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Date: 10/6/23 05:01 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hairsplit
( coming from someone else, he might not take that threat at face value--but coming from bakugou, he knows that he would absolutely burst into his room relatively unannounced, and go hunting for his underwear among all the neatly folded clothes in his dresser. that isn't to say he's completely given up on the idea of taking them as his token prize: after all, that would mean bakugou would have to come spend time with him again, though they're past needing those sorts of pretenses to be around each other. even so, an underwear easter egg hunt would be a little cute...

the thought of it means that he's mouthing a smile in against the bare, naked skin of bakugou's shoulder as he comes in closer. pressed up against him, chest to back, he can feel all the muscles in his body go tense in surprise and then immediately go slack; it feels nice to be close to him like this, arms creeping to loop up around his middle, palms flat to his stomach, groping up against him there. he isn't quite expecting the hand that goes for his hair--or even the mouth that goes for his lips, fierce and demanding and full of possessive fervor, the sort that makes his stomach feel like it's going to bottom out.

the kiss only breaks because his chin ducks away from it; breathless, his tongue swipes over his lips, a hazy-eyed gaze that focuses on bakugou, a little embarrassed, a little aroused, a little warmed over. )


...I know where you sleep, too. ( he can feel the words blurting out of him before he can stop them--and he's not done there. ) It's usually where I'm sleeping.

( trying to hide his smile away, he resorts to dipping his head down, if only so that he can bump the bridge of his nose against bakugou's jaw, guiding his head up enough so that he can tuck himself in there, at the crook of his neck. it isn't so that he can stand there, holding him close--it's more so that he can ghost his breath against the skin, brush his lips across it, and find the length of it down with his tongue, a soft, steady touch that runs up from shoulder to ear, skidding his teeth against the shell briefly.

it's a nice shower. he can tell from the way the heat is spilling out around them, warm and even and relaxing. rinsing off before the bath had been a good idea, he reasons, if only to enjoy something like this. )

Date: 10/11/23 04:02 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hairsplit
( it's flattering, the way that bakugou presses back against him--it feels like they're sinking into each other, hard, stiff muscle to hard, stiff muscle; it's rare that he gets to get his arms around bakugou like this, in a way that keeps him almost captive in the hold of them, smashed in against his body. it's his answer for that possessive kiss: a quieter shade of it, maybe, but just as intense beneath the surface. he isn't really the type to get jealous, doesn't mind when other people drape themselves over bakugou or invade his personal space just to get a rise out of him, but that doesn't mean he can't find those feelings of wanting and desire rooted in him all the same. there's something about him that just makes him want to shadow bakugou with the firm comfort of his claim on him--a claim that he nearly makes visible with another skid of his teeth over the side of his neck.

he'll be good, for now. they've already managed to settle down bakugou's frustration with the situation, at least minorly, and he hopes the bath might just wipe out all traces of it: at least until morning, when they wake up in an unfamiliar bed with memories of just how useless the whole thing had been. he has plans for that, too, percolating in his head; a happily fed bakugou is usually a pleasantly pleased bakugou, so he'll have to get up early and find them breakfast. he isn't quite sure he wants to know what sort of room services this hotel has, if any at all. the guides and books near the television had looked more suited for other kinds of deliveries: costumes and other tools.

with a hot breath, sighed against the crook of bakugou's neck, he draws his head back, brushing a light kiss to the shell of his ear in contentment. )


Think we're wet enough?

( it's a bemusing question--he's barely even made contact with the shower spray, other than what's come off onto him thanks to both bakugou's body and the cast off. )

Guess you could use a little more.

( his palms press up, sliding along bakugou's wet skin to grip around the strong muscles in his chest, squeezing faintly before palming back down again. it's easy enough to continue touching him there, caught under the water; it makes it easy to follow the little dips and paths that his muscles make beneath his skin, fingertips lightly tracing over them down his chest, his stomach, and lightly over the ridges of his hips. he could go further--has a feeling he would find bakugou at least a little interested in his touches, if he did--but he avoids it entirely, ghosting over the top of his thighs before pulling back up again to hold his hips.

it's a nice feeling, being in control like this: even if it's just for a little while. )

Date: 10/18/23 03:17 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hairsplit
( there's half a thought spared to the bath, still running and filling with water outside of the shower--a part of him thinks he should duck out and check on it, but the rest of him is too attuned to the heat of bakugou's body against his, the feel of muscle beneath his fingertips, that he can't bear to pull himself away. maybe the whole thing had been a little bit of a mistake; he shouldn't have assumed that he would be able to separate from bakugou at all, and now they're locked together, hip to hip, back to chest, arms and hands tangled and occupied. it isn't a problem, but it's going to make getting out of the shower even more difficult; maybe he'll just coerce bakugou to leave the shower like this, attached at the literal hip.

the thought would make him laugh a little, but he's trying to temper it down. his mouth presses, closed and warm, into the back of bakugou's shoulder, slipping slightly against the wet skin.

he isn't fully expecting movement, until very suddenly they are moving: bakugou steps into the shower wall in front of them, and without thinking, his feet and his body follow suit, nearly knocking bakugou right into it; the shower spray cascades down between them, soaking the top of his head, his face, down the front of his chest and pooling in the tight fit of their bodies; with a groan of surprise, he jerks his head back, lifting one hand so that he can palm down over his face, wiping the water off from his eyes and nose. )


...I'm wet, now. ( obviously. at least there's a little humor in his voice, though he has to push his hand up and flick his bangs away from his face; they'll drip into his eyes otherwise. bakugou's foot is curled up around the back of his ankle, holding him in place, and without thinking, he leans forward into him, ducking under the spray again as it soaks over his shoulders and back, instead. ) Is this what you wanted?

( there's something pervasively intimate about the position, with bakugou nearly flattened to the cool shower wall--and he might just be taking advantage of it, gently centering more of his weight in against bakugou's spine, forcing him to flatten even further against it.

his arms move, hands placed down at bakugou's hips as though to hold him steady--or keep him pinned. )


Must be cold. ( a soft, thoughtful hum of air, pressed in near bakugou's ear; the tip of his nose bumps down the length of his neck, feeling the wet skin there, trying to gauge the temperature. still, even if bakugou's likely chilly, he's not letting up just yet. )

Date: 10/25/23 04:20 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hairsplit
( before he had known anything--and even now, knowing what he does--he had never really thought of a love hotel as a place for intimacy, at least not the sort that he's experiencing now. in his eyes, they had been more of a place meant for the sake of convenience: a place to hide things, somewhere pretty and plush to get right to the act of having sex, a place focused solely on achieving that sort of pleasure by any means possible. sure, in some ways he thinks maybe now they could be the sort of place to experiment with things that one might not normally be able to do, or see, or feel: or maybe his thoughts are just spared to that mystery cabinet, one last time, the one that he'll likely creak open later in tepid adolescent interest. so having bakugou pressed up against him, wet and warm and sculpted, is the sort of thing that he expects; he expects the water pressure to be good, the shower to feel hot and aching, and bakugou's hips pushed back against him to draw up interest in the heat of his cock.

he doesn't expect that intimacy to go even further: he doesn't expect the sound of his first name, muttered easily from bakugou's lips, in a voice that makes him immediately shiver in interest.

it's hard to explain the feeling. it's like being dunked in a tub of hot water, unable to breathe, everything just a pressure of heat over his face, his mouth, his throat, his chest; he can feel himself flush, a hot swallow stealing away the little intake of breath that he worries bakugou might have heard, or felt. it's a silly thing, maybe: it's his hero name, after all, and plenty of people say it every day. but when it's bakugou saying it? in a place like this? with their bodies locked together in mutual, wanton desire?

it does something to him. it's the thing that breaks his resolve down, breaks his polite distance into firm desperation. his hands flex, hard and firm at bakugou's hips, and rather than let him continue his exploration, molding them together without sight, he pulls, locking bakugou's ass up against his pelvis, forcing him to feel the hot length of weighted interest rubbed against his skin. with a breath, he skims his teeth down bakugou's neck, a pass of his tongue right at the junction of his shoulder; there, he latches on, a gentle suck of interest as he gropes his hands up and locks his arms around bakugou's middle. there's just enough space for him to get his arms there, after all, between bakugou and the shower wall. )


You're already warm. ( it's a soft, low breath against bakugou's wet skin, where he's left just the faintest mark, something that will easily drift away and disappear in the next hour; his hands press and climb over bakugou's stomach again, one arm looping solidly there while the other hand dips down, a quiet confidence to the way his palm feels for bakugou's cock, skidding gently over the length of it between his legs. ) Should I stop?

( mildly--it's a little bit of a tease, he admits, but it would be fair enough. maybe bakugou would rather save a little energy for the bath; he doesn't care either way, as long as they're together. )

Date: 10/30/23 01:02 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hairsplit
( there are words there: words that makes sense, words that twist and build and form sentences between them, maybe even demands. all he can hear is the low growl of bakugou's voice, the shiver that it makes across his skin, the way his body feels molten because of it, like he's forgotten entirely how to control himself at all. in some ways it's terrifying: bakugou pushes him so far past his own comfortable boundaries, pushes him to places he's never been before, to feelings he's never felt before, to things he never even knew existed. he had no idea the sort of aching heat he would feel, hearing someone say his name like that; he had no idea the sort of possessive fervor he would feel, having bakugou's body gathered up firmly in his hold, unable to break free of it. he wants him just as badly as he wanted him the first time, the messy crash of their mouths and hands and bodies together in that club, drunk and stupid. that sort of thing had never seemed reasonable: not with the way he'd seen other relationships around him.

the bath is forgotten, for now. the water could be brimming near the edge of the tub and he would have no idea, wouldn't be able to hear it over the shower and bakugou's shallow breath. the heat of his hips back against him, the warm weight of his cheeks around him, the press of his foot, the promise of relentlessness: all of it mixes together into something heady and demanding, something he wants no escape from. his only solace is in the fact that when he presses bakugou forward, pushing in against his ass, pushing in against his back: the shower wall is there, too, something to steady them against. the arm wrapped around his middle holds bakugou close; the other hand keeps enough space there to fist his palm at the base of bakugou's cock, squeezing plaintively in interest. )


I won't stop. ( it doesn't have to be said: like so many things, he doesn't think the words have to be there. but it's something that he's learning he can do, now, that he can put feelings into words and let them fall between them; bakugou has never scolded him for it, never told him anything he said is stupid, or unnecessary, or that he doesn't want to hear it. there's something prevailing and invigorating about being able to learn his own tongue--being able to learn his own feelings. ) I won't.

( he knows better than to press too hard; his hand moves, slick with shower water, along the length of bakugou's cock, going from base to head and over the slit, learning the shape of him again just like he does every time, a reassurance and a pleasure. he could never forget the feeling, just like he could never forget the sound of bakugou's voice: but that doesn't mean he doesn't enjoy taking the time to let it all wash over him, like the heat of the shower.

it's gentle, at first, the movement of his wrist, as though ensuring that the head of bakugou's dick won't end up smashed against the shower wall; there's just enough space, but even so, he curves his hot palm down over the head with every pass of his fingers, as though reassuring that the only thing he'll hit there is his own skin. his chin lifts, mouth pressed to bakugou's neck for a few hot breaths, earnest and measured; he finds his way up to his ear, ghosting teeth against the shell of it for a very quiet, very determined rumble into it-- )
Katsuki.

Date: 11/6/23 00:30 (UTC)
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( it's easy to read bakugou's movements in times like these. even during training, during mock battles, during tournaments or in real fights where it matters, bakugou moves like he means it, like he's already plotted ahead the entire trajectory of his body, of his hands, his feet, his legs. it's a marvelous thing to watch, and more importantly, a useful lesson for his own movements; he can learn so much from tracking bakugou with his gaze, watching the artful, determined way he flings himself through the air or rockets himself forward with his hands, but there are times that even he can't read him as well as he wants to, times where they sometimes still clash together despite his best efforts. he isn't quite as detailed with his observations as someone like midoriya is, though he's learned more from the both of them in that respect--but here, he thinks he would have even someone like midoriya beat. no one knows this part of bakugou the way that he does; if he allows himself the perverse pleasure of feeling self-important about it, he just won't admit it out loud.

no one can touch bakugou like he can. no one can feel him tense around him like he can. no one can put their hands on him, grope down to his cock, touch him and make him come like he can. and while he may not be an expert study when it comes to training just yet, he is keenly, enticingly aware of the way that bakugou moves when it's their bodies seeking out pleasure together. he knows what to do, now, knows how to work together with him.

and he knows that bakugou's trying to answer him in kind. he can feel the way his cheeks tighten in around him, the way he squeezes there, the heat overwhelming in a way that's nearly painful; it feels a little shameful, the way he ruts in against bakugou like every little jolt of pleasure from the head of his cock along the tightened skin of his hole brings him closer and closer to desperation. it's as teasing as it is exhilarating, and the tight pressure of the muscles around the length of him is almost enough to trick his senses, hazy and lust-filled. if he closes his eyes, presses his mouth to bakugou's ear, grips his hand around his cock and teases it, he can almost picture a different scenario, something that bolts a pattern of heat down between his legs.

he knows he's one of the only things keeping them upright, now: bakugou's weight is sealed in the grip of his arm around his middle, and the mercy of the shower wall in front of them. but it's so hard to keep his knees stiff, to keep his weight measured between his heels when all he wants to do is buckle. and bakugou has the audacity to say his name again-- )


Mngh. ( it's something between a groan and the start of a sentence, like he wants to say something, but his nerves get the better of him; he's already warring with the urge to push bakugou right into that shower wall, smash their hips in together and rut himself to orgasm between his cheeks. so, in answer: ) Katsuki? Katsuki.

( it's not really a question, not really an answer, not really pleading, not really begging; but there's a thread in his voice that's slowly being unraveled, and his hand fists a little tighter along bakugou's length, jerking him off with a little more fervor, like he intends to get him off before he has a chance to ruin it by doing it himself, first. his chin drops, mouth skimming the lobe of bakugou's ear before it seals down at the junction of shoulder to neck again, and though the last mark had been idle, something soft and teasing, his teeth sink in now with real purpose: the purpose to muffle the sound of his quiet, eager moan, bucking his hips in gently against bakugou's pelvis, threading his dick pointedly down and up again.

his hand angles up: his fingers clutch in, just enough pressure to keep him heated and warm without squeezing hard enough to lose his erection; his entire body pleads in against bakugou's body, but he's the one that's in control, here, their bodies sealed together by the vice of his attraction. )

Date: 11/10/23 04:46 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hairsplit
( and if bakugou asked him, if he demanded to know, demanded to be told if the point of this is to edge so close to orgasm it drives them both crazy, or to tug and pull bakugou right over the edge without mercy: he wouldn't know what to say.

it isn't that he doesn't know what he wants, but that want is driven mostly by the impatient jut of his own hips, the precum that dribbles between bakugou's cheeks, making each pass and press a little slicker, a little warmer, a little more desperate. the way his hand curls around bakugou's dick, jerking him off nearly into the cold wall of the shower, where most of bakugou's weight has nearly collapsed already, braced there only by the weight of his arm and his own determination, seems to be pointing towards an eager, sudden orgasm, but the more that he thinks about it, the more that he forces his mind out of his dick, the more he thinks he shouldn't go that far. it isn't that he doesn't want to, and it isn't that he doesn't want to feel it, see it, be the cause of it, but rather: he doesn't want it like this right now.

not that there's anything wrong with something like this, quick and a little filthy, with bakugou like pudding in his hands--this is something that will fuel enough idle fantasy, even like this. it's more that he wants so badly to be inside of him but doesn't know how to articulate it; bakugou's even given him tacit permission, given more than tacit permission, demanding or maybe even begging, if he could call it that--but he doesn't know if he can manage to hold bakugou's weight up, and his own weight up, when they're both aching and they're both close and they're both pleasurably frustrated. he could manage it, of course, laced with determination--but why suffer when there's a much better option?

with a soft curse, muffled in against bakugou's abused shoulder, he laps along the bite mark, a gentle apology that doesn't need words. his hand squeezes, passes down bakugou's hard cock once, twice, then a final time, sliding neatly off the head with a bit of that precum strung between his knuckles, smeared on the gaps between his fingers. )


I want to. ( a quiet admission--but it means something, when it comes from him, when his voice is curved into the shell of bakugou's ear, hot and desperate. ) Come on.

( it's so hard to pull his arms back. everything about it feels wrong, like he wants to gather bakugou up in his arms and squeeze him, relentless; a part of him considers maybe going back on his own plan, throwing it all into the wind and rutting up against him until orgasm, but the bath is there for a reason, and he wants to see bakugou's face when he does it. after hearing his name, spilled from those lips, he's nearly lovedrunk on it, delirious and warm: his hands placate themselves at bakugou's hips, clutching him firmly, manhandling him until he's forced to stand on his own two feet there, just beneath the shower.

did they even really shower? not that much, but he doesn't find himself caring. instead, he's forcing one hand down the length of one of bakugou's arms, pulling at him when he hits his wrist, stepping backward with a brief hiss of breath; even without being inside of him, it feels like an odd amount of distance when his cock slips out from the wet clutch of bakugou's skin, pulling his teeth over his lip to try to muffle any sound of disappointment. he's doing this to himself, anyway. )


Come on. ( and there it is again, insistent, careful, almost a little demanding: maybe bakugou will catch the shower to turn it off, or maybe he won't. he should care a little more, but it's hard when all he can think about is the end goal. ) You're going to sit in my lap.

( and past the shower door, waiting, is the tub that's nearly overflowing, the entire bathroom stiff with the steam of it. he only glances briefly to ensure their trajectory is correct; his gaze is focused on bakugou ahead of him, tethered by their hands, mismatched eyes blown out with determined, aching arousal. in the end, seems like he'd been leaning in the edging direction after all, then. )

Date: 11/25/23 07:42 (UTC)
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( the agony of the wait is apparently not too much for bakugou, given the way that he expresses his concern for the bathwater once they get there; this time, it's his own turn for a disgruntled expression, eyes narrowed, lips pressed together into a frown. all he wants to do is pick bakugou up by the hips and take him down into the bath with him, enveloped in the hot water, but instead, he's left standing there, skin slightly chilled from the water drying off from the shower, watching his boyfriend brush past him to plunge a hand into the tub and pop the drain. he would complain if he could, but he's not quite that childish, or perhaps it's more accurate to say that sort of childishness has been burned out of him, etched and scarred out by endeavor's less-than-polite parenting; he stands there with a soft breath, instead, smoothing out his expression, trying to force his thoughts away from the painful twitch of his dick, seeing bakugou's body move the way it does.

he isn't particularly disappointed, in the end. the drain pops, the water starts to gurgle with life, and rather than be left there, staring at the water slowly pumping down, bakugou pulls him over; his attention is immediately dragged there, lids dropping, hands reaching in to wrap around bakugou's middle and hold him close--naked, bakugou's skin is hot against his, every muscle a sharp curve of the picture he paints of them together, feeling stomach to stomach, hip to hip, dick to dick. with a soft groan, their mouths meet, a kiss that he can't stop, a kiss that lingers there, mouthed in with tongue and the gentle pry of teeth, forcing bakugou's mouth open so that he can press his way inside of it, marking it with the steady, considerate pull of his tongue. his ear trains to the sound of the water, and impatient, his eyes open, hazy, to regard the bath: but not much water has been pulled from it just yet.

does it matter? maybe bakugou won't notice. mischievous, or maybe just impractical, he draws his arms back, gaze a playful, heated flash as he carefully steps one leg into the bath, and then the next. a bit of water sloshes over the rim of the tub; his hands stay on bakugou's arms, connecting them, but there's the edge of the bathtub that separates them, now, slowly easing his way down until he can fold himself into the hot water, where it hits near his ribs. the tub is deep, large enough to accommodate them both with more than adequate room; solemn, he pulls wordlessly at bakugou's hands, jaw set as though locked with determination--or perhaps just locked in the arousal he feels for him, centered solely on bakugou and no one else. )


Katsuki. ( now that it's loose on his tongue, he can't stop it. his voice is plaintive, expectant: as though in preparation, he stretches his legs out in front of him in the bath, watching bakugou with that quiet determination he always has, flared up into obvious want and desire. )

Date: 12/3/23 23:48 (UTC)
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( excitement is the first feeling, like a curled ribbon knotted up in his stomach, pressing tighter and tighter around his arousal; his whole cock feels heavy with it, dense and unyielding, and the weight of the water around him only fuels the feeling, as though the heat of it all might drive him mad. his body is quick to over-correct, but it's hard to gauge how to manipulate his own temperature to match the bath water, to match his desperation, to match the heat of the air in the bathroom. his skin prickles with goosebumps on one side, the other damp with sweat, and then it's a shift in the opposite direction, and then it's a cold breath, staggered from between his lips: this is the sort of training he should have been enduring to begin with. if someone had told him to manage his own body heat in a scorching bath with his lover hot and wet in front of him, standing over him in the tub? it would have proven an even more difficult challenge than the ones he'd been placed into.

glassy, his gaze moves up bakugou's strong legs, wet from the shower, up along his hips, along his cock, along his stomach and chest and finally to his face; the anticipation is nearly palpable, his expression unwieldy, as though he can't temper it down like he usually can, as though it's free of the restraints that he puts on it. it doesn't take long for bakugou to sink into a crouch, but even that's too far, and even that isn't quite close enough. disgruntled, his lips press together into just the faintest hint of a frown, again, hands coming in so that they can fit, lightly, over the shape of bakugou's hips as though they're a silent pleading for him to continue. he won't beg, and he won't be upset if bakugou decides to flop himself over to the other side of the tub instead--but he will be a little disappointed.

the kneeling soon proves its purpose, as bakugou's hips shift in the water, and he can feel the clench of his ass cheeks fit around him, tight and hot and warm--his eyes slip shut against the feeling, as though his concentration falls into the sensation; fingertips grip and squeeze, tightening pointedly around bakugou's hips as he shifts, and he can feel the slick weight of bakugou's cock, too, rubbing heavy against his stomach. something about it is deliciously lewd in a way that's enticingly enjoyable--and it doesn't matter to him, in the end, what they do, so long as he gets to hear bakugou enjoy himself.

the sound of his name does it: another shiver, his shoulders tightening, breath leaving him in a rush, a swallow, a little tremor. )
Ah, that...

( he can't even articulate it. his hips press up, rubbing almost greedily, guiltily, between bakugou's cheeks, the pressure there just as hot as it had been before, with bakugou smashed up against the shower wall. somehow, that memory of just moments prior pulls another flash of heat, another sharp roll of arousal; he groans, audible and echoed, his head craning back against the edge of the tub as he works into something of a slow rhythm, rocking into bakugou, rubbing against him, the movement arching his stomach up as a hard plane of muscle beneath bakugou's warm dick.

it would be shameful to come just like this, wouldn't it? he's trying to hold onto the feeling, to keep it contained, steadying his own resolve with the feeling of bakugou's body, hands groping up to take him by the waist, instead. that helps keep both of their movements guided; that helps keep bakugou rooted to him, just as he's rooted back. )

Date: 12/11/23 00:06 (UTC)
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( the shadow of bakugou's body, bent over him, feels heated and thorough, as though the temperature of the water around them seeps into their limbs, into that hand that's braced behind his shoulder, keeping him pivoted along his body. he couldn't escape from the bath even if he wanted to, not with bakugou's weight down on his lap, bakugou's ass clenched around his dick, bakugou's breath and bakugou's gaze hard enough to make him want to shiver again, as though his skin may very well break out into those timid goosebumps at the thought--but it doesn't matter to him, doesn't mean anything other than a flash of perverse pleasure at the fact that even bakugou wants to keep him here, that even bakugou isn't willing to part or be apart from him. it isn't just about the arousal, though he's sure that's a driving factor: the temptation of intimacy is just enough to get drunk on it, that heady, lilting pleasure of feeling confident in their feelings. with the way their bodies curve and touch and beg for the other, he can't doubt that bakugou is attracted to him here, in this moment. he can't doubt how he feels at all.

for as clumsy as he can be about his own feelings, as clumsy as he is about navigating this relationship, something new and a little terrifying to him--moments like these make him grateful, possessive and heated and absurdly inspiring.

even the space to breathe isn't allowed, when they're like this; his own head cranes back and bakugou's head follows him, two breaths lost to the space before lips touch his chin, teeth on his jaw, a hot tongue that curls up around the skin just shy of where he's most sensitive. his shoulders lock in, hands that grip and clutch at bakugou's hips hard enough to nearly bruise; he realizes it only too late, immediately loosening his grip, a brush of his fingertips in apology. every little bit of heat is pulsing through him down to his dick, and it's getting harder to think of the things the way he's supposed to, hard to consider the full scope of things when his attention is severed, thrown only in the direction of getting bakugou off, and getting himself off all the same. it's rare that he can be pulled so far out from his own stubborn defenses: but it's always bakugou that drags him there.

and it feels good, mouthing it all the same: )
Fuck.

( a lilt of excitement, echoing the word back to him, feeling it foreign on his tongue, on his lips, something forbidden that he shouldn't do--his hips jerk up, rolling with a little more fervor, as though not quite trying to unseat bakugou but rather make it more of a bumpy ride for him there, his cock dragged along the tensing curve of his hole. it feels too good to stop, as though even taking the time to line up for full penetration would be too much, fueled by too much impatience to be worth it; he can see the merits, but he's too blinded by the current feeling to want to bother with it. besides, bakugou's hips are moving in tandem already--he's not complaining about it.

with a soft, gasping groan of breath, where bakugou's teeth brush under his jaw, a sensitive little patch, one hand grips and slides to the small of bakugou's back, clutching in there with his fingertips; it's not as bad if it's there, blunt nails digging into the skin, while his other hand fumbles from bakugou's hip to the space between them. even with his own movement, it's clumsy at best, trying to get his hand around the smooth weight of bakugou's cock, rubbed against his abs; he gets his fingers around the head on his third try, smoothing down along the length of it greedily, squeezing, a fleeting touch before he pulls his hand off again. the feeling of it arched along his stomach feels good, but feeling it hard and hot in his hand feels good, too; maybe it works best as a trade off.

maybe he just wants bakugou to come first--wants to feel his whole body go tense, squeezing around his dick; maybe that's one of the first truly selfish thoughts he's had in awhile. fueled by it, his fingers grope in again, running along the length of bakugou's cock to take it up in his hand again: and give it a few good strokes, firm and tight and relentless. )

Date: 12/27/23 02:46 (UTC)
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( at times the space between them feels like when a fish gulps for air, mouth parted in desperation--he wants to feel the hot, steady pulse of bakugou's breath, wants to feel him close to him there, knotted into the sensation with him, and the way his head moves or his mouth moves or his shoulders lift puncture that space with one brief, split second of worry; it feel like he might lose his air entirely, that the space between them will grow too wide, too far apart when all he wants is to be as close as humanly possible. they're nearly there, with the way that the bath envelops them both, the way that bakugou's strong legs clench in at either side of him, rocking on top of him, the way that his weight centers there, locked onto his lap, onto his pelvis; he would gladly throw himself under, would gladly let himself be suffocated by a lack of space between them. there's something so intoxicating about being close to him--he feels a little drunk on it, his head hazy, his desires molten and raw.

his hand grapples with the hot length of bakugou's cock there, trapped in the ring of his fingers--he can't tell what he wants, still, can't tell if he wants to jerk him off entirely or let him rub it out against his stomach, or some combination; the way that bakugou's body flexes, the way that his breath pours out, seems to say that he enjoys the sensation, the tight jerk of his hand, relentless, over his dick. it puts a little determination in his wrist, puts a soft, commanding glint in his gaze, as he finally works past his lashes enough to actually look at bakugou again, instead of hiding within the shadow of sensation.

it feels like a mistake. the sight of him there, arched over him, wet and sweaty and dripping a little with hot bathwater and the steam of exertion makes his dick jump, a twitch of desperation that moves from base to tip, hips pushed urgently in against the confines of bakugou's ass; his hand goes tight, a squeeze that he doesn't mean around bakugou's cock, and his head rocks back against the rim of the tub, chest fluttering with desire and frustration and arousal all the same. it's going to have to be some combination, then, or he's going to keep floundering: his fingers space out, palm heated and curved around the length of bakugou's cock, creating a tight space between his hand and his stomach, muscles tense with staggered breath.

feelings push at his teeth, desperation pushes at his tongue--his whole face flushes, embarrassed and aroused, but it feels only fair, it feels like he should say it, should demand it, a little, no matter how it comes out-- )


Katsuki. ( breathy, panting, his throat bobs with a hard swallow. ) I want...

( a strong start, but he can't quite get there--another cold chill of embarrassment washes over him, but he wets his lips, closes his hand in a little and pushes his hips up, longingly. this isn't about a fear that bakugou might yell at him, or even a fear that he might immediately disregard his words; he isn't afraid that it might change something between them, or that it's going to do any kind of harm to the budding relationship they have here, or that it'll deflate any of the sexual tension between them, the tension that they can't seem to escape no matter where they are or who they're with.

it's more that he's afraid of himself: afraid of his own feelings, afraid of saying them, afraid that it's the wrong thing when so many times it has been. but everything has been pushing them towards this, and every part of bakugou has been pulling at him, working him apart slowly, thoroughly, until the only thing left had to be this. it isn't even the worst, when it comes down to it: it's just a demand, plain and simple, mouthed in his usual deep confidence: )


Come. Come for me. I want you to come, for me.

Date: 1/12/24 00:11 (UTC)
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( sometimes it feels like being with bakugou is like being dropped into a lake without the confidence to know how to swim--and maybe it isn't right, and maybe he's a little messed up, or maybe it's normal, maybe this is the sort of thing that's supposed to feel this way, but he likes that it feels like drowning, likes that it feels like being thrust right into the middle of something without any hope or preparation, with just wits and determination to win against anything else. years ago, young and alone in that house, with everything and nothing standing between him and his siblings, him and the world, him and his dreams: ironically, the total space around him, empty and quiet, had felt so overwhelmingly suffocating, as though the air flew out of the room without anyone there to hold it in. now, even in these new moments with bakugou, even with this new relationship still building up between them, it feels like a different kind of suffocation: overwhelming, when bakugou leans in close to him. hot, when bakugou's mouth finds his. enticing, when bakugou's skin touches him, when their bodies move together, when his hips rut into him.

he's still learning how to accept his own feelings, and beyond that, how to act on them. he's learning how to socialize, how to be a better friend, how to be a partner, how to be--a boyfriend, something that had never really seemed like a reasonable possibility, and something that he still shyly refuses to think about, at times, as though thinking about it could cause it to disappear. but falling into these moments, headfirst, keeps him from overthinking them--keeps him from locking things up behind his teeth, in his throat, down in his chest.

case in point: there is something mind-numbingly arousing in hearing bakugou call out like that, a yell that isn't restricted by a mouth on his shoulder, or teeth sunk into a lip. it's almost as though he's only realizing it for himself in that moment, that hazy precipice just before the fall--this is the kind of place that is made for those sounds, the kind of place where neither of them have to worry about a nosy classmate knocking on their door or worse, a concerned teacher checking in on them at night. no one is going to come banging on the bathroom to tell them to keep quiet, or that they're using all the hot water, or anything else; he gets to hear bakugou in full, gets to feel bakugou in full, their mouths so close together that it feels like he's swallowing the sound of that pleasure, rather than his own breath.

and it feels good--bakugou's hips buck up and his hand stills, locks in around him not to keep him in place but rather to keep touching him, feeling him, holding him against him as his orgasm hits, threads of white shot into the bath water, across his stomach, spilling against his fingers. his own shoulders tremble, the feeling oddly overwhelming; it twists a knot in his stomach, riles him up to the point of his own frustration, hips rubbing needlessly up against the inside of bakugou's cheeks as though he can feel the orgasm by proxy, despite knowing he's so close to coming that his whole body tenses with the effort. it's possessive and warm and suffocating, around him; bakugou's body shadows him, paints him and the bath with his cum, mouths against him with pleasure, and he wanted to hold out, wanted to be cool, wanted to do something other than tumble right after him--

--but with that, how is he supposed to? )
Katsuki...

( is he pleading with him, or pleading with himself? or worse, pleading with the tight squeeze of bakugou's ass around him, the way the head of his dick rubs up against his hole like he could just as easily slip inside? his breath comes out in a pant, heated against bakugou's mouth; he's drowning, but he wants to be, wants bakugou to envelop him in the feeling, that delicious, painful twist right before orgasm, where he knows it's coming. ) Katsuki.

( a warning that comes too late, or maybe it's not a warning at all, but an appreciation--a desperation to taste that same freedom, to let his voice sing a little louder, a little bolder, a little clumsier than it would anywhere else; his head rocks back, hard against the edge of the tub, and the bathwater feels almost too hot around him, building with the heat in his body until it's too much--until his hips rut up and his orgasm rakes through him, pulls another desperate cry of bakugou's name from his lips. trapped there, his outburst ends up soaked along the inside of bakugou's cheeks, caught in the bathwater, dribbled and curved around the shape of bakugou's ass; his body, rigid and tight, loses tension like a balloon losing air, slow and steady, deflating and sliding against the back of the bathtub.

sharing bakugou's breath feels right, like that: their mouths close, drawn by heat and saliva; his skin prickles a little, goosebumps that adjust and shift and end up, through no real conscious effort, chilling the bathwater slightly to accommodate for the spike in his own temperature. )

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