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Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight
CHARACTER NAME Katsuki Bakugō
CIVILIAN NAME Shōri Bakudan
TEAM EVERLIGHT 💥
HOUSING NUMBER 008

Date: 4/29/24 02:27 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gimu
[ He ought to assure Bakugo, tell him it'll be fine, it's just a surgery, routine, entirely experimental, unanaesthetized, entirely fine, bro. He ought to be doing a lot of things right now, but somewhere in between trying to keep calm about the situation and following each lurch in his veins in response, he'd lost track of the time, of himself, of the blood bubbling around him in copious reply. When Choso blinks, it seems to be in puzzlement as he takes in the blood on the walls, in his field of vision, the slow-churning storm around them.

Bakugo works fast. Before the thought can even spark that this might not be an ideal place to be, the hero's voice cuts through the gurgle and the bubbling and the rapids-rush of the blood in his head, and the blood that had begun to shiver dangerously stops altogether. Don't move. Stop talking. Listen.

So Choso listens. His focus turns inward as Bakugo works, to the rush and the pound in his chest, lets the directive lead the fritzed frayed ends of his focus into the task of replenishing the blood slowly oozing itself out of his face. The stuff on the walls begins to slide, to slip further down and onto the floor like oil on foil, so that by the time he finds himself hauled up like a bulky pack, most of it has begun to pool in a growing, glassy puddle around the room perimeter. To his credit, the path between Bakugo and the door remains clear.

To the bathroom. Running water, the hiss of it overhead. Logically, is that not the best place to be? Pay attention, Choso: Bakugo is asking a question. ]


Nho. No medhickh.

[ What if it interrupts? What if it throws something off, what if it somehow comes back around on Yuji, what if, what if, what if? What if the idea of a LILITH staff member perceiving him right now makes his stomach drop?

Bakugo has already seen him at his worst. ]
Edited Date: 4/29/24 02:28 (UTC)

Date: 4/29/24 05:38 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gimu
[ Choso makes for an okay burden to haul, given that he hasn't moved an inch since told, but the flipside is that the blood follows them. It oozes in their wake like a belated shadow, long and vast as a grounded pennant, it follows them all the way to the Revelation bathrooms, streams over tile and grout in that oilslick roil so that when Bakugo settles Choso into the tub's polished embrace, he isn't alone for long.

Red pours into the basin like an overflow in reverse. ]


A bitch. [ It is the clearest word he's said all damn day, for being two blessedly short syllables, and it's entirely at odds with the horrorshow of the blood flooding around his bagwormed body into the tub only to gurgle away down the drain.

Gross. But at least it's going somewhere conductive.

At the warning of the water, Choso nods his head, too wrapped up (literally, figuratively, spiritually) to bother with something as frivolous as embarrassment over their respective roles here. His head only bobs toward the sound of that voice, the anchor holding down the world while the phantom echoes of another human's lucid brain surgery sets the waters roiling. Eyes follow Bakugo's familiar figure easily; here shines a simple, implicit trust, a faith in this one entity among the countless many scattered throughout the base. ]


Khhhaygh. [ that was assent in there, somewhere, surely. ]

Date: 4/29/24 19:30 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gimu
[ Bakugo’s narration reminds Choso to remain present, to stay here in the confines of the tub and to not chase the bloody hare down the dangerous path of his fritzing blood connection.

Don’t shoot him in the face. Doable. Wash off, doable. Bleed freely, more than doable. ]


It’sh ohkay.

[ The blood is tenable, he means; this will pass, he means; no one is in danger, he means, but it’s more words than Choso is prepared to say, more than he has room for in his blood-thick mouth. So he must make do with this pitiful attempt at reassurance, head bowing as if to say, ‘thanks for hosing me off, mister’. ]

Date: 4/30/24 03:17 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gimu
[ Choso's voice is a gurgle, it's spittle and blood pushed out between his teeth on the hard consonants, it's hitched higher than before because ]

It isthn't okay.

[ Bakugo is right, of course he's right; Choso had wondered at it, worried at it, had looked over the rundown of the prodecure with dread in his heart but Yuji was determined, was the picture of super-human adaptability, was woefully indestructible to the degree that this, none of this was okay and here Choso was despite it all, wrapped like the world's worst spring roll while a cat performed brain surgery on his brother.

The distant, inward cast to his expression ruptures with the pinch and draw of his brows up, with the wrinkle of his chin and the clench of his jaw like he doesn't know if he wants to snarl and snap or cry. It's so open a shift, such a raw thing gleaming wound-wet and shiny like he doesn't know how to hide it, but he doesn't look away while Bakugo works, couldn't if he tried. The least he can do is angle himself into a 'corner' of the tub furthest from boom boy's face, completing the look of 'dog at groomers', the only courtesy he can offer in this as his mark begins to bleed bright arterial red anew. ]


They're in hihh-- they're in hhhis head!

[ Be calm, listen, keep doing that, this isn't okay, a fucking reflection, words on words on words piling up and as his pulse kicks up a click Choso's hands creep back up to press the heels of his hands against his temples, fingers fisting in his hair to finally finish off that second odango. ]

Date: 4/30/24 21:42 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gimu
[ The only saving grace for either of them is that it's Bakugo doing it, Bakugo laying out his intent, Bakugo pushing past bloodied lips and teeth to swipe the strange tang of vinyl composite gloves across the well of Choso's mouth. Because it is Bakugo who is hooking a finger over his incisors, Choso locks his jaw open, flattens his tongue and allows the deluge of water to wash out the remaining blood that had flooded his mouth while the rest of his body tenses against his own wretched reflexes.

Thankfully, nothing needs to be puked out.

Regrettably, Choso doesn't even realize he's trying to ball up again until he meets the resistance in Bakugo's hand gripping his, one more physical reminder to stay, damn it, stay here.

Pay attention, Choso. Look at him. Don't get lost. ]


Forgive me. [ it's puzzling, how difficult breath has become to catch. ] I let him go there.

Date: 5/2/24 03:30 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gimu
[ It's just one simple truth among many that Bakugo's laid out: Choso cannot stop Yuji in any shape or form as they are now; he had already folded to the young man's will before it began. Was letting the boy spend himself like this any way to help him? Was this supposed to support him? Choso had been remiss in his duty; look now, where they lay in their respective beds.

The least Choso could do now was make it easier for he and Bakugo both, so he stops trying to help; he just outright stops. Prioritize. Breathe. Try again. He hooks his arms over the tub rim for stability, grips the edge tight when he leans over to spit the last of the bloody water at the drain. From there, he leans back enough to allow Bakugo the room to manoeuvre with while Choso braces his knees against the tub walls. Stop. Breathe. Look at Bakugo. Don't get lost. Don't get lost. Don't get lost.

He's so busy trying to be good, he forgets to pay attention to himself outside of the ungainly limbs. Choso, he cries like he doesn't realize he's doing it, cries with fat tears rolling out to join the rivulets of water running down his face to track through the slow-seeping blood of his mark. He cries with his brows pinched up high, chin all tensed, open and ugly as a child's unabashed weeping, but he does not look away because Bakugo is asking, because Bakugo is redirecting and Choso is too fucking grateful to not follow where the hero is pointing him. ]


Noranso, Sho-oso, Tanso, Sanso, Kotsuso, and Shoso. [ It's almost a mantra, these eerie names. He says them like they're the first words his human mouth ever made (and maybe they were). ] Eso, second eldest, and khuhh-Kechizu, second youngest. Eso's technique was beautiful, elegant. Kechizu, fearless and free.

[ With all this to juggle, he barely seems to mind Bakugo's hand all over his chest. (he will remember this later, surely, and agonize) ]

Date: 5/4/24 22:30 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gimu
[ Even worse: sweatpants grey, and just as useless at coverage for entirely different reasons. Fortunately or unfortunately, depending on one’s POV, Choso isn’t fussed, registers it but doesn’t pay mind to exactly where Bakugo is touching (another detail to agonize over in the amorphous Later), never mind how the soft cotton is plastered to… well. Everything.

Just everything.

Regardless, Choso is busy, see. He’s busy snuffling, breath bursting out of him in a huff that could have been a chuckle or could have been a sob, fighting all the while to stem the flow.

Bakugo, explosive, powerful Bakugo, his hands are so gentle that it’s a different kind of hurt altogether. ]


Kechizu, ‘to bleed’.

[ More sniffles, but it’s clearer. Choso’s voice regaining strength. ]

His blood was powerfully caustic, but he couldn’t control it as Eso could. [ a thick swallow, another gulping breath. ] Eso, ‘rupturing phase’. His blood technique could decay the flesh of his enemies over time, but he could not manipulate his blood as I could.