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[blastedass]

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[skinstitch]

can't just live here for the rest of forever.
can't let him be alive somewhere i can't get to him.
i know you have your own shit you want to do, but
easier to be a hero in this place than it is to be me, or shigaraki.

you're still a hero, and you probably want us all dead.
what happens when i'm beyond saving? then what?

i feel like i fucking fucked everything up and i don't know what i'm doing anymore

[blastedass]

we're not going to be here forever.
this shitty bird's gonna get sick of us or die first.

how's it any easier?

urusei. i don't want anyone dead.
i'd drag you back over "beyond" point and save you anyways.

if you're talking about compress, you didn't have anything to do with his going home.

[skinstitch]

you can still be a hero here and get your rocks off saving people or whatever the fuck it is

forget it, i don't know why i said anything to begin with. listening to me isn't part of the deal

so whatever

[blastedass]

i see.

[a singular goal, forever out of reach in this place, compared to a generic goal accessible here, even if it's limited.

burned down to a single focal point, now forced to stop and wait. because he doesn't know how to do anything else. can't feel for anything else.

he refuses the type the words foolishly popping into his head. ridiculous.]

i made you a promise.

[why did he say something? ... likely reasons he knows but doesn't want to admit.]

i'll call you as soon as i find him, if you don't first.

[skinstitch]

( why does this feel so fucking bad? )

you're the first person i thought of - to ask for help.

to tell about it. to trust with something like this. like all of it.

don't look down on it. don't take it for granted, either.

[blastedass]

[because he lost a friend? and he's not an inhuman heartless monster like he envisions himself.]

i won't.

[he never wants to disappoint or fail anyone. but there are people he doesn't want to let down even more than others. touya's one of them.]

thanks, for trusting me.

[if you need anything... he holds it back. touya knows.]