was utter smitten kitten bullshit and he did not care if bakugou hates it. whatever argument he wanted to initiate has vaporized from the back of his mind, turned to dust, and is replaced by the untamed aggression to dote on the other boy. he'd kiss, nuzzle, and smother his lips all over that inviting flesh, fingers wrapping around the nape as went in for the throat afterward. this area had a very different treatment, and while denji isn't trying to start something here (honestly), it was nearly impossible not to feel a certain way when he had katsuki exposed. still, nothing more than open-mouth kisses and a muffled pleased grunt. see? this bitch didn't know how to tease. he didn't know how to leave someone itching for more— he went all for it, out of pure greed. he couldn't be that tolerant ever. ]
You're clean. Super clean and tasty. I smell nothing bad.
[ is he complaining? sorta, but there is a lighthearted vibe behind it that wouldn't come off as him being frustrated. he's not in that stage, getting there- but, still subdued. denji is quiet for a second, thinking, he then decides if they will stay in the tub for an extra few minutes, there have to be some changes. with that, he hunched forward, getting in his space and nudging katsuki cheek by cheek to get his attention. ] ... Turn around. [ -is the only warning he's willing to offer before denji begins shifting a bit, hands finding his boyfriend's hips under the water and coaxing him to sit up. manhandling him this time will not work, not in the confinement of the tight cocoon of a tub. he'd urge bakugou to comply, careful not to stir the water too much and overflow the edges. not gonna lie, this process of moving around is— fucking delicious for obvious reasons. the friction, the anticipation of having such strong thighs straddle him, hands on his shoulders and all. it's what denji is aiming for, at least.
at some point, he dragged his hands away, allowing his boyfriend to settle over his lap on his own. he waits, silently, with a lazy smile; he then relaxed back and proceeded to stretch his arms on either side of the rim; subtly grinding their hips together and obviously enjoying himself, if the way his eyelids drooped and cheeks warmed up was any indication. he does reassures the other boy with a playful nod that he will not sabotage his cleansing ritual. promise.
but, if denji had to wait for him to finish- ] Do it slow. Give me a nice show.
Like hell! We pass out! [and they pass out after a delay at that. though katsuki's never complained enough to stop denji. griped and bitched at him even as his face got red and his body got hotter. they both know if the blonde's really not having it, he'll make it known. just like they both know katsuki gets pretty damn good sleep after sex. (even if he might smash a pillow in denji's face later for going too hard.) it's so damn hard to resist his boyfriend's face, whether he's leaning over him with that horny predatory grin, or gazing at him with affectionate tawny eyes and tracing his pecs with his hand. no wonder the half-devil's good at getting his way. katsuki's never had to coax or tempt denji into sex. the guy's always willing. luckily neither of them are getting into it right now, the lull of the bath and the gooey sap bubbling between them keeps that heat smushed down.
instead he's getting that doe-eyed fawning that makes his guts get all twisted. ugh, it's so damn annoying, but no amount of hand in denji's face to push it away has ever toned that look down. at least he's down there making out with his neck soon enough so katsuki can ignore it. ends up tilting his head back against his boyfriend's hand, neck and hairline nuzzling into a strong palm and fingers. lips find a sensitive area and a single soft exhale slips past his mouth, eyes lidding halfway again. trust and intimacy twist in one whenever he bares his neck to denji's mouth, offering vulnerable veins and skin to sharp teeth and strong impulses. those are usually good at heating him up, sending attention and feelings straight down to funnel into his pelvic v. he's trying to resist it, but he's only human. with an attractive boyfriend turning his neck into a love-bitten mottle.]
What the hell... Did you wash me off while I was sleeping?
[there's no complaint in his voice, only a soft puff from having his head tilted back like this. denji got himself all cleaned up, smelling of soap and water rather than sweat. water that's no longer a cold mess, but not tepid and lukewarm from their combined bodies within it. katsuki's no longer resting against him, yet remains caught within the cage of his legs, hips still nudged back against his boyfriend's lap. does he really think denji's going to be fine letting it go at that? cheek to cheek, nuzzling him in the way that's mutually tender and impish. turn around, he says. thought so.]
Don't order me around.
[yeah right. denji can do so, and get away with little more than the expected growl. hands work at his hips and katsuki draws his legs back, knees breaching the surface. stretching out and turning over like a fish in the water is a dumb idea. instead, he reaches back to catch a strong shoulder in hand, then tucks one leg further back, heel beneath his thigh and toes braced against the tub floor, before pushing himself up in the water. it sluices off his half-exposed nudity, pouring into the tub as he twists around on both legs now, ending up crouched in front of denji between his legs for a second. wet hands slap atop the tub walls and he growls at his boyfriend to move his legs. one at a time, stepping over a strong thigh, to ultimately trap the half-devil's legs between his own. that gives him enough freedom to straddle denji's lap and sink onto his knees, calves and feet flanking his partner's hips, thighs, and knees. left perched atop him, ass tucked against the tops of his upper legs, dicks barely touching as he claps both hands atop denji's shoulders.
it's what he wanted, wasn't it. arms spread and katsuki follows them, sliding his hands from the rounds of the half-devil's shoulders down the bulge of his biceps, and onto the flexible joint of his elbow. feeling, caressing, touching when he doesn't have to. it's not for support, simply for enjoyment as their hips slowly rub together underwater. the tempting brush isn't a hard stimulation, which makes it fucking maddening to keep up. denji's a teasing brat.]
What'd I just say?
[taking the comment as an answer to his previous question, katsuki snags the bar of soap from the shelf and gets to it, taking his time with it, but not being a complete horndog about it. passing the suds across his shoulders and neck, down his chest, and further to the surface of the water before sliding back up. denji will have to deal with those hands letting go of his arms so katsuki can get to them, though the way his fingers cross over his biceps and triceps, under his arms, and down the length of his forearms, he's deliberately taking more time than needed, and offering more moments to admire and look.]
Damn right. We sleep like kings. [ passing out, knocked unconscious, and with zero prospect of overthinking what they can never control does sound like a good way to rest. denji would end up sleeping through the whole night instead of waking up at odd hours in between, and having a warm body by his side is another added perk. even if he ends up getting assaulted by a pillow, getting told to lower the volume of the movie he's watching, or finds himself forced to watch bakugou read some case files from work instead of getting their dick wet— he will appreciate them all. he will enjoy bakugou simply existing, breathing, yelling, snoring, or whatever else he does. it didn't mean he would not harass the other boy for attention; he still has needs! he will allow bakugou to flip through a few pages of their assigned criminal case, maybe humor him by adding a few theories, but the half-devil will eventually get between his boyfriend and his precious file, quite literally. the results depend on the hero's mood. there will be some wins and losses. denji is always ready to take a gamble.
yes, it's the trust. the trust to be around each other even when his chainsaws scarred his flesh. the sheer vulnerability that somehow made bakugou irresistible for many reasons. he'd want that gorgeous neck of his to bruise in all shades, for his skin to ache afterward, burning hot as the sharp sting of that rich blood tickled his tastebuds. a slow blink, then denji remembered where he was, glancing upward and admiring the new view. bakugou is now facing him, a few inches higher, having those intense eyes stare him down for a change is — exciting. it's different. fuck, it's warming him up fast. ]
Naaah, you just smell good at all times.
[ it wasn't a cheap compliment, it's denji's truth. bakugou will have to do a whole lot to turn him off at this point. the tiny jabs that followed were endearing. he would mutter a sincere 'my bad' post each unintended demand, not that denji was spitting them on purpose aside from humoring his instincts. no, he didn't take them as hostile, they knew each other's habits after spending all those months together. now, for the real challenge— and that's keeping his hands where they both can see them, especially when his boyfriend went in for a touch, one that brought their bodies even closer, and denji's breath got stuck in his damn throat when he realized the other boy is an inch away from feeling his hard dick. it didn't happen and bakugou continues to be the biggest fucking tease whether that was intentional or not. right, his hands - they're not allowed to slip under the water because he didn't trust himself not to start something. he's rather determined to prove he is capable of sharing a bath/shower with that boy without it turning into something else. he didn't want to familiarize his brain to trigger a boner whenever he's under the water. after all, they do share the showers with the other outsiders at times. this was a recipe for awkward encounters that denji did not require in his life. with a warm chuckle, his shoulders visibly tense and his face is flustered beyond help. at least he is honest to admit it. ]
Fuck, this is backfiring on me already ...
[ the show, that is. after admiring bakugou's face and his good looks, it's only fair to give that body the attention it deserves. those firm, toned muscles, the sinful curves of his waist, his chest, the mildly visible veins on the back of his hand and forearm, his chest— his fucking chest. the building heat in his loins made denji's cock stiffen more and more until the discomfort is borderline impossible to dismiss. he made a conscious effort to keep himself from simultaneously edging bakugou forward to press down against him. fuck, the thought alone made his toes curl. ]
It all started from the picture you sent me this morning ...
[ is he blaming katsuki for his frailty? he sure is. ]
[katsuki rolls his eyes. melodramatic, denji. but says nothing, preferring to focus on resting and washing. apart from that little recharge to his system, his stomach is starting to growl at him. silently. for now. denji's not the worst nighttime roommate. he has to put up with katsuki's dutiful nature, whether he's studying for a class, reviewing a case for work, or reading/listening to music for leisure time. quiet is important, with a distinct lack of chatterbox. yet he isn't going to ignore his boyfriend either. denji's able to encourage him to interaction plenty of times, whether it's watching a movie or playing a game or fucking on the bed (or floor or desk or wherever) or other activities that satisfy the half-devil's need for attention. give and take, back and forth, learning how to compromise in a relationship that requires both boys to acknowledge each other's wants. katsuki likes reviewing case files with denji, hearing his ideas even if some of them might be deliberately teasing to tick him off. at some point he's going to try and get his boyfriend into academics. denji had been going to a high school before he got pulled in here, right?
katsuki's always liked it when people looked up to him. at him is always a crap shoot depending on his mood. it's different when denji looks at him, whether the curious glance if katsuki calls his attention or the smitten gaze he's so fond of drifting into during softer moments. some of those looks embarrass him, some of them turn him on, some irritate him, but none make him want to leave. he can look at this guy and find himself thinking all over that handsome face, pointing out the curve of his cheekbone, pointed teeth he's felt beneath his tongue, bangs he's pushed back as he buried his fingers in his scruffy hair, lips curved into a happy smile that's katsuki's favorite expression on denji's face.]
Bullshit, flatterer. [some dumbasses like to think he smells of caramel due to his quirk. burnt sugar is not caramel, and most of the time he returns from missions and battles rank with smoke, sweat, and whatever else he got into. but once he's back, it's straight into the shower. because he'd much rather smell good. feel good. look good. put on display right now as he washes himself off while kneeling over his boyfriend's lap. don't expect some arching rolls like an exotic god preening for his partner's praise. katsuki's actions are as focused and casual as many of his others. takes a foreplay mood to get that kind of crap. yet it's impossible to deny the way he tends to his body in deliberate show.
suds gliding over the round of his shoulders, reaching over backwards to scrub at his shoulder blades, twisting an arm up behind him to tend his spine, ducking his head for access to his nape and tilting it sideways to get under his jaw, torso flexing when he drags his hands over his chest (okay, so that part might be deliberately taunting since he knows his boyfriend is a chest man) and rubs the soap up and down the washboard sculpture of his stomach. if their dicks occasionally brush together during the process, that wasn't intentional, right? it's kind of cute denji's hard up just from watching him clean. someone else? pervert. boyfriend? gets a pass. usually. luckily katsuki's showered with the other guys in his middle school and u.a. class, so it's easy to avoid getting hard simply from a naked teenager nearby. including denji. unless the brat starts deliberately trying to mess with him...]
You can get out if you want. [says the guy sitting atop him, making no indication of getting up to let denji out. dragging the soap across his sternum, katsuki cocks his head slightly at his boyfriend's comment. wait, the picture he sent him? oh right, that one. he scoffs at its return to blame.] Don't blame that, baka. You asked for it.
[which he gave in more erotic terms than he needed to, but... he knows his boyfriend.]
[ flatterer, sure, but not this time. it had nothing to do with bakugou's quirk or the scent of nitroglycerin- this boy knew how to keep himself clean and presentable. simple as that. some people are conscious about proper appearance, and while the hero had a slight dislike of dressing too formally, including their work uniform, his partner had attention to detail when it comes to hygiene. so, no, denji never had the pleasure of catching him smelling like a pair of sweaty gym socks since the day they met. and certainly after being more personal with one another, it is unlikely to happen. however, during missions? bakugou didn't smell like an expensive shower gel, sure, but denji is unsure what it is about him that boosted his appeal to an alarming range; a shot from 0 to 100 in a heartbeat. the smell of burned flesh, fresh oozing blood, and sweat should repulse anyone— bakugou would be eager to get himself under the showers at the earliest, yet denji finds himself a bit ashamed to favor that visual over the rinsed-out version. this might be the only kink denji is somewhat a bit embarrassed about. the good thing is: bakugou didn't need to get close and personal with the enemy thanks to his quirk. it is unlikely for him to get covered in guts and flesh. a blessing.
it was weak and pathetic, but after that little taunt and breast-play, denji had to throw his head back and squeeze his eyes shut. he bares his teeth, cursing under his breath and accepting defeat. the miserable groan was equally genuine and playful— still preserving a lighthearted mood but he knew he couldn't keep at it if his plan of 'no fucking in the bathroom' will be a success. ]
I should get out ...
[ but, he will not. he is awfully reminded of the heatwave all of a sudden, his body is fighting three different types of heat; the weather, the shared warmth of each other, and his primal urges. this is not fun, yet it's also fun. he huffs out a heavy exhale, unbothered to relax his tensed muscles— instead, his fingers started toying with the cord idly and blindly; trapping it between his middle and index finger, tracing over its length before curling it around his knuckle; slow and deliberate. a change of topic might help him survive and prove to his boyfriend he's not that helpless, earn some dignity out of it. he didn't want to talk about someone else, he didn't want to think of someone else when he's like - this! and if he keeps thinking about bakugou that's even another invitation for failure.
oddly so, despite all the comical struggles in his head, denji never lost his easy, lazy smile. eventually, he breaks the silence. ]
Let's go on a holiday, Katsuki. Just the two of us. One day ...
[ even denji knew it was a foolish dream. they had no control over their schedule, a kaiju attack is unpredictable and he doubts LILITH would ever allow any of her soldiers to be out of reach, they are fated to get interrupted, money could be lost and everything will be cut short— it was so unachievable, but did that stop this half-devil from asking? from dreaming? maybe some of him wished for bakugou to indulge him, humor him a bit. ]
Even if we can't leave this city, I'm sure it's big enough to have some hidden gems, right? A road trip to somewhere new.
[he really shouldn't tease his boyfriend like this. katsuki knows well and dirty what gets denji going. messing with him via flirts to letting him play with his pectorals (or throwing the guy for a loop and playing with his) to hauling him in for a hard kiss out of nowhere, all a variety of ways to getting his man a stunned mess. he watches with a tiny quirk at the corner of his mouth in amusement as denji tosses his head away in resignation, even clenches his eyes like that'll do something to block out katsuki's naked body still straddling his damn lap. guess he'll stop. there's paybacks for something here, but he's not going to search for it. this was denji's limit as it is. more and they'd really make a mess.]
You're not gonna until I'm done.
[luckily katsuki's feeling merciful after that flicker of sleep, so he eases off the "accidental" taunting while he continues washing off. nothing more than rubbing his hands over his body in a quick, blase manner that doesn't bother accenting or lingering on anything. hips no longer rubbing at denji's thighs, cocks separated like two kids forced into separation for a while. he throws one arm up and over his head, the other swinging around and up his back to get his hands on his shoulder blades and spine. of course he's flexible enough to reach! the way he's sitting makes any kind of soaping up his lower half nigh-impossible, underwater and all. but he drops his hands to work over his thighs and stomach regardless, denji's submerged body probably feeling the occasional brush of currents as katsuki rubs himself down. the soap will get in the water eventually. he wasn't the one getting in here covered in sweat.
all the while glancing to his boyfriend, noting that easy expression as he relaxes in silence. hmph, distracted. until denji breaks the silence with one of the most random things he's heard here.]
You mean a vacation? They already celebrate holidays here.
[usually the japanese ones, this is japan after all, though some western ones have broken in among the traditional festivals and holidays. a vacation with just the two of them... he gets this isn't denji asking to go on a date overnight at a hotel. but can they really abandon their work as outsiders for an entire however long the half-devil's planning? katsuki isn't sure how he feels about that. on the one hand, the angry side of him is willing to stick it to lilith. they're not fucking prisoners! on the other, the responsible hero side refuses to abandon the other outsiders in case something happened during their vacation.]
We could go to the Okinawa beach for a weekend.
[it might not be a proper "vacation" since the outsiders already went there, but it's an option. plus the teleporter is right there, making it easy to return if an emergency happens. denji mentions not leaving the city and katsuki frowns in thought. true, they haven't been everywhere, but you don't take a road trip if you stay in the damn city...]
Unless you wanna get pampered at a fancy hotel or spa.
[ bless katsuki for showing mercy, despite denji enjoying every second of this pleasing torment. even without looking, the mild movement and the sound of the water rippling through the surface can paint a visual in his mind of what the other is doing, and let's say— the imagery might be more explicit than the reality. there will be days when it reaches a point where he might be a bit more demanding, but he acknowledges their time together now felt like a recovery period after intense events. at bakugou's order of not moving until he's done with his beauty bath, denji's free hand offered him a compliant thumbs up, eyes still closed and smirking. 'yes, sir'. heard loud and clear. that sexy bastard ... ]
Ah, I think you misunderstood what I'm trying to say. Then again, I can't blame you ... I'm asking for something we could never have here. [ he lifts his head a bit, catching bakugou's gaze; still fiddling with the cord as he elaborates further. ] I'm talking about an actual trip that involves some traveling. Couples do this all the time, right? It's what I was fantasizing about.
[ 'fantasizing' - yeah, he knew they didn't have a lot of options here, but it doesn't hurt to talk about it. right? nothing more than mild heartache for missing out on the mundane perks of what normal couples do, then again- denji is anything but ungrateful. it wasn't something pressing and haunting him; it was just a random reflection he wanted to share with his partner. the endless yearning to add every experience into his memory, abuse the time they have with each other, or ... it was a simple expression on how important bakugou is to him. a reminder that moving forward all his 'firsts' will belong to him only. a sentiment, heartful thoughts, and adoration for that boy— yet fully masked behind a stare that reflects nothing but shallow cravings. he wouldn't blame bakugou if he thought he was spitting bullshit to charm him into getting in the mood for later. with a warm chuckle, he shakes his head at the idea of hitting the beach in this godawful heatwave. maybe when the weather improves and the sun won't bite away at their flesh. it would be a nice way to spend a day off, far away from their teammates and the vibrant city. ]
I want to explore new places with you. I finally have enough money to afford something like that, but I guess there is nowhere for us to go. Which sucks, huh?
[ water sloshed against the sides of the tub as he moved to sit up; his callous hands smoothed around bakugou's waist, gliding warmly down his abdomen, drifting over his lover's hips and thighs, touching everywhere but his prick with slow, thorough attention. he tilted his own face, the point of his tongue slowly teasing along the swell of bakugou's lower lip, gently prising his mouth open to kiss him deeply, suckling the taste of his tongue before tipping his head up with a satisfied sigh. he contemplates that last proposal, humming and then frowning a bit. ]
I'm not sure about the spa. It's all about the full-body massage services, right? I don't want anyone else touching you.
[ especially after finding out how bakugou reacts to it. denji would lose many nights of sleep if someone else made his boyfriend moan that way. so, nope. not happening. as for the hotel idea, he smirks a bit. ]
A night in the fanciest hotel in the city? That's more fun. Worth the money.
[he doesn't want to know what's swimming through denji's pink head. there's enough imagination in there to leave katsuki's face a flushed mess were he to ever look. easier to focus on the motions of his own hands cleaning his body and deliberately avoiding the little temptations flying around his mind for him to "accidentally" touch something sensitive so close to his own flesh. teasing denji isn't an unknown, though katsuki's not a frequent practitioner of it. the guy's not hard to tease, he gets embarrassed and flustered well enough, but damn if the attention doesn't send him into a puppyish rush to capitalize on that attention. or makes him flat out horny... something katsuki figures they're both trying to resist getting into here. the bath's not the best place to go fucking around in. public bath at least.]
Then why the fuck are you asking for it?
[don't put out some request you know they can't pull off! because katsuki's not someone to give up on something, and would try to make denji's desire a reality if possible. he continues his rinsing, hands working over his thighs and lower legs as he lifts himself up a bit to expose his calves and ankles for a grip and rub. he frowns as denji tries to make himself clearer. that's... not changing the opinion at all.]
Why the hell is that impossible? I've got a car. It's not illegal for us to leave for a few days.
[no one's ever done it to his knowledge though. if denji's more open to traveling to another nearby japanese city rather than trying to take a flight to, fuck, france, then it's a lot more plausible. katsuki has a feeling the half-devil's looking more towards the latter, but a trip's a trip, right? they already went to vegas. there are months where kaiju's don't attack, where they do have things to contend with, like weather and disasters, but nothing that explicitly ties them here to the city. so long as they're not traveling... which is seeming to be a more frequent case. either way, it's because katsuki knows this is important to denji that he directly combats the "impossible" nature of his boyfriend's request. they don't have forever here, they should make use of the time they have, and taking two or three days to travel a quick trip isn't improbable. it irritates him denji already dismissed the idea even before he fucking said it, only further igniting the combative blonde's intention to prove the other boy's opinion wrong.]
There's a lot of places we can go, idiot. You just have to pick one and compromise on the travel.
[there aren't any more commercial flights to take, there are plenty of cities that lie in abandoned ruins, travel on the roads would take time, but regardless, even ten hours in a car can put them at a very far-reaching location. denji's pessimistic cheer is giving katsuki some annoying whiplash, eliciting a glare from the hero as his boyfriend starts to sit up in the water. hands slide across his waist, thumbs following the arch of his pelvis and the lines of his thighs as he settles down on the other boy's lap again. it's so tempting to be petulant and bite that tongue... so he does. chomp! not enough to bleed him, but definitely enough to grab and hold the slick muscle for a few seconds. grrr! he doesn't let denji go until he's good and ready. then accepts the kiss, eyes closing as the deep connection melds them together once more. he shoves his tongue inside, tangles it with denji's, and pushes forward as the kiss dips more intimate before his boyfriend finally opts to break it amid a spindle of saliva between them.]
Not that kind of spa package. [sheesh, did he really think katsuki was suggesting they get massages from other people in separate rooms where nothing but little towels? dumbass. at least he seems more receptive to the hotel idea? they'd have to find a hotel to hit up at least.] What sounds better to you, a three days road trip or a weekend at a fancy hotel?
the sheer annoyance over denji's indecisive request, the fire he spits afterward, and how the hero took it more of a goal to conquer over a heartfelt, chill exchange of mild fantasies on a cozy summer night; an act of adoration and affection. instead, he watches as the competitive kacchan fails to see the intimacy and lists down how to get it done while roasting denji for 'giving up' on it. it's— you know, denji can't help but grin and take in the jabs coming in from each corner, all while bakugou is genuinely doing the math and sorting out an entire trip in his head, and cleaning himself at the same time. it was a sight to witness. the multitasking and duality of his boyfriend who can scorch him while accommodating his endless desires at the same time. this is why he likes this boy. everything about him is simply sincere. after all the manipulation, grooming, lies, and betrayals— getting snapped at this way is the type of healing his heart craves. ]
Hey! I was being sweet!! I was saying I wanted to take you somewhere nice, just the two of us. You're soooooo unromantic!
[ he barks back while laughing. jeez, the lack of romance in that guy's veins is almost insane. didn't bakugou have a normal upbringing? love and adored by his parents, and treated like a golden child with his amazing quirk? right. he knew, in some sense, his boyfriend struggled with something - especially towards a certain old friend of his, but they never really got into the deep roots of it all. despite his conflict with deku (which is something denji hopes they can talk about one day), the utter oblivion to courtship gestures mix with a mild disdain for them is both fucking hilarious and endearing at the same time. will it kill him to kiss denji in public? will that cause his guts to combust due to such blasphemous acts? a true maiden ♥ ]
I can guarantee a lot of people had a crush on you but you probably didn't notice.
[ is denji complaining? hell nah. he's happy nobody snatched the hero before he cornered him into a rollercoaster of sexual identity discovery that blossomed into genuine affection. his laugh was now a low, dusky sigh against bakugou's damp lips— and then came in the bite. if it was anyone else, denji would've pulled away from this; a subconscious reflex triggered by a terrible memory of the last time someone pulled this move on him, but it's bakugou. the trust between them didn't allow denji to even entertain such doubts. he then drew in a quiet, deeper breath, and closed his eyes, let a hand slip beneath the foam-topped surface of the water around them; he felt his way rather than saw, the pressure of the water tampered with his senses, which encouraged the thought that he could get away with tracing his fingertips along the insides of bakugou's thigh, and they nuzzled along the line of his lover's cock and over the softness of its head, and its slit; reverently teasing while he had the courage for it. the bite was timid, barely painful, and left no taste of the bitter blood behind - nghh, fucking tease. he licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, and exhaled the breath he'd been holding almost noiselessly; the flush crawling up his throat and into his ears.
oh, bakugou is asking him a question, which didn't take much brain power to answer. ] Both. Not at the same time of course. I guess we can try the weekend in a fancy hotel first and do the road trip a month later. We can check out the spa since there are other services they offer. [ ... is there any other way to enjoy a spa without getting into tiny towels and having a stranger give you the best massage ever? ]
[did denji really think he was going to be able to express a desire to someone who likes him and has put in a lot of work to make him happy, and not have said person, with his melodramatic and explosive competitive streak, take it as a goal to achieve for his boyfriend? ironically, katsuki would've let it fly with a grunt and acceptance if denji hadn't added that self-depreciating flip at the end of it, immediately striking the blonde's irritation. and it's not just the half-devil this is for; katsuki's eternal undercurrent of pissed at "being on call" all the time rises up with an indignant demand as to why they can't go on a vacation! none of them asked to be here, kaiju aren't always attacking every day, and fuck it, they can take some time out for themselves if they damn well want! especially those who developed relationships. if denji wanted a heartfelt, chill exchange of fantasies, he should've kept it more in the fantasy realm than listing out something very much doable. HEY!! he didn't miss the intimacy: a spark flicked on the kindling before a huge boom runs his mouth into action. the things you do for someone you care for this much... sheesh.
who knows if this result will teach denji to think before he speaks, or is simply rewarding the young man for speaking from his heart rather than a logical brain swirl. it's kind of cute, really. even if being called "unromantic" leaves him bristling. one, he doesn't want to be called romantic. but two, he doesn't like being "un-" anything either.]
And I'm saying you can do that, dammit!
[be sweet all you want, ripcord pecs! yes, katsuki had a wonderful childhood, free from any trauma and not wanting for much of anything in life. unfortunately, it meant he grew up to be a massive dick. and that included going "ewugh" towards romantic things. mushy shit always bothered him as being gross, unnecessary, distracting, and weird. likely because it came across as soft and vulnerable, in his mind. maybe he could blame it on his parents for being kissy-face around him as a youngster. or perhaps he got his mother's blood, a driven woman with a temper to rival her son's and whose idea of romance included aggressive flirting, dating, pursuit, and courtship until she got the man she wanted. katsuki likewise sees something he wants and it becomes a goal/challenge, even if it's for someone else in the end. if it's important to his boyfriend, it's going to be important to him. mostly. tits do not fall in that category.
look, they can talk about izuku at some point in the future, but it'll be a sore subject since the other boy's returned home. likewise, denji will get a kiss in public... eventually. katsuki did kiss him in the dorm common before.]
So what? If they didn't have to guts to say something, I don't wanna know.
[ironically, izuku's not shy about telling people girls avoided katsuki during middle school, he never received any valentine's gifts, and it's all due to the blonde's atrocious attitude. is it surprising? and while eijirou was definitely a manly guy who found katsuki extremely impressive, enough to develop a genuine friendship with him, it didn't become anything else. denji's the one that the blonde began to grow attached to more and more over the weeks, until this finally became the bloom between them. that soft sigh of a laugh against his lips prompts the bite without regret. he's bitten denji's tongue before, learning when is a good time to do it and when not to. similar to his boyfriend putting his hand on the back of katsuki's neck; there are times he should definitely not to that due to the ptsd reflex from the blonde's kidnapping. but other times? go ahead and hang onto it, just like katsuki's dicking around with denji's tongue. until it melts into a gentle kiss once more.
shivers ripple beneath the surface of his skin exploring fingers finally give into temptation. mapping out the contours of his pelvis, following the lines of his thighs, tracing up the side of his cock, teasing the round velvet of his tip, and even daring to thumb across the tender slit crowning the top. dammit, that's bordering on the line of temptation, taking what was half hard and encouraging it into full mast so close to denji's own impressive prick. katsuki releases the kiss with a low growl, though whether it's a warning to stop or a note to prepare is up to the half-devil's mind. as controlled as he can be, his boyfriend's naked, sitting under him, with a hard-on, and a flushed face, tongue playing across his lips and teeth, talking about going on a vacation for just the two of them...]
All right. I'll let you know our options. [looking into the hotels, finding out the pros and cons, then dropping the entire report on the bed between them for comparison and choosing later. road trip at a later time. (and yes, it's called given each other the best damn massage amid the spa's options.) katsuki shifts on denji's lap, resting his forehead against the other boy's forehead.] Bastard... you're enjoying this, aren't you.
[ he can already tell bakugou hates not excelling in something, even if it didn't cater to his interest in the first place, but he knew his boyfriend long enough that he didn't appreciate any form of criticism, even a playful one. denji wanted to soothe him, he really tried, but it was hard not to be utterly obsessed as the attitude continued, now with a sprinkle of 'diva'. of course plenty of people didn't have the balls to confront him with a love confession or any flirtation attempts— bakugou is intimidating as fuck, and not solely on his explosive essence, but on his brilliance as well. he's a handsome guy with a hot body, smart, strong and and— the list goes on. if denji wasn't as depressed and fucking done with his life, he wouldn't have the courage to persuade such a shining star either. he'd be cripple by the anxiety of the possibility of getting rejected and it would keep him up for a few nights before he could hype himself enough to go for it. but, you know, when you go through every trauma listed in human history, it kinda makes you fearless ... or desperate.
okay, that's a lie. he was still nervous approaching bakugou. ]
I know ...
[ yeah, he knew he could be as sweet as honey drops anytime his heart desires. his boyfriend has the right to scowl at any or all advances, he's not asking him to endure acts that could cause discomfort. denji would never do that to him. if it's not clear already— the half-devil adores him the way he is. calling him unromantic is nothing more than a harmless taunt with a hint of truth. he will persuade him to adapt to more physical touches, though. step by step. with practice, the hero might learn to drop his guard in the future and he will get used to their new normal. a quick kiss on the cheek, hand-holding, or a hearty embrace are simple acts of affection. maybe one day bakugou wouldn't see it as being vulnerable around strangers.
more importantly, their little vacation project is in motion, even if he had to listen to a long lecture covering the pros and cons of each establishment. he's heard and cared for, and he couldn't ask for more. as bakugou leaned in, their closeness made a vice grip hard around his heart so tight that it felt like he was short of breath. this isn't calming like it usually is. his heart still beats erratically that it hurts. his mouth opens to say something, but stops; heat and desire mix up in his veins so fast that his entire body tenses with it. for a second all he can do is stare at the wanton curves of bakugou's figure in between. all that smooth skin and defined muscles just begging to be marked. he gives extra attention to the scar left behind by his blades, the further down where his fingers kept teasing his lover's perks. it's dumb, but he figured doing this under the water would make it less ... hmm, vulgar. a pause, he then smiled, and got his hands up to cup either side of bakugou's face, his thumbs running carefully beneath his eyes to brush away a few droplets of water he found there. such a tender touch, promising a sappy confession- ]
I don't know what you're talking about ...
[ he shifts underneath the other's weight, kneeing a leg up, which left bakugou no other option but to drop forward and into denji, clinging to him, chest to chest. a bonus the half-devil thoroughly enjoyed yet that wasn't the main objective of that stunt. soon after, they will hear the sound of the water seeping through the tub drain and down the pipes. yeah, denji nudged the plug with his toes, deciding it was time to end the regime of the cleansing session and its restrictions. he glanced up, with their foreheads still pressed against each other, arms around the other boy in a lazy hold; happy to pretend he is oh so helpless and couldn't get out of the tub without the other moving first. it's not like he manhandled bakugou into the water a few minutes ago. ]
You're clean enough, Katsuki. It's time to get into bed.
[and yet, katsuki would endure things for denji. from flowers offered to him to hands slipping down the front of his shirt to those doe-eyed looks his boyfriend gives him when he's feeling mushy. he endures the frustrations of the half-devil's painful life, braces himself against the pain of denji's occasional pessimism, and embraces the happiness his boyfriend finally gets to feel when living a life he never got to have before. that adoration is charming as much as it is aggravating at times, yet katsuki won't change a thing about it. maybe yell at him if he gets smothering, but not really... stop it aggressively. denji can get away with a lot of things around him that no one else could. he's earned the right to invade the blonde's space for a kiss on the cheek, can take the explosive boy's hand without getting his own blown off, and embraces are usually returned once katsuki drops his hunched shoulders and stiff back whenever his boyfriend glomps him. far easier when they're alone too.
in truth, he's very fond of denji's affectionate nature. it feels good, alleviates his annoyance, calms him down, and warms him up even if he bitches about it. also because it's denji doing it, a boy who was told he'd never have anyone to hold, wasn't worth someone giving affection to, pushed aside to live and die alone. katsuki wants to take all of those things and demolish them, crash them into ash and walk away with their experiences together being the biggest middle finger to anyone or thing who ever said denji was nothing.
he loves the beat of his heart, pounding under his chest in the rhythmic throb of emotions. it's amusing to feel it run so fast when they're together like this. as fingers wander his body, tracing along the curves of his pectorals and playing over the round of his shoulder, katsuki combs his hand through denji's hair, getting some suds in it, but no matter; they'll be going underwater eventually. more important to settle here atop the other's waist, gazing into his handsome face when fiver fingertips wander the scars on his right arm. left by the chainsaws denji embodied. they don't linger, but pass on after due touch, wandering lower until he gives up and takes his face instead. katsuki huffs in slight "annoyance" as thumbs brush at his cheekbones, lips pursing slightly to the side. what a damn sap...]
Yeah right. ... Wha-?! [he cuts off as a bony knee tents up behind him, forcing him down the length of his thigh and ending up solidly in denji's lap. dick to dick, one hand catching hard on the wall above denji's head, the other braced on a warm shoulder as he's caught in the v of his lap and stomach. fuck, this bastard. holding on, chest rubbing chest, nerves happily pointing out every skin-to-skin connection glowing in his mind right now. nipples rubbing together, cocks trapped between their adonis belts and lower abs, denji's ass trapped between katsuki's kneeling shins.
he doesn't miss the sudden gurgling suck of the drain. of is that how he's gonna be? water cups and splashes quickly as katsuki scoops some in his hand and plops it atop denji's head, wetting his hair again. forehead to forehead, he nuzzles into his boyfriend's face, free arm winding around his nape to hold denji close. yeah, he could stay right here, but then denji could just grab the tub rim and haul himself up, with katsuki holding onto his shoulders and lap. a good way to crash something... this brat has no problem manhandling him if he wants.] Uh-huh. We're gonna eat in there then.
[ perhaps it was a blessing they both couldn't verbally express their deeper thoughts of one another, because if he heard bakugou say something within the lines that he was worth being cared for or giving affection to— it would break him. and maybe not in a good, healing, sentimental way that will end with them exchanging a long embrace. no, it might actually split the thin, frail thread that's keeping denji from losing it. it didn't mean he didn't need to hear it, but maybe with more time, when he isn't ambushed with intense emotions - he'd be able to take it in, believe those words, and repeat them to himself. maybe one day when he can learn to love himself ... they won't hurt. right now, what they have is what denji needs. reassurance by touch, actions, and physical confirmation. he will endlessly tease his boyfriend for not being romantic even when he knows this type of relationship, at this stage of his life when he's the most vulnerable and damaged, is exactly what would make him believe it's genuine. bakugou never lied to him, not even as a joke— and denji never had this his entire life, and no one can blame him for being this obsessed and protective of him.
he squeezed his eyes shut when the other scooped some water and dropped it over his head, leaving blonde bangs sticking to his forehead, with one to two rebellious locks curling up in protest. they're sharing a lighthearted moment, one that both agree is coming to an end as the water's surface lowers, quick to slither down the drains and empty the tub. it somehow made denji painfully aware of every curve and touch they're sharing, and - you know? he's only human. with that, he kissed him. it's just a kiss. after all this foreplay this might be the most timid act they've done so far, yet it happened to be denji's favorite. it might have to do with his history of many terrible smooches, and finally having someone who knows how to make it as enjoyable as it should've been. god- he can't get enough of it. he sighs against bakugou's supple mouth, the hand on the hair trapping the other boy tightly close. slow at first, almost too slow, and then with a panting forcefulness, both his hands slithered down his boyfriend's hips and then rucked up to his waist, felt the hard, athletic planes of his body before his fingers splayed, parting bakugou's thighs for himself, guiding them around him. with a flustered daze, denji muttered hotly against their kiss. ]
... Huh. Eat wha'?
[ again, dinner who?
denji shifted their bodies, let the flushed, aching heat of his dick slide up, following the crease of bakugou's cleft, not yet adjusting to do something oh so risky, but just stealing a few satisfying frictions, allow his mind wander over the possibilities. he then sat up a little, balancing his boyfriend in his lap while he crossed his legs underneath, daring to allow the shape of his arousal to press against the other's ass. oh, the temptation is real. so painfully real. denji huffs, braces himself, and summons all the self-control he can conjure before pushing his weight to his feet, standing up, and dragging bakugou with him. he is careful with the slick surface, freeing one arm so he can hold onto the wall for further aid. he only stops when his feet find a dry rug to step over, gently lowering his boyfriend to the floor.
a romantic sap, indeed. even when he snatched a towel and dropped it on the other's head playfully. ]
How come I'm dying over here and you're so calm? Aren't you a teen?!
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Date: 8/4/24 17:39 (UTC)-was it always that big?
and it's not fading. the wound is healed, but the flesh seems damaged enough to leave its permanent mark. the fact he's surprised is ridiculous. what did he fucking expect from an injury triggered by rotating sharp blades cutting through human flesh? did he predict a simple bandaging would make bakugou walk out of it scar-free? of course he wouldn't. it was foolish to think otherwise. a blink, and then he noticed his perspective had changed drastically— he was now staring bakugou down, unaware when he decided to stand on his feet. how fast did he get up? was it a chaotic rise, or a slow, careful motion? it's properly the latter. the half-devil was still in the tub and that alone added a few extra inches to their height difference than usual. there was no attempt to get off the water, only distracted and trying to make sense of how he's feeling now.
hesitantly, his hand reached for a touch; fingers lightly tailing the curve of that scar, aware of its rough texture and how distinct it is from the healthy skin. he moves lower- ... it's a bit deeper in the center, the flesh couldn't recover from the forced trauma, but not deep enough to incapacitate the muscles/bones. bakugou's body is anything but frail and he seems well. he is moving his arm at ease, he has returned to his duty, and all logic points to a strong recovery. despite that all, it was never easy to see it, to see someone he cares about so deeply harbor his failure. slowly, he meets bakugou's gaze again, this time it isn't burdened with guilt, they've been through that, but instead, it's ... what was it? whatever it was, it was passionate. there is something about watching that man stand before him without a single mistrust behind those gorgeous features that is captivating.
leaning down, denji brushed his lips over that scar in a soft kiss. another follows, without breaking contact off the bruised skin, tipping his chin a bit for one more. it was time he stopped treating his partner like he would break under him. they will recover from this, and for once denji believes it. in time, they will. he takes in a breath, straightening his back, lightly nuzzling into bakugou's cheek as his arms curl around that slim waist, and then— he lifts him off his feet, careful with his steps as he pulled the other boy inside the tub with him, all while enjoying a little embrace. ]
It's warm enough ... [ still a bit chilly, but it shouldn't be too agonizing. the hero is free to sit over the rim while soaking his feet in the water, as for denji, he plans to relax back into his spot. but, first- ]
I think ... you'd be more comfortable sitting on my lap, eating your dinner, with your back against my chest. Just saying! [ a simple suggestion to a very serious problem. denji likes to believe he just saved katsuki from some serious thinking, and how to work out the science behind getting cozy in such a tight space. ]
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Date: 8/4/24 21:35 (UTC)water pours and sluices down his boyfriend's naked body. on his feet, standing in the tub, as if in a scrambled flash that saw him reclined to upright in a moment. katsuki neither starts nor snarls at the response, only remains where he is outside the tub, looking up at his tall partner before him. if this is what he needs, to be smote fully in the face by the evidence of his brainwashed actions, then fine. look at it, touch it, burn for it, but don't let it destroy you. he watches denji's face, focusing on his eyes and his expression. when katsuki started u.a., he thought scars were marks of weakness, evidence of shameful failures to dodge or block or fight back properly. but his mind changed the more he experienced, as izuku broke himself using his quirk and shoto's face bore testament of his abused past. by the time katsuki got his own scars, they were no longer symbols of defeat, but rather poof of strength, that you survived, and those marks left their stories on your body that you decided what and how to learn from them as you went forward.
what does denji think when he reaches out and runs his fingers along the scar left on katsuki's body? guilt, of course, pain, yes, but will he ever see it someday and realize it wasn't done on purpose? who knows. the future will tell. denji's much stronger now than he was at the start of this life here. still damaged, still hurting, but also healing, also improving each day he lived. katsuki takes in the half-devil's body, strong and lean, healthier than before, definitions beneath smooth skin that spoke to someone moving forward in his life. it's not just pochita in his heart that gave the boy his new lease on existence. he has a dream, many dreams, beating within his chest. as katsuki meets denji's eyes again, looking upon the fading guilt as its replaced with warm affection and passion, he knows they'll be fine.
he rests his hand in denji's hair as the other man mouths across the scar, leaving that arm to hang for now as his fingers card through the damn sandy blonde locks. the kisses feel good, scar tissue not enough to kill the nerves beneath. katsuki curls his hand into a fist, just to flex his bicep under denji's lips, a bit of a show off, a bit of a promise. before letting his hand slide down the boy's head, along the slope of his neck, and come to rest on the curve of his trape once the half-devil's back to his full height. that arm around his waist feels ni-
wait a secon-] OY! [don't just haul him off his feet, dammit! he's not some mannequin for lugging around! katsuki grips onto denji's shoulder instinctively, legs tucking quickly so he doesn't bang his feet against the tub he's hoisted over. they hit the water with two splashes soon after, finding the chill nothing unpleasant due to the heat of the day. yeah, he had the idea of sitting on the rim, but now he's in the tub and denji's got him flush to his body. wet and cool compared to the warmth beneath his skin.
he scowls up at his boyfriend, face a pink mess from the sensation and feelings. excuse you, he could've figured that out pretty damn easily. the only real question had been chest to chest or back to chest, which is now answered. katsuki gently fists denji's hair at the back of his head and gives it a slight tug, tilting the taller boy's chin up so he can lean in and bite him on the throat. nothing hard, tongue lazily lapping over the already-fading mark a few seconds later, before he lets go of his hair in acceptance.] Then sit back down.
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Date: 8/5/24 16:57 (UTC)that tiny flex of muscles back then was hard to dismiss, and it never failed to amaze him how those masculine traits had such an influence on him since the start of his unpredicted attraction for the young hero. to think that someone who was obsessed with sexualizing women and had visible distrust towards men could change within a few months, and in some stupid logic— denji thought if he could ever fancy a man enough to want to have sex with him, he'd favor someone with feminine features. once again, for shallow reasons. however, bakugou is different. a toned, muscular body that is painted in battle scars, fierce in nature, confident and bold with an undeniable aura to dominate. and now, this is exactly what made him this attractive in denji's eyes, every inch of him is worth admiring; even when he's giving out a nasty scowl and the infamous stink eye. still gorgeous. still delicious. only katsuki can get away with it.
denji was expecting some protest for picking his boyfriend up that way, but it didn't happen because bakugou is smart enough to know how to really get to him, how to rile him up and earn revenge— and to have his mouth on his throat will do the trick just fine. it's not only the bite in itself, but the warmth of his breath, the wet brush of his tongue against the sensitive skin, the fact he was baring his teeth, feral and going in for such a risky bend. hell, bakugou would feel the rapid beats of denji's heart pulsing through his veins. it's a soft bite, a nibble, a tease ... and fuck, the half-devil wished it wasn't. his fingers reached to curl around his neck, and then he breathed. shit, what was wrong with him? ]
... Is the bathroom our official 'I want to fuck him' spot?
[ because ... it's certainly turning into one, isn't it? denji said it as a lighthearted, crude joke but he's also confessing here. he glanced down at the other boy's body, both hands slowly skimming down the arch of his back, then lower his hips and thighs; keeping his touch timid for now. denji then relaxed back into the water again, spreading his legs to accommodate his boyfriend. honestly, with the way he's sitting down and the other is still on his feet, it's hard not to be mindful of how naked bakugou is right now. it didn't matter how many times he'd seen him bare, it will never fail to capture denji's undivided attention.
it's a perfect time to splatter some cool water into his horribly flustered face. he had to remind himself that fucking inside the bathtub is a hygiene hazard, not sure bakugou would enjoy bathing in tainted water, unlike their shower adventures where they can rinse off their sins down the drains. plus, he kinda wants them to have a cute night of them chilling in a bubble bath, enjoying their dinner, talking about their day, and catching a breather. cute shit like that.
but, but- he's also a weak, pathetic man. ] ... you're sleeping in my room tonight, right?
[ the ice cave. ]
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Date: 8/5/24 23:18 (UTC)katsuki never thought much about his sexuality, or sex in general, as he grew up. girls always avoided him due to his temper and he was too focused on his amazing record, powerful quirk, and heroic future to think about dating, romance, or even what he found attractive in someone. that first year in u.a. really woke up a number of things inside him, including his attention to other people, namely his classmates. attraction never got out beyond his mind, noting some things here or there he liked. but it laid a fine groundwork for when denji came in. odd to think the guy who ticked him off for being kind of clingy earlier, the guy who was as focused on girls and tits as mineta, would end up being the guy katsuki started dating. he respects and likes strength, so was it that surprising to find denji attractive? from the definition of his muscles to that charming smile on his face to the glimmer of sharp white teeth katsuki came to realize he had a thing for. his naivety and innocence can drive him up the wall at times, yet both draw him in just as well. this boy has no right being so comfortable to hold between his arms at night, or feel wrapped around him when they share a bed in a tender embrace. too late for take backs now. he has no regrets.
he should've protested more. getting manhandled like some little kid pisses him off. but there's something about it when denji does it... he's NOT going to think about that! more fun to make a mess of his boyfriend's throat and feel him squirm a little with his mouth on his neck. yeah, he knows denji likes it harder, a full bite leaving marks in its wake. makes it more fun to refuse, keeping the touches gentler and ironically dominate him that way. tongue curling over his voice box, tracing where his teeth at just been, laving a wet path across throbbing veins he feels pulsing against his tongue. he'll bite him harder later. it's not like denji hasn't teased him in the past a shitload of different ways. paybacks.]
Better not be. I'm not getting some damn Pavlovian response from a bathroom. [katsuki doesn't make a habit of getting showers with denji in the personal bathroom. he'd rather not have that kind of reputation, thanks. keep it to their room(s) and other private places. denji's capable of turning him on a lot more easily now. he eases off the grip in his boyfriend's hair, sliding his hand down the side of his neck to rest on his trape. fuck, those strong hands wandering down his ribs and moving to his back before following his hips and thighs earn a low shudder from the blonde's head to tailbone. it's embarrassing, but denji knows how to touch him, already starting to harden between their hips. right when the devil hunter opts to take his seat.
katsuki follows him quickly. it's almost a relief to sink down in the cold water. cool that stupid problem off as he leans back against the half-devil's chest. che. he knew there was only a scant few seconds between deciding to sit down and denji deciding he's gonna be really damn naughty with his mouth. yeah, fucking in the bath is a bad idea. well, the start of a bath. they can fuck around at the end of it. it's all going down the drain anyways and a quick shower can take off whatever might've been leftover. he feels the little triangle of denji's ripcord pressing against his skin, the trail of it lining up with his spine. lucky for denji, katsuki can't reach it to mess with it like he sometimes does.]
Yeah. I'm bringing extra blankets too.
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Date: 8/6/24 17:57 (UTC)... pavlovian? denji silently mouths that word to himself, free to scrunch his nose and look confused as hell while doing so, only because bakugou had his back to him and couldn't see the visible struggle. what a smart-sounding phrase that was a total mystery to him, and he wonders if he should ask for its meaning, or ... attempt to figure it out on his own. the second option would cater to his shaky dignity better. relaxing in the water, denji reflects on his options. he can only assume based on their line of conversation that bakugou agrees they shouldn't make it a habit to mate within the walls of a bathroom all the time, despite the enticement of a wet naked body— the one that's grabbing denji by the throat in this very moment, squeezing on his windpipe and warming him between his thighs, they should be more civil. he contemplates that concept of chivalry in the privacy of his mind because he'd rather think about a random line of thought instead of the weight of the other's body against his dick. right, back to the chivalry, denji decided that is utter bullshit.
he could never see himself as reserved around that boy; whether it was down to simple sexual desires, his safety and well-being, along with the unwavering necessity to make sure what belongs to him stays that way. denji might not be very vocal or open about it, but is it really shocking for someone who grew up having nothing to be mindful of not losing something as precious? 'mindful' might be sugarcoating it, but denji didn't wish to come off as tyrannical. he's careful to pick his battles, when to speak up, when to step in. there is no reason for it now, never sensed the demand for it, yet the fact denji didn't seem to slow down after knowing their official status is somewhat telling too. if anything, it made him even more wary of anyone getting too bold with his partner. so, no, being civilized and chill is not a privilege denji has when it comes to this boy. whether that's a good thing or not— it's up for question.
with a casual smile, denji decided not to hide the obvious. as the other boy positioned himself between his legs, he'd allowed himself to enjoy the mild friction under the water. it's new, too soft to give a nice stroke but a perfect tease which is fitting to their theme today. moreover, those back shoulders are something else, denji watched the muscles flex and relax, moving his gaze towards the nape of bakugou's neck— down to the small details of his freshly trimmed edges. denji had no intent to deprive himself, fingers already holding into each shoulder, slowly and gently kneading on those firm muscles as he revealed. ]
If it makes you feel any better ... there is no ice sculpture of you.
[ after his brief conversations with shoto, it felt lowkey cruel to drag someone like him into his shenanigans. the boy was too innocent to get the joke, and it would feel a bit icky to corrupt him so soon. besides, it did seem like it would upset bakugou in a certain way and ultimately wasn't worth it. denji didn't know what they would walk into, since he allowed shoto to do whatever he deemed fit, but he planned to spend the night with his boyfriend in one way or another. if the base is not fit for it, why couldn't they go somewhere else? that was his plan B and still is. he begins to apply more pressure, his fingers finding the knots and tight spots with an intuitive touch; his thumbs circled those areas with deliberate pressure, each movement aimed at releasing the pent-up stress that had accumulated throughout the day.
denji almost forgot about their dinner. almost- ]
Hungry?
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Date: 8/7/24 13:48 (UTC)yeah, he's not explaining what pavlovian means. not right now. later. katsuki's well aware what kind of torments it'd put denji through to shower with him in the confines of personal bathrooms. being naked with each other in that kind of lone, intimate setting would probably always result in fucking. not that he has a problem with that (his boyfriend's sex drive is ridiculous at times). but this isn't their bathroom, and having a handful scattered around their dorm means they can't hog it. if and when each of their rooms get their own bathrooms with showers, fucking hell...
settling back against denji brings all those thoughts to the surface. each nerve is so eager to rush what it's feeling to the forefront of his mind. from the outline of his ripcord along his spine, to the swell of his pectorals and brush of his nipples against his back, to the way his thighs are spread on either side of katsuki's and gently nuzzling him as he rests in his boyfriend's lap. he's deliberately avoiding pushing too hard against denji's dick, slotted up between his tailbone and the cleft of his ass. doesn't want to make him miserable, or incite a full fuck while they still have food to eat. whether that want's going to be effective is another story.
especially if denji's going to start messing with his shoulders. fuck. it only takes a few seconds of those strong hands to push and massage the rounds of muscles for katsuki's head to fall forward, baring his nape and sinking the breadth of his upper body like the strings holding them up just got cut. he takes care of his entire body, demanding perfection from each part, but there's no denying his arms, shoulders, and upper back take the brunt of his quirk's impressive recoil. tension and requirement slither through the sinew of his powerful muscle, the back of his left shoulder displaying the exit of that puncture wound from months ago (in his world). as denji kneads the brawn, so much of that pent-up work begins to melt and untangle. he can only do so much of this on his own; having someone else massage him as denji's doing is one of the fastest ways to make katsuki collapse. he's mostly quiet through the process, but an occasional grunt or cuss grumbles out when his boyfriend works on a particularly deep knot, to say nothing of a low short groan when relief's found. probably striking the half-devil right in the dick. shut up. it feels good.]
Not yet... [he's a little distracted right now. denji's put him to sleep before during a shoulder massage. they can get to food in a little bit. katsuki's arms fall limp to his side when the blonde puts more pressure on his trape, his body curling ever so slightly between the half-devil's legs as thumbs draw circles on his deltoids. fuck, this feels really good. the comment about the lacking ice sculpture earns a low hum of acceptance, but good luck getting more out of him right now. he's going all putty in denji's hands.]
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Date: 8/8/24 17:09 (UTC)they're both a little distracted right now, but denji likes to believe he's more sober. is he, though? who knows. as his lids lower over his eyes, a sly smile paints over his lips; he then slouches over, eyeing down the back of the other's neck, tempted. instead of using his teeth as his heart desired, denji traced his fingers upward, massaging his way to the scalp with the lightest graze of his nails. he buries his fingers through those blonde locks as he applies gentle pressure, spreading them and working his way in a slow, circular motion. denji envisions what would feel good to him and offers it to his boyfriend, gentle in how he brushes along bakugou's hair throughout the massage, encouraging him to relax into it, rest and fall into silence. both of them did, and the half-devil is fine with it.
it wasn't a chore, it was something he enjoyed and it showed in the way denji took his sweet time, giving an inkling that he might be the one taking the most pleasure in this exchange. there was no rush to get it over with, nothing more than self-indulgence as his hands brushed over those shoulders again, making sure they didn't require further attention. he then attends to those firm biceps; uncovering further knots of tension and coaxing them to release. he wanted his boyfriend to lean on him now and rest against his chest as he slowly slipped his hands under the water, blindly seeking bakugou's before curling their fingers together. he closed his eyes, tilting his head against the other. the smile is visible in the tone of his voice. ]
I'll give you a full back massage in the bedroom ...
[ he'd do it now if he could. it's not an option given the size of the tub and he'd imagine bakugou isn't in the mood to be shifting around and ruining the chill vibe. the warmth between his legs can be ignored, and while denji can't control hiding it, he's not acting on it either. he's not that selfish; his partner could use a break and he'd allow him. ]
Feel free to compliment my hidden skills, though. My magical hands ...
[ stroke his ego a bit. ]
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Date: 8/9/24 04:19 (UTC)then again... it's hard not to take note of his toned chest rising and falling with each breath, a mouth full of sharp teeth in that eternal grin, and the lazy daze of satisfaction crossing his face when denji retracts everything. even caught a moment of his tongue sliding from the corner of his mouth to lap at his own blood drops dribbling down the contours of his face. macabre attraction. katsuki thinks it's weird, but he's adjusting.
water shifts, lapping at his sides and breached knees when denji leans forward. a low exhale ghosts across his tongue and teeth, nerves perking up as the motion rubs his man's penis between his cheeks and nuzzles the tip along his tailbone. what the hell's he doing back there? leaning over him like that, as if ready to press chest to back and embrace him like he's done so many times in the comfort of their shared bed. fingers take over instead, ten firm tips prodding up his trapes and onto the surface of his nape before vanishing into the spiky scruff of his hairline. grazing at the base of his brain stem and massaging upward towards his crown. buried in his hair before curling and pressing, then spreading and smoothing, coaxing his temples and caressing his scalp. fuck... now he wishes they weren't in the bathtub. katsuki could fall asleep to this kind of thing. and he doesn't want to do that while surrounded by a bunch of water. somewhere in the back of his mind, he's taking note of denji's touches, to return them later at another time.
relax? yeah, he relaxes. head dropping forward, shoulders sagging, arms limp at his sides. leaning back against denji fucks up his access, so this is fine. so many points of contact. from the hands in his hair to the occasional brush of elbows on his back or sides to the way denji's legs rub against the outside of his own as they fit together in the tub. katsuki closes his eyes completely, muscles softening in his upper arms, biceps sinking and triceps elongating in ease. his shoulders are fine. they feel all hot and melted, floppy and relaxed, like moving again is impossible. it doesn't take much coaxing to encourage katsuki backwards, finally sinking his back against denji's strong chest once more. this time, his head falls onto his boyfriend's shoulder, turned enough his breath caresses the half-devil's cheek. lingering here, naked with him in the water, feeling his hands loving his body like this, is a heaven that's rare despite being completely optional every damn day. katsuki spreads his fingers slightly, waits for his boyfriend's to slide between them, then curls his hands into light fists and holds onto him in a tender rest. a smile heard on denji's voice.]
You'll put me to sleep if you do that, bastard. [there's no anger, snark, or growl. only a pure relaxed murmur to warn denji what he's playing with here. he could sleep right here if denji let him. somehow, feeling his boyfriend's erection rubbing against the small of his back, balls swelling and softening in slow rhythm, makes the sensation more intimate than lewd. katsuki doesn't want denji to hide it. eyes closed, shoulders, head, and arms an eased mess.] Yeah, yeah... You're stupid good with your hands. Damn you... making me feel this good... Do it more often... Denji.
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Date: 8/9/24 19:08 (UTC)the sound of the water lapping gently against the sides is enough to soothe any troubling thoughts. they lingered there, savoring the closeness, the gentle intimacy, and the simple luxury of being wrapped in each other's presence; within the confines of the small bathtub, time seemed to stand still during their shared serenity and warmth. with his eyes barely open, lids heavy and low over his gaze, he side glanced at his boyfriend as their cheeks pressed in the most endearing nuzzle. he never thought it was physically possible to have a frenetic heartbeat while falling into a sedating trance. the delicate rise and fall of their breaths, synchronized in a perfect rhythm of peace. he can hear it in bakugou's tone, his exhaustion, and the growing desire to give in to it. hey, denji can't say he's not sharing the sentiment after a long shift. with that in mind, he muttered under his breath. ]
It's okay. I'm here. I'll take care of you.
[ that's not a warning, but a compliment; if he's making his partner feel this good, how could he take it in any other way? bakugou is welcome to rest. denji knows how to handle it, and if the hero does end up slipping into a deep slumber, he will eventually wake up in the comfort of a warm bed in one way to another. with a quiet grace, denji frees one hand, guiding it out of the water before it relaxed over bakugou's head. he then skimmed his wet fingers through the strands with practiced ease, creating a calming, affectionate solace that harmonized perfectly with the growing stillness between the bathroom's walls. it's not lewd, he inwardly agrees, but no one should ask him to explain why it isn't when he's aware that his boner is all up the other's lower back. it was a comedic battle between his dick and heart, and one overpowered the other. did it leave denji a bit bothered? not really. he's fine. he's kinda used to dealing with urges all the time and it's not the end of the world. ]
Rest. I'll clean up a bit ...
[ he gives katsuki's cheek a little kiss, and without moving from his spot, denji grabs into the soap. with ease, he rubbed the bar between his hands, lathering them up before he started spreading the foam over his stretched-out arms, all the while allowing his boyfriend to lean against him. ah, he could get used to this ... ]
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Date: 8/10/24 16:04 (UTC)they may not have forever here, but what they do have, katsuki wants to spend it with denji. moments like these, stolen away from their purpose here to instead indulge in them. only them. bodies together, hearts beating in quiet sync, warmth shared between them as they connect in so many ways and places. he never thought much of having a relationship when he arrived at u.a., never intended to make friends when he came to neo tokyo... and now he's got a boyfriend who he cares about a lot. resting here with him, wrapped in denji's attention and affection is just as pleasant as feeling the other boy sink into katsuki's embrace in the bedroom. skin nuzzles to skin, their cheeks brushing together as the other blonde looks at him. perhaps this was denji's fault, risking the closeness after he came back from a long, hard day at work in a very hot sun. maybe katsuki shouldn't have gotten into the bath with him. or maybe he should know better than to give his boyfriend tender moments because denji gets to get real sappy. but there's no urge to fight it now. lulled by the rise and fall of his chest, cradled in his lap with legs and arms settling in gentle holds of his own. those quiet words ghost across his cheek and corner of his mouth, tangible as well as audible/]
Hn. That was... supposed to be my job. [murmured with faux resistance. hadn't katsuki offered to draw a bath for denji, provide water and cooling, permitted dinner in the tub, have a rest ready for him when he returned, all elements of taking care of his boyfriend's comforts and needs? why is it that he's the one getting pampered right now? bah... sneak. sleeping is tempting, but unless denji's going to nod off himself, katsuki's wavering between stubborn and surrender. their fingers untangle on one side, breaking the spell as dripping digits come to rest atop his head and comb through his hair. tch, now he's actively trying to zone him out. good thing katsuki's content with both denji's dick and heart.
seven minutes. he's out for around seven minutes. sleeping against denji's cheek, body resting in the embrace of his lover's. until his eyes finally open thanks to the lazy caresses, half-bared crimson focusing on foot of the tub. little more than a catnap, but it's enough to recharge his proverbial batteries. somewhere he remembers the urge to rest, a brush of lips against his cheek, and a bar of soap going squish squish between denji's hands. hn? did he soap up while they sat there? fingers graze over denji's knee, indicating katsuki's awake again, and he lifts his head, skin a slight tacky from being wet then drying off above the water's surface.] Baka... you're too damn comfortable.
[it's a compliment.]
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Date: 8/11/24 18:20 (UTC)the little sleepy murmur made him scoff a bit. it's not a job exclusive to one of them and it will never be a one-sided exchange. bakugou is exhausted; he's been working too hard, barely allowing himself to recover after the vegas trip before jumping into work, pushing himself, and taking in extra duties— denji is not surprised that his partner is reaching a point where it is all catching up to him, and maybe he can slow down a bit, especially during the heatwave. denji was tempted to join him, equally drained and far too comfortable. the reminder of how badly he needed to rinse himself clear is the motivation he needs to keep himself vigilant. during those seven minutes, denji proceeded to bathe, focusing on his upper body and back shoulders, careful with every movement; unwilling to give bakugou any reason to pull away from him. it was a bit tricky, but not difficult. when denji isn't moving around and the water grows still, he can hear the faintest sound of bakugou's deep breaths and it never fails to make him smile.
he's almost done when the other boy stirred in his sleep, rinsing the last few traces of soap between his fingers, slowing down a bit as the warm body pulled away from their shared embrace. he then relaxed his shoulders, admitting to himself that he was a tad disappointed it was over. tch. bakugou had such an enticing sleeping face, too. one of the few rare sights where denji struggled to identify whether the hero was considered handsome or pretty because he could pull off both depending on the mood. a golden boy, indeed. ]
Good. Now I know how to get you in my bed faster.
[ he sits up a bit, reaching out to curl his fingers under bakugou's chin, lifting it for a closer look. he smiled at those heavy lids, the slow flutter of blonde lashes, the mild squinting as his vision adjusted to the bathroom's lighting, still fighting off the weariness. like a freak, denji wanted to see all those tiny changes in HD, taking in every inch of those gorgeous features. he then leans in and starts kissing along the curve of bakugou's neck, his voice is a bit muffled but clear. ] ... since you're up, let's go to the bedroom. We'll have our dinner there.
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Date: 8/12/24 03:02 (UTC)katsuki's certainly not as bad about pushing himself as izuku; he focuses on his health and his rest, but there are times he'll get caught up in his job and work himself to the point of breaking. this time around, it's for a harder reason. if he's so exhausted at night, he can barely keep his eyes open, he won't have the brain to dream. no nightmares to wake him. they're fading, coming more and more rarely, as he begins to ease off the gas in his life. denji needs his attention to. he knows his boyfriend still feels horrible about what happened in vegas, and deals with his own personal demons. katsuki wants to be strong enough to give him the aid and comfort he needs to combat those monsters in the realm the blonde can't reach.
at the very least, denji's already submerged himself up to his chin in the water; he's rinsed off well enough. but when katsuki wakes from his light snooze, the acrid bite of sweat is replaced with the mellow scent of clean and soap. a pleasant rouse as he comes back into waking, still resting against his boyfriend. who apparently managed to get himself all cleaned up without dislodging the young hero from his nap. that's pretty damn impressive. katsuki's not a light sleeper unless he's set his internal clock to be so. all good things had to come to an end, and he wasn't intending to sleep the night away in the bath. even if it was pretty damn comfortable. maybe they can do that some night. denji's irritatingly comfortable to sleep against. perhaps it's due to all those nights of cuddling with pochita. he just... knows how to make someone feel wanted, contented, safe, and comfortable in his arms. another reason katsuki wants denji to feel the same in his.]
I don't have a problem getting in your bed. You just make it hard to sleep sometimes.
[cause they end up fucking. katsuki glances up, red eyes half-hooded under his lashes, as denji hooks his fingers beneath his chin to encourage his face up. blinking once or twice, jaw tightening to stifle a yawn that wants to drag his mouth open. waking up stopped being fun after he turned thirteen. he does it out of duty now. he focuses quietly on denji's face, taking in the way his tawny eyes search his own visage, the gentle curve of his lips from a barely hidden smile, cheeks smooth with a tiny tinge of pink, damp bangs still raked back from his forehead, every part of him coming together in a handsome package katsuki gets to call "mine" any time he wants. corded muscles draw tight as he tilts his head ever so slight, giving denji space to make out with his neck. horny bastard...]
Yeah, yeah. Lemme wash off first. Didn't get in just to soak.
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Date: 8/12/24 17:57 (UTC)[ cause they end up fucking. it's the right type of workout to knock someone out cold for the rest of the night, and they will end up enjoying that post-climax deep slumber that will promise them to wake up feeling refreshed and ready to face the day. they could argue about it, and denji was willing until he noticed katsuki's little attempt to suppress a yawn that left his eyes a bit hazy afterward— and it was the most adorable visual he could ever get out of the hero. the expression that dragged out of denji is fated to ruin any attempt at sexual inducement; it was utter smitten kitten bullshit and he did not care if bakugou hates it. whatever argument he wanted to initiate has vaporized from the back of his mind, turned to dust, and is replaced by the untamed aggression to dote on the other boy. he'd kiss, nuzzle, and smother his lips all over that inviting flesh, fingers wrapping around the nape as went in for the throat afterward. this area had a very different treatment, and while denji isn't trying to start something here (honestly), it was nearly impossible not to feel a certain way when he had katsuki exposed. still, nothing more than open-mouth kisses and a muffled pleased grunt. see? this bitch didn't know how to tease. he didn't know how to leave someone itching for more— he went all for it, out of pure greed. he couldn't be that tolerant ever. ]
You're clean. Super clean and tasty. I smell nothing bad.
[ is he complaining? sorta, but there is a lighthearted vibe behind it that wouldn't come off as him being frustrated. he's not in that stage, getting there- but, still subdued. denji is quiet for a second, thinking, he then decides if they will stay in the tub for an extra few minutes, there have to be some changes. with that, he hunched forward, getting in his space and nudging katsuki cheek by cheek to get his attention. ] ... Turn around. [ -is the only warning he's willing to offer before denji begins shifting a bit, hands finding his boyfriend's hips under the water and coaxing him to sit up. manhandling him this time will not work, not in the confinement of the tight cocoon of a tub. he'd urge bakugou to comply, careful not to stir the water too much and overflow the edges. not gonna lie, this process of moving around is— fucking delicious for obvious reasons. the friction, the anticipation of having such strong thighs straddle him, hands on his shoulders and all. it's what denji is aiming for, at least.
at some point, he dragged his hands away, allowing his boyfriend to settle over his lap on his own. he waits, silently, with a lazy smile; he then relaxed back and proceeded to stretch his arms on either side of the rim; subtly grinding their hips together and obviously enjoying himself, if the way his eyelids drooped and cheeks warmed up was any indication. he does reassures the other boy with a playful nod that he will not sabotage his cleansing ritual. promise.
but, if denji had to wait for him to finish- ] Do it slow. Give me a nice show.
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Date: 8/13/24 05:02 (UTC)instead he's getting that doe-eyed fawning that makes his guts get all twisted. ugh, it's so damn annoying, but no amount of hand in denji's face to push it away has ever toned that look down. at least he's down there making out with his neck soon enough so katsuki can ignore it. ends up tilting his head back against his boyfriend's hand, neck and hairline nuzzling into a strong palm and fingers. lips find a sensitive area and a single soft exhale slips past his mouth, eyes lidding halfway again. trust and intimacy twist in one whenever he bares his neck to denji's mouth, offering vulnerable veins and skin to sharp teeth and strong impulses. those are usually good at heating him up, sending attention and feelings straight down to funnel into his pelvic v. he's trying to resist it, but he's only human. with an attractive boyfriend turning his neck into a love-bitten mottle.]
What the hell... Did you wash me off while I was sleeping?
[there's no complaint in his voice, only a soft puff from having his head tilted back like this. denji got himself all cleaned up, smelling of soap and water rather than sweat. water that's no longer a cold mess, but not tepid and lukewarm from their combined bodies within it. katsuki's no longer resting against him, yet remains caught within the cage of his legs, hips still nudged back against his boyfriend's lap. does he really think denji's going to be fine letting it go at that? cheek to cheek, nuzzling him in the way that's mutually tender and impish. turn around, he says. thought so.]
Don't order me around.
[yeah right. denji can do so, and get away with little more than the expected growl. hands work at his hips and katsuki draws his legs back, knees breaching the surface. stretching out and turning over like a fish in the water is a dumb idea. instead, he reaches back to catch a strong shoulder in hand, then tucks one leg further back, heel beneath his thigh and toes braced against the tub floor, before pushing himself up in the water. it sluices off his half-exposed nudity, pouring into the tub as he twists around on both legs now, ending up crouched in front of denji between his legs for a second. wet hands slap atop the tub walls and he growls at his boyfriend to move his legs. one at a time, stepping over a strong thigh, to ultimately trap the half-devil's legs between his own. that gives him enough freedom to straddle denji's lap and sink onto his knees, calves and feet flanking his partner's hips, thighs, and knees. left perched atop him, ass tucked against the tops of his upper legs, dicks barely touching as he claps both hands atop denji's shoulders.
it's what he wanted, wasn't it. arms spread and katsuki follows them, sliding his hands from the rounds of the half-devil's shoulders down the bulge of his biceps, and onto the flexible joint of his elbow. feeling, caressing, touching when he doesn't have to. it's not for support, simply for enjoyment as their hips slowly rub together underwater. the tempting brush isn't a hard stimulation, which makes it fucking maddening to keep up. denji's a teasing brat.]
What'd I just say?
[taking the comment as an answer to his previous question, katsuki snags the bar of soap from the shelf and gets to it, taking his time with it, but not being a complete horndog about it. passing the suds across his shoulders and neck, down his chest, and further to the surface of the water before sliding back up. denji will have to deal with those hands letting go of his arms so katsuki can get to them, though the way his fingers cross over his biceps and triceps, under his arms, and down the length of his forearms, he's deliberately taking more time than needed, and offering more moments to admire and look.]
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Date: 8/13/24 18:52 (UTC)yes, it's the trust. the trust to be around each other even when his chainsaws scarred his flesh. the sheer vulnerability that somehow made bakugou irresistible for many reasons. he'd want that gorgeous neck of his to bruise in all shades, for his skin to ache afterward, burning hot as the sharp sting of that rich blood tickled his tastebuds. a slow blink, then denji remembered where he was, glancing upward and admiring the new view. bakugou is now facing him, a few inches higher, having those intense eyes stare him down for a change is — exciting. it's different. fuck, it's warming him up fast. ]
Naaah, you just smell good at all times.
[ it wasn't a cheap compliment, it's denji's truth. bakugou will have to do a whole lot to turn him off at this point. the tiny jabs that followed were endearing. he would mutter a sincere 'my bad' post each unintended demand, not that denji was spitting them on purpose aside from humoring his instincts. no, he didn't take them as hostile, they knew each other's habits after spending all those months together. now, for the real challenge— and that's keeping his hands where they both can see them, especially when his boyfriend went in for a touch, one that brought their bodies even closer, and denji's breath got stuck in his damn throat when he realized the other boy is an inch away from feeling his hard dick. it didn't happen and bakugou continues to be the biggest fucking tease whether that was intentional or not. right, his hands - they're not allowed to slip under the water because he didn't trust himself not to start something. he's rather determined to prove he is capable of sharing a bath/shower with that boy without it turning into something else. he didn't want to familiarize his brain to trigger a boner whenever he's under the water. after all, they do share the showers with the other outsiders at times. this was a recipe for awkward encounters that denji did not require in his life. with a warm chuckle, his shoulders visibly tense and his face is flustered beyond help. at least he is honest to admit it. ]
Fuck, this is backfiring on me already ...
[ the show, that is. after admiring bakugou's face and his good looks, it's only fair to give that body the attention it deserves. those firm, toned muscles, the sinful curves of his waist, his chest, the mildly visible veins on the back of his hand and forearm, his chest— his fucking chest. the building heat in his loins made denji's cock stiffen more and more until the discomfort is borderline impossible to dismiss. he made a conscious effort to keep himself from simultaneously edging bakugou forward to press down against him. fuck, the thought alone made his toes curl. ]
It all started from the picture you sent me this morning ...
[ is he blaming katsuki for his frailty? he sure is. ]
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Date: 8/14/24 05:07 (UTC)katsuki's always liked it when people looked up to him. at him is always a crap shoot depending on his mood. it's different when denji looks at him, whether the curious glance if katsuki calls his attention or the smitten gaze he's so fond of drifting into during softer moments. some of those looks embarrass him, some of them turn him on, some irritate him, but none make him want to leave. he can look at this guy and find himself thinking all over that handsome face, pointing out the curve of his cheekbone, pointed teeth he's felt beneath his tongue, bangs he's pushed back as he buried his fingers in his scruffy hair, lips curved into a happy smile that's katsuki's favorite expression on denji's face.]
Bullshit, flatterer. [some dumbasses like to think he smells of caramel due to his quirk. burnt sugar is not caramel, and most of the time he returns from missions and battles rank with smoke, sweat, and whatever else he got into. but once he's back, it's straight into the shower. because he'd much rather smell good. feel good. look good. put on display right now as he washes himself off while kneeling over his boyfriend's lap. don't expect some arching rolls like an exotic god preening for his partner's praise. katsuki's actions are as focused and casual as many of his others. takes a foreplay mood to get that kind of crap. yet it's impossible to deny the way he tends to his body in deliberate show.
suds gliding over the round of his shoulders, reaching over backwards to scrub at his shoulder blades, twisting an arm up behind him to tend his spine, ducking his head for access to his nape and tilting it sideways to get under his jaw, torso flexing when he drags his hands over his chest (okay, so that part might be deliberately taunting since he knows his boyfriend is a chest man) and rubs the soap up and down the washboard sculpture of his stomach. if their dicks occasionally brush together during the process, that wasn't intentional, right? it's kind of cute denji's hard up just from watching him clean. someone else? pervert. boyfriend? gets a pass. usually. luckily katsuki's showered with the other guys in his middle school and u.a. class, so it's easy to avoid getting hard simply from a naked teenager nearby. including denji. unless the brat starts deliberately trying to mess with him...]
You can get out if you want. [says the guy sitting atop him, making no indication of getting up to let denji out. dragging the soap across his sternum, katsuki cocks his head slightly at his boyfriend's comment. wait, the picture he sent him? oh right, that one. he scoffs at its return to blame.] Don't blame that, baka. You asked for it.
[which he gave in more erotic terms than he needed to, but... he knows his boyfriend.]
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Date: 8/15/24 17:53 (UTC)it was weak and pathetic, but after that little taunt and breast-play, denji had to throw his head back and squeeze his eyes shut. he bares his teeth, cursing under his breath and accepting defeat. the miserable groan was equally genuine and playful— still preserving a lighthearted mood but he knew he couldn't keep at it if his plan of 'no fucking in the bathroom' will be a success. ]
I should get out ...
[ but, he will not. he is awfully reminded of the heatwave all of a sudden, his body is fighting three different types of heat; the weather, the shared warmth of each other, and his primal urges. this is not fun, yet it's also fun. he huffs out a heavy exhale, unbothered to relax his tensed muscles— instead, his fingers started toying with the cord idly and blindly; trapping it between his middle and index finger, tracing over its length before curling it around his knuckle; slow and deliberate. a change of topic might help him survive and prove to his boyfriend he's not that helpless, earn some dignity out of it. he didn't want to talk about someone else, he didn't want to think of someone else when he's like - this! and if he keeps thinking about bakugou that's even another invitation for failure.
oddly so, despite all the comical struggles in his head, denji never lost his easy, lazy smile. eventually, he breaks the silence. ]
Let's go on a holiday, Katsuki. Just the two of us. One day ...
[ even denji knew it was a foolish dream. they had no control over their schedule, a kaiju attack is unpredictable and he doubts LILITH would ever allow any of her soldiers to be out of reach, they are fated to get interrupted, money could be lost and everything will be cut short— it was so unachievable, but did that stop this half-devil from asking? from dreaming? maybe some of him wished for bakugou to indulge him, humor him a bit. ]
Even if we can't leave this city, I'm sure it's big enough to have some hidden gems, right? A road trip to somewhere new.
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Date: 8/16/24 07:27 (UTC)You're not gonna until I'm done.
[luckily katsuki's feeling merciful after that flicker of sleep, so he eases off the "accidental" taunting while he continues washing off. nothing more than rubbing his hands over his body in a quick, blase manner that doesn't bother accenting or lingering on anything. hips no longer rubbing at denji's thighs, cocks separated like two kids forced into separation for a while. he throws one arm up and over his head, the other swinging around and up his back to get his hands on his shoulder blades and spine. of course he's flexible enough to reach! the way he's sitting makes any kind of soaping up his lower half nigh-impossible, underwater and all. but he drops his hands to work over his thighs and stomach regardless, denji's submerged body probably feeling the occasional brush of currents as katsuki rubs himself down. the soap will get in the water eventually. he wasn't the one getting in here covered in sweat.
all the while glancing to his boyfriend, noting that easy expression as he relaxes in silence. hmph, distracted. until denji breaks the silence with one of the most random things he's heard here.]
You mean a vacation? They already celebrate holidays here.
[usually the japanese ones, this is japan after all, though some western ones have broken in among the traditional festivals and holidays. a vacation with just the two of them... he gets this isn't denji asking to go on a date overnight at a hotel. but can they really abandon their work as outsiders for an entire however long the half-devil's planning? katsuki isn't sure how he feels about that. on the one hand, the angry side of him is willing to stick it to lilith. they're not fucking prisoners! on the other, the responsible hero side refuses to abandon the other outsiders in case something happened during their vacation.]
We could go to the Okinawa beach for a weekend.
[it might not be a proper "vacation" since the outsiders already went there, but it's an option. plus the teleporter is right there, making it easy to return if an emergency happens. denji mentions not leaving the city and katsuki frowns in thought. true, they haven't been everywhere, but you don't take a road trip if you stay in the damn city...]
Unless you wanna get pampered at a fancy hotel or spa.
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Date: 8/17/24 18:50 (UTC)Ah, I think you misunderstood what I'm trying to say. Then again, I can't blame you ... I'm asking for something we could never have here. [ he lifts his head a bit, catching bakugou's gaze; still fiddling with the cord as he elaborates further. ] I'm talking about an actual trip that involves some traveling. Couples do this all the time, right? It's what I was fantasizing about.
[ 'fantasizing' - yeah, he knew they didn't have a lot of options here, but it doesn't hurt to talk about it. right? nothing more than mild heartache for missing out on the mundane perks of what normal couples do, then again- denji is anything but ungrateful. it wasn't something pressing and haunting him; it was just a random reflection he wanted to share with his partner. the endless yearning to add every experience into his memory, abuse the time they have with each other, or ... it was a simple expression on how important bakugou is to him. a reminder that moving forward all his 'firsts' will belong to him only. a sentiment, heartful thoughts, and adoration for that boy— yet fully masked behind a stare that reflects nothing but shallow cravings. he wouldn't blame bakugou if he thought he was spitting bullshit to charm him into getting in the mood for later. with a warm chuckle, he shakes his head at the idea of hitting the beach in this godawful heatwave. maybe when the weather improves and the sun won't bite away at their flesh. it would be a nice way to spend a day off, far away from their teammates and the vibrant city. ]
I want to explore new places with you. I finally have enough money to afford something like that, but I guess there is nowhere for us to go. Which sucks, huh?
[ water sloshed against the sides of the tub as he moved to sit up; his callous hands smoothed around bakugou's waist, gliding warmly down his abdomen, drifting over his lover's hips and thighs, touching everywhere but his prick with slow, thorough attention. he tilted his own face, the point of his tongue slowly teasing along the swell of bakugou's lower lip, gently prising his mouth open to kiss him deeply, suckling the taste of his tongue before tipping his head up with a satisfied sigh. he contemplates that last proposal, humming and then frowning a bit. ]
I'm not sure about the spa. It's all about the full-body massage services, right? I don't want anyone else touching you.
[ especially after finding out how bakugou reacts to it. denji would lose many nights of sleep if someone else made his boyfriend moan that way. so, nope. not happening. as for the hotel idea, he smirks a bit. ]
A night in the fanciest hotel in the city? That's more fun. Worth the money.
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Date: 8/17/24 21:42 (UTC)Then why the fuck are you asking for it?
[don't put out some request you know they can't pull off! because katsuki's not someone to give up on something, and would try to make denji's desire a reality if possible. he continues his rinsing, hands working over his thighs and lower legs as he lifts himself up a bit to expose his calves and ankles for a grip and rub. he frowns as denji tries to make himself clearer. that's... not changing the opinion at all.]
Why the hell is that impossible? I've got a car. It's not illegal for us to leave for a few days.
[no one's ever done it to his knowledge though. if denji's more open to traveling to another nearby japanese city rather than trying to take a flight to, fuck, france, then it's a lot more plausible. katsuki has a feeling the half-devil's looking more towards the latter, but a trip's a trip, right? they already went to vegas. there are months where kaiju's don't attack, where they do have things to contend with, like weather and disasters, but nothing that explicitly ties them here to the city. so long as they're not traveling... which is seeming to be a more frequent case. either way, it's because katsuki knows this is important to denji that he directly combats the "impossible" nature of his boyfriend's request. they don't have forever here, they should make use of the time they have, and taking two or three days to travel a quick trip isn't improbable. it irritates him denji already dismissed the idea even before he fucking said it, only further igniting the combative blonde's intention to prove the other boy's opinion wrong.]
There's a lot of places we can go, idiot. You just have to pick one and compromise on the travel.
[there aren't any more commercial flights to take, there are plenty of cities that lie in abandoned ruins, travel on the roads would take time, but regardless, even ten hours in a car can put them at a very far-reaching location. denji's pessimistic cheer is giving katsuki some annoying whiplash, eliciting a glare from the hero as his boyfriend starts to sit up in the water. hands slide across his waist, thumbs following the arch of his pelvis and the lines of his thighs as he settles down on the other boy's lap again. it's so tempting to be petulant and bite that tongue... so he does. chomp! not enough to bleed him, but definitely enough to grab and hold the slick muscle for a few seconds. grrr! he doesn't let denji go until he's good and ready. then accepts the kiss, eyes closing as the deep connection melds them together once more. he shoves his tongue inside, tangles it with denji's, and pushes forward as the kiss dips more intimate before his boyfriend finally opts to break it amid a spindle of saliva between them.]
Not that kind of spa package. [sheesh, did he really think katsuki was suggesting they get massages from other people in separate rooms where nothing but little towels? dumbass. at least he seems more receptive to the hotel idea? they'd have to find a hotel to hit up at least.] What sounds better to you, a three days road trip or a weekend at a fancy hotel?
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Date: 8/18/24 17:41 (UTC)the sheer annoyance over denji's indecisive request, the fire he spits afterward, and how the hero took it more of a goal to conquer over a heartfelt, chill exchange of mild fantasies on a cozy summer night; an act of adoration and affection. instead, he watches as the competitive kacchan fails to see the intimacy and lists down how to get it done while roasting denji for 'giving up' on it. it's— you know, denji can't help but grin and take in the jabs coming in from each corner, all while bakugou is genuinely doing the math and sorting out an entire trip in his head, and cleaning himself at the same time. it was a sight to witness. the multitasking and duality of his boyfriend who can scorch him while accommodating his endless desires at the same time. this is why he likes this boy. everything about him is simply sincere. after all the manipulation, grooming, lies, and betrayals— getting snapped at this way is the type of healing his heart craves. ]
Hey! I was being sweet!! I was saying I wanted to take you somewhere nice, just the two of us. You're soooooo unromantic!
[ he barks back while laughing. jeez, the lack of romance in that guy's veins is almost insane. didn't bakugou have a normal upbringing? love and adored by his parents, and treated like a golden child with his amazing quirk? right. he knew, in some sense, his boyfriend struggled with something - especially towards a certain old friend of his, but they never really got into the deep roots of it all. despite his conflict with deku (which is something denji hopes they can talk about one day), the utter oblivion to courtship gestures mix with a mild disdain for them is both fucking hilarious and endearing at the same time. will it kill him to kiss denji in public? will that cause his guts to combust due to such blasphemous acts? a true maiden ♥ ]
I can guarantee a lot of people had a crush on you but you probably didn't notice.
[ is denji complaining? hell nah. he's happy nobody snatched the hero before he cornered him into a rollercoaster of sexual identity discovery that blossomed into genuine affection. his laugh was now a low, dusky sigh against bakugou's damp lips— and then came in the bite. if it was anyone else, denji would've pulled away from this; a subconscious reflex triggered by a terrible memory of the last time someone pulled this move on him, but it's bakugou. the trust between them didn't allow denji to even entertain such doubts. he then drew in a quiet, deeper breath, and closed his eyes, let a hand slip beneath the foam-topped surface of the water around them; he felt his way rather than saw, the pressure of the water tampered with his senses, which encouraged the thought that he could get away with tracing his fingertips along the insides of bakugou's thigh, and they nuzzled along the line of his lover's cock and over the softness of its head, and its slit; reverently teasing while he had the courage for it. the bite was timid, barely painful, and left no taste of the bitter blood behind - nghh, fucking tease. he licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, and exhaled the breath he'd been holding almost noiselessly; the flush crawling up his throat and into his ears.
oh, bakugou is asking him a question, which didn't take much brain power to answer. ] Both. Not at the same time of course. I guess we can try the weekend in a fancy hotel first and do the road trip a month later. We can check out the spa since there are other services they offer. [ ... is there any other way to enjoy a spa without getting into tiny towels and having a stranger give you the best massage ever? ]
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Date: 8/18/24 18:57 (UTC)who knows if this result will teach denji to think before he speaks, or is simply rewarding the young man for speaking from his heart rather than a logical brain swirl. it's kind of cute, really. even if being called "unromantic" leaves him bristling. one, he doesn't want to be called romantic. but two, he doesn't like being "un-" anything either.]
And I'm saying you can do that, dammit!
[be sweet all you want, ripcord pecs! yes, katsuki had a wonderful childhood, free from any trauma and not wanting for much of anything in life. unfortunately, it meant he grew up to be a massive dick. and that included going "ewugh" towards romantic things. mushy shit always bothered him as being gross, unnecessary, distracting, and weird. likely because it came across as soft and vulnerable, in his mind. maybe he could blame it on his parents for being kissy-face around him as a youngster. or perhaps he got his mother's blood, a driven woman with a temper to rival her son's and whose idea of romance included aggressive flirting, dating, pursuit, and courtship until she got the man she wanted. katsuki likewise sees something he wants and it becomes a goal/challenge, even if it's for someone else in the end. if it's important to his boyfriend, it's going to be important to him. mostly. tits do not fall in that category.
look, they can talk about izuku at some point in the future, but it'll be a sore subject since the other boy's returned home. likewise, denji will get a kiss in public... eventually. katsuki did kiss him in the dorm common before.]
So what? If they didn't have to guts to say something, I don't wanna know.
[ironically, izuku's not shy about telling people girls avoided katsuki during middle school, he never received any valentine's gifts, and it's all due to the blonde's atrocious attitude. is it surprising? and while eijirou was definitely a manly guy who found katsuki extremely impressive, enough to develop a genuine friendship with him, it didn't become anything else. denji's the one that the blonde began to grow attached to more and more over the weeks, until this finally became the bloom between them. that soft sigh of a laugh against his lips prompts the bite without regret. he's bitten denji's tongue before, learning when is a good time to do it and when not to. similar to his boyfriend putting his hand on the back of katsuki's neck; there are times he should definitely not to that due to the ptsd reflex from the blonde's kidnapping. but other times? go ahead and hang onto it, just like katsuki's dicking around with denji's tongue. until it melts into a gentle kiss once more.
shivers ripple beneath the surface of his skin exploring fingers finally give into temptation. mapping out the contours of his pelvis, following the lines of his thighs, tracing up the side of his cock, teasing the round velvet of his tip, and even daring to thumb across the tender slit crowning the top. dammit, that's bordering on the line of temptation, taking what was half hard and encouraging it into full mast so close to denji's own impressive prick. katsuki releases the kiss with a low growl, though whether it's a warning to stop or a note to prepare is up to the half-devil's mind. as controlled as he can be, his boyfriend's naked, sitting under him, with a hard-on, and a flushed face, tongue playing across his lips and teeth, talking about going on a vacation for just the two of them...]
All right. I'll let you know our options. [looking into the hotels, finding out the pros and cons, then dropping the entire report on the bed between them for comparison and choosing later. road trip at a later time. (and yes, it's called given each other the best damn massage amid the spa's options.) katsuki shifts on denji's lap, resting his forehead against the other boy's forehead.] Bastard... you're enjoying this, aren't you.
[playing with him. tempting him.]
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Date: 8/19/24 18:06 (UTC)okay, that's a lie. he was still nervous approaching bakugou. ]
I know ...
[ yeah, he knew he could be as sweet as honey drops anytime his heart desires. his boyfriend has the right to scowl at any or all advances, he's not asking him to endure acts that could cause discomfort. denji would never do that to him. if it's not clear already— the half-devil adores him the way he is. calling him unromantic is nothing more than a harmless taunt with a hint of truth. he will persuade him to adapt to more physical touches, though. step by step. with practice, the hero might learn to drop his guard in the future and he will get used to their new normal. a quick kiss on the cheek, hand-holding, or a hearty embrace are simple acts of affection. maybe one day bakugou wouldn't see it as being vulnerable around strangers.
more importantly, their little vacation project is in motion, even if he had to listen to a long lecture covering the pros and cons of each establishment. he's heard and cared for, and he couldn't ask for more. as bakugou leaned in, their closeness made a vice grip hard around his heart so tight that it felt like he was short of breath. this isn't calming like it usually is. his heart still beats erratically that it hurts. his mouth opens to say something, but stops; heat and desire mix up in his veins so fast that his entire body tenses with it. for a second all he can do is stare at the wanton curves of bakugou's figure in between. all that smooth skin and defined muscles just begging to be marked. he gives extra attention to the scar left behind by his blades, the further down where his fingers kept teasing his lover's perks. it's dumb, but he figured doing this under the water would make it less ... hmm, vulgar. a pause, he then smiled, and got his hands up to cup either side of bakugou's face, his thumbs running carefully beneath his eyes to brush away a few droplets of water he found there. such a tender touch, promising a sappy confession- ]
I don't know what you're talking about ...
[ he shifts underneath the other's weight, kneeing a leg up, which left bakugou no other option but to drop forward and into denji, clinging to him, chest to chest. a bonus the half-devil thoroughly enjoyed yet that wasn't the main objective of that stunt. soon after, they will hear the sound of the water seeping through the tub drain and down the pipes. yeah, denji nudged the plug with his toes, deciding it was time to end the regime of the cleansing session and its restrictions. he glanced up, with their foreheads still pressed against each other, arms around the other boy in a lazy hold; happy to pretend he is oh so helpless and couldn't get out of the tub without the other moving first. it's not like he manhandled bakugou into the water a few minutes ago. ]
You're clean enough, Katsuki. It's time to get into bed.
[ dinner? forgotten. ]
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Date: 8/21/24 00:02 (UTC)in truth, he's very fond of denji's affectionate nature. it feels good, alleviates his annoyance, calms him down, and warms him up even if he bitches about it. also because it's denji doing it, a boy who was told he'd never have anyone to hold, wasn't worth someone giving affection to, pushed aside to live and die alone. katsuki wants to take all of those things and demolish them, crash them into ash and walk away with their experiences together being the biggest middle finger to anyone or thing who ever said denji was nothing.
he loves the beat of his heart, pounding under his chest in the rhythmic throb of emotions. it's amusing to feel it run so fast when they're together like this. as fingers wander his body, tracing along the curves of his pectorals and playing over the round of his shoulder, katsuki combs his hand through denji's hair, getting some suds in it, but no matter; they'll be going underwater eventually. more important to settle here atop the other's waist, gazing into his handsome face when fiver fingertips wander the scars on his right arm. left by the chainsaws denji embodied. they don't linger, but pass on after due touch, wandering lower until he gives up and takes his face instead. katsuki huffs in slight "annoyance" as thumbs brush at his cheekbones, lips pursing slightly to the side. what a damn sap...]
Yeah right. ... Wha-?! [he cuts off as a bony knee tents up behind him, forcing him down the length of his thigh and ending up solidly in denji's lap. dick to dick, one hand catching hard on the wall above denji's head, the other braced on a warm shoulder as he's caught in the v of his lap and stomach. fuck, this bastard. holding on, chest rubbing chest, nerves happily pointing out every skin-to-skin connection glowing in his mind right now. nipples rubbing together, cocks trapped between their adonis belts and lower abs, denji's ass trapped between katsuki's kneeling shins.
he doesn't miss the sudden gurgling suck of the drain. of is that how he's gonna be? water cups and splashes quickly as katsuki scoops some in his hand and plops it atop denji's head, wetting his hair again. forehead to forehead, he nuzzles into his boyfriend's face, free arm winding around his nape to hold denji close. yeah, he could stay right here, but then denji could just grab the tub rim and haul himself up, with katsuki holding onto his shoulders and lap. a good way to crash something... this brat has no problem manhandling him if he wants.] Uh-huh. We're gonna eat in there then.
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Date: 8/23/24 17:04 (UTC)he squeezed his eyes shut when the other scooped some water and dropped it over his head, leaving blonde bangs sticking to his forehead, with one to two rebellious locks curling up in protest. they're sharing a lighthearted moment, one that both agree is coming to an end as the water's surface lowers, quick to slither down the drains and empty the tub. it somehow made denji painfully aware of every curve and touch they're sharing, and - you know? he's only human. with that, he kissed him. it's just a kiss. after all this foreplay this might be the most timid act they've done so far, yet it happened to be denji's favorite. it might have to do with his history of many terrible smooches, and finally having someone who knows how to make it as enjoyable as it should've been. god- he can't get enough of it. he sighs against bakugou's supple mouth, the hand on the hair trapping the other boy tightly close. slow at first, almost too slow, and then with a panting forcefulness, both his hands slithered down his boyfriend's hips and then rucked up to his waist, felt the hard, athletic planes of his body before his fingers splayed, parting bakugou's thighs for himself, guiding them around him. with a flustered daze, denji muttered hotly against their kiss. ]
... Huh. Eat wha'?
[ again, dinner who?
denji shifted their bodies, let the flushed, aching heat of his dick slide up, following the crease of bakugou's cleft, not yet adjusting to do something oh so risky, but just stealing a few satisfying frictions, allow his mind wander over the possibilities. he then sat up a little, balancing his boyfriend in his lap while he crossed his legs underneath, daring to allow the shape of his arousal to press against the other's ass. oh, the temptation is real. so painfully real. denji huffs, braces himself, and summons all the self-control he can conjure before pushing his weight to his feet, standing up, and dragging bakugou with him. he is careful with the slick surface, freeing one arm so he can hold onto the wall for further aid. he only stops when his feet find a dry rug to step over, gently lowering his boyfriend to the floor.
a romantic sap, indeed. even when he snatched a towel and dropped it on the other's head playfully. ]
How come I'm dying over here and you're so calm? Aren't you a teen?!
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