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"Katsuki Bakugo. Make it fast or hang the fuck up."

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[blastedass]

[It takes a while for him to respond. Mostly because there are a lot of emotions vocally exploding on his side and he's not going to type them out due to what Izuku just said.

Eventually he does get something out at least.]

Got it.

[defendure]

I'm sorry. & thank you.

[blastedass]

Pierce gave me a location and time.

[He sends them over just so Izuku has a record as well.]

[defendure]

Ok. I can clear that.

[ Then, because he cannot help himself: ]

Are you angry with me? Are you still going to come?

[blastedass]

Fucking pissed.

[Both about what Izuku figures he's pissed about and probably what he doesn't figure.]

Of course I'm still coming! You think I want some piercing parlor reject stabbing you where I can't fucking see?

[defendure]

Can we talk about it? I didn't mean to upset you.

And I don't know I was just asking to be sure. I thought you trusted him though?

[blastedass]

Hell no. It'll just upset you more.

I trust him where I can fucking see him.

[defendure]

I want to try to fix it anyway. I know I shouldn't have said anything.

[blastedass]

No. You should fucking stand up for yourself even if it pisses me off, dammit.

[defendure]

Okay, but...I don't want you to be angry with me. Is there something I can do to make this better? I don't want to be dismissive to how you're feeling.

[blastedass]

You already were and you don't even fucking recognize it.

[defendure]

Okay, can you tell me how? I want to do better in the future. It's ok if hearing it upsets me.

[blastedass]

Like you said, you're not in the state for that shit.

[defendure]

Well...no. That isn't something I think we're in a place you can joke about it yet.

[ But, even so: ]

But I want to know when something upsets you, too. I don't want to be someone who dismisses that I've upset you, or who doesn't try to talk things through.

[blastedass]

Uh-huh.

[Now he knows.]

Congratulations. You're all three of those things.

[defendure]

[ That does hurt. ]

Please tell me what I did.

[blastedass]

[That was NOT what he meant... and he actually feels it on this side.]

I meant you DO all three of those things already! I'd be a fucking lunatic if I said you didn't try to talk shit out!

[defendure]

Oh.

[ Okay, he checks himself for a moment. He's definitely letting some anxiety get to him here, but Katsuki not telling him what upset him is making his brain run wild here. Still, that isn't Katsuki's problem... ]

Can you please tell me what I dismissed? I don't want to assume and get it wrong.

he is spinning his wheels so fucking hard right now and it's hilarious

[blastedass]

[he's not telling him on purpose cause it's childish, stupid, and he's not an anxiety wreck that izuku is. izuku meant it as a joke, but then again, jokes always make katsuki explode, so no difference there.]

Drop it, Deku.

If teasing you is gonna step on a landmine, then don't fucking do it either.

stop bullying him, kacchan

[defendure]

[ Okay, but consider: if he drops it he's going to obsess over it for weeks or until he figures it out. ]

I'm not saying you can't tease me. I'm just saying, due to our history, you cannot tease me about this specific thing.

Are you upset I was teasing you? I don't really think you need me or anything if that's the problem.

you ever watch family guy?

[blastedass]

[He's actually kind of surprised Izuku hasn't figured it out already. Just takes a few scrolls upward to find it. What irritates him is less the actual tease, but more than Izuku teased him first, pissed him off in the Katsuki way, but then immediately reacted like this to the returned taunt.

The rest of that presumptuous commentary more or less set off a chain reaction exasperation and insult.]

I've gone on fucking sex strikes before, Deku.

[And he's turned him down plenty of times when he's not in the mood. Whether that's out of being tired or if he's too pissed off.]

What? You saying I'm only with you to fucking tease you?

not regularly

[defendure]

That isn't what I said.

[ He's trying to reread, but he's not sure he's reading it properly. Katsuki gets pissed off when he assumes, but then forces him to assume - it's a neverending cycle he can't break without help. ]

And saying "no" is different from

It's different from that. It's different because of our past. Isn't it? I don't care if you turn me down, it's the threatening to do so because you didn't like what I said that upsets me.

If you don't feel like something I don't mind, but I do mind being punished on purpose by

taking yourself away, and thinking it shouldn't bring back

all the things from before.

i just don't want to assume the wrong thing. that's going to upset you more.

no prob! was gonna make a reference, but it'd miss. s'all good~

[blastedass]

[Katsuki's not the greatest with "help" either, as he expects people to the smart enough to get it already and not waste his time trying to explain shit.]

That's probably the clearest thing you've said about this in a long fucking time.

[Straight, to the point, explaining the problem, the feelings behind it, the rationale, and all without getting into a hysterical fit. Of course, Katsuki said he "got it" earlier, and yeah, he does get it. Exactly as Izuku just laid out.]

my apologies

[defendure]

Can you please tell me what upset you specifically? While I have guesses I don't want to assume. That always gets you angrier.

nothing to apologize over

[blastedass]

[How the fucking hell does this guy not understand what fucking DROP IT means?! Katsuki stares at his phone in incredulous anger. So many time he's told him to stop asking and Izuku fucking won't!

... then again, Katsuki did also tell him to stand up or himself. Even if it pissed him off. Shit, he really should just hang up on him.]

Don't ever fucking call me "addicted".

Now DROP IT.