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"Katsuki Bakugo. Make it fast or hang the fuck up."

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[blastedass]

That sounds like a fucking challenge, Deku.

[defendure]

Don't do that. That'd fuck us both up and you know it.

[blastedass]

How?

[defendure]

Tell me exactly what you were just threatening to do.

[blastedass]

Prove I'm not addicted to your balls.

[defendure]

How? I need an exact answer, because it's possible I misinterpreted you.

[blastedass]

Easy. Go a week without touching them.

[defendure]

Okay. Then I was right. Keeping in mind I never expect you to have sex with me and I realize it isn't fair of me to feel this way:

Holding sex over my head in a place where you can just go and get it from someone else if you want it while you do that would be fucked up of you. Maybe you'd be able to live with that, but even threatening to punish me like that when those are our circumstances isn't okay with me. It would make me feel terrible every time you left.

[blastedass]

What the hell?! Who the fuck said I was gonna go have sex with anyone else that week?!

That's pretty fucking presumptuous of you, Deku.

Get this straight: I don't NEED to have sex and neither do you! I do it cause I WANT to. Especially with you.

But I'm never gonna let you think I'm fucking addicted to it! Nothing and no one controls my life but me!

So don't you dare start presuming shit about me over a fucking half-serious threat.

And one more thing: sex isn't the ONLY way I can touch you.

[defendure]

I'm not trying to presume. I'm trying to tell you how that threat makes me feel. I'm asking you to pick a different way to threaten me because that specific threat makes me feel

[ A long pause. He types, retypes, doesn't know if it matters to Katsuki: ]

it makes me feel small and gross and scared. I don't like you using portions of our relationship as a threat.

You've taken everything away before, and it feels too possible that you will again. So, I'm telling you I'm not in a place where I'm comfortable with you threatening that kind of thing yet.

[blastedass]

[It takes a while for him to respond. Mostly because there are a lot of emotions vocally exploding on his side and he's not going to type them out due to what Izuku just said.

Eventually he does get something out at least.]

Got it.

[defendure]

I'm sorry. & thank you.

[blastedass]

Pierce gave me a location and time.

[He sends them over just so Izuku has a record as well.]

[defendure]

Ok. I can clear that.

[ Then, because he cannot help himself: ]

Are you angry with me? Are you still going to come?

[blastedass]

Fucking pissed.

[Both about what Izuku figures he's pissed about and probably what he doesn't figure.]

Of course I'm still coming! You think I want some piercing parlor reject stabbing you where I can't fucking see?

[defendure]

Can we talk about it? I didn't mean to upset you.

And I don't know I was just asking to be sure. I thought you trusted him though?

[blastedass]

Hell no. It'll just upset you more.

I trust him where I can fucking see him.

[defendure]

I want to try to fix it anyway. I know I shouldn't have said anything.

[blastedass]

No. You should fucking stand up for yourself even if it pisses me off, dammit.

[defendure]

Okay, but...I don't want you to be angry with me. Is there something I can do to make this better? I don't want to be dismissive to how you're feeling.

[blastedass]

You already were and you don't even fucking recognize it.

[defendure]

Okay, can you tell me how? I want to do better in the future. It's ok if hearing it upsets me.

[blastedass]

Like you said, you're not in the state for that shit.

[defendure]

Well...no. That isn't something I think we're in a place you can joke about it yet.

[ But, even so: ]

But I want to know when something upsets you, too. I don't want to be someone who dismisses that I've upset you, or who doesn't try to talk things through.

[blastedass]

Uh-huh.

[Now he knows.]

Congratulations. You're all three of those things.