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Date: 9/20/25 00:12 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] tfy
[Bakugo didn't get off free. He's shouldering a terrible burden, one Hiyori can't seem to help him with. A pep talk, no matter how forcefully given, won't fix this. His only hope is that Esikko himself will say the same thing, and maybe that will finally drive the point home. If it doesn't just aggravate him further.

It just isn't right, in his opinion. For someone other than the culprit—someone who tried to stop the culprit—to take this much blame. Even Hiyori could find ways to blame himself if he tried.
]

... mm.

[He hums, finally, when Bakugo says he can't shake it. And then there's a pause. Should he share his own feelings? He decides to, on the off-off-chance it'll help put things into perspective.]

I can't feel things too clearly, but I can tell when he's being hurt, sometimes. I knew something was wrong, and I thought about calling someone. But he'd said he didn't want any new people getting involved. And I didn't know where he was, either.

[A pause.]

... though I thought I smelled gasoline.

[The last bit is added quietly. His eyes have gone dark. But he shakes his head, knowing the last thing Bakugo needs is for him to act miserable too, and continues.]

He didn't want you getting hurt. Suppose you'd taken the hit from that bomb—that wouldn't have been any better. And I would've hated that, too, just so you know.

[Though that's obviously not what Bakugo had in mind as an alternative. He wanted a happy ending, right? Not one where the hero sacrifices themselves, but one where they save the day in the end.

It's sad. Seeing those heroic ideals clash against the terrible reality of this place. Against other people's cruelty and the resort's indifference to it all. Its encouragement of it all. Bakugo may not have been the victim here, but as a friend, his heart aches for him.

He gets up from his seat.
]

Baku-kun, can I hug you?

Date: 9/22/25 00:21 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] tfy
[He is missing context, and he knows it. Truthfully, who is he to argue that Bakugo couldn't have prevented Esikko's death if he wasn't in his right mind? Perhaps he could have. Or, perhaps he couldn't have. Hiyori wasn't there, and his ability to speak on the matter is limited.

Still.
]

Don't say that.

[His voice is gentle, at least, more of a request than a stern command.]

I know you care, no matter how this place tries to twist us with those nasty "Spades" effects.

[Not that that's probably any comfort to Bakugo now. If anything, doesn't it hurt to care? During his suit flare, Bakugo sounded like he didn't care about Esikko at all. That must have made things a whole lot easier. It would be easier for Hiyori, too, if he didn't care. And yet this pain they're feeling now is part of what makes them still human. Part of what makes them themselves and not resort puppets like the career residents.

None of that would probably be comforting to hear, either. Hiyori has no good words to say, which is why he suggests a hug. He's talked about their benefits before: how feeling someone's warmth and listening to their heartbeat can soothe anxieties and make a person feel better. Like they're less alone in the world; like they're safe and cared for. He knows Bakugo's thoughts on hugs, though, and anticipates being rejected. That Bakugo doesn't reject him makes him blink. Even though he says it'd be for Hiyori's own benefit, it still speaks to the gravity of the situation. Most times, he'd probably say I'll blow you up if you try. But maybe it speaks to their closeness a little bit, too, that he doesn't say that now. Their closeness, and what a good heart Bakugo has deep down when that ugly Spades suit isn't twisting him.
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I think it might, so...

[He bends over, leans down. And then he wraps his arms around Bakugo's shoulders. Carefully at first, like he's handling a porcupine. But assuming Bakugo doesn't reject him, he'll secure them, leaning his upper body against Bakugo and closing his eyes. If this hero can carry the weight of the world on his shoulders, he can handle Hiyori's weight, right?]

Date: 9/24/25 03:09 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] tfy
[He'd be disgusted, alright. Though not with Bakugo himself.

Toying with their bodies is one thing. It's inexcusable, but far less insidious than toying with hearts and minds. He's had his own feelings twisted and reshaped numerous times since he arrived here, by his Suit, by things like those cupid arrows, by a variety of other status effects so small that he didn't always recognize them. Sometimes when he did realize, he'd laugh it off or even enjoy the change, as he did when Bakugo got hit with the arrow that made him act friendlier. But even those innocent occurrences were part of the same ugly fabric. For as long as they reside here, their lives—their very beings—are nothing but toys. Nothing but fuel for some uncaring deity.

For this place to make Bakugo enjoy something like that... it goes beyond "toying." It's unforgivable. And he's already angry enough without knowing he felt that way. He's so angry that it threatens to blot out everything else, a shadow cast over the sun.

But he won't succumb to that anger. Not right now (though all bets are off about how angry he'll get next time his suit flares up). Giving into his anger won't help Bakugo. When a friend is hurting in front of him, that's what takes priority. He is an idol, after all. His role is to make people smile, not suffer. Something he lost sight of once back in his home world.

Bakugo is warm. Fitting for someone with such a fiery personality. Like this, Hiyori can feel how strong he is, his solid form. But he's the one trying to lend his strength this time. He knows Bakugo's not the type to accept comfort. He's a big, strong hero, right? He doesn't need it. And right now, he must not think he deserves it. Any moment, Hiyori could be pushed away.

Instead, Bakugo rests his head. Actually leaning on him for a change. In the midst of all this misery, that's something Hiyori feels glad for. Usually, it's the other way around: Bakugo helps him deal with things, giving him weapons and self-defense lessons, taking care of his doppelganger and driving away ghosts. But even heroes need to rest their head sometimes. It's good to see that happen. Good to be useful to someone for a change. He can't do much in this place, but he can at least do this.

His arms tighten around Bakugo's upper back. Bakugo can't see it, but he's smiling. Sadly, but it's a smile nonetheless.
]

When we both feel up to it, we'll go and visit him. Alright?
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[Poor, poor Bakugo. Hiyori is anxious about visiting Esikko himself, but his trepidation must be nothing compared to Bakugo's. At least he recognizes that this wasn't his own fault. Bakugo, on the other hand...

Someone has to be strong here. The stronger one between them is usually Bakugo, not just in body, but in spirit much of the time. If Bakugo is weak, however, then Hiyori will just have to step up and be strong. He'll put aside his own fears, and he'll try to watch over Bakugo and Esikko. Hopefully, things will be fine between them. And hopefully, Bakugo will see the truth: that it's those brothers, the House and the resort who are to blame. Not that that makes this any less frustrating...
]

Good. Then it's settled.

[He'll bring flowers, he decides. But that's for later. For now, he holds onto Bakugo, hands patting lightly over his upper back. He'll maintain the hug as long as Bakugo wants and allows.]