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Date: 7/17/24 00:49 (UTC)
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( impossible to hold it back, it's laughter that bubbles past his lips, breathy and brief; it's laughter, warmed through by that look on bakugou's face, that delirious smile, the way that he climbs his legs around him like he's trying to wrap himself around a tree, too stubborn to be pulled away. he knows it's the wrong reaction, knows that he should be trying to be attractive, trying to be handsome and calm, trying to be some measure of something that bakugou likes, but: there's something strange about how much bakugou's smile makes his own lips want to twist into a smile of their own, the way that it fuels his body with a flash of heat, warmed down from his shoulders to his gut, making him feel bashful, pleased, fluttery, like his affection for him wraps around his arousal, couching it in pretty feelings that he shouldn't say. he just looks good like this, smothered into the pillows, his skin flush against pale sheets--he just looks good when he's smiling, when it's genuine, when he lets himself show more than his usual tight-lipped snarl and bright red gaze will give away. it's not a silly thing to love, but it's definitely not something he thinks he knows how to articulate just yet.

he doesn't know how to articulate much of anything, really. that laughter, breathy as it is, bleeds away, and his chin ducks, his head bowing in a bit of embarrassment as he nods in towards bakugou's neck and shoulder, again, finding solace in tucking in against him. his weight leans, his arm tenses, bakugou's legs tighten around him, his insides tighten around him, and he stays there, for a moment, rooted in that heat, soaking it in, forcing himself not to give into the intense, pulling desire to just come. maybe it's ridiculous to be this stubborn, but with bakugou looking like he does, underneath him, who the hell would blame him? he doesn't want to have it all be over, to have the night be done, to pull on their clothes and awkwardly walk out of the hotel in the morning.

his lips brush again at bakugou's neck, then drop, then lift again, licking over the steady pulse of his heart in his throat--and then another roll of his hips, another slow, pointed descent inside of him, pushed to the edge, before he drags back out again, rolls in, and he can feel every little slip of bakugou's wet body around him, can feel where he tenses, where his dick catches and then slips back only to force its way back in again. it makes him feel almost delirious, going at a slow, steady pace, instead of their usual desperate passion: not that he thinks there's anything wrong with either way, but they've never really had the chance to take their time, and it's bringing him close to an edge that feels almost overwhelming.

his head lifts again, but his nose knocks bakugou's cheek, rubs up against the side of bakugou's nose, too, before he gets enough space between them to talk. )


Where do you...get off...smiling like that at me?

( a slow imitation of bakugou's complaint--but his lips are spreading, slowly, into a smile that he can't hold back: dizzy, bleached with pleasure, his bangs hanging damp against his forehead, and rather than let bakugou say anything, he leans in to kiss him, sealing their mouths together as he drives in again; it's a little quicker, but only marginally so, his tongue slipping past the seam of bakugou's mouth as he ruts inside of him with his hips, drives him up into the mattress where there's nowhere for him to go.

maybe it's stupid, lackluster, in a way, that all it takes is the taste of bakugou's breath in his mouth to really push him all the way--maybe it's a disappointment, in some ways, that his body tenses, his weight locks, his shoulders quiver and his mouth parts in a desperate, panting sort of moan into bakugou's tongue; but it feels right, locked in like this, so tangled in with bakugou's body that he can hardly tell where they'll have to separate. his orgasm comes in waves, heat that drives itself inside bakugou's walls, jerking into every splash inside of him like it's the first time he's ever done it, desperate to leave his mark there, desperate to leave him warm, full, a possessive thought that almost makes him want to blush. )

Date: 8/8/24 20:35 (UTC)
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( it feels like he's been clocked in the head, like a hand struck at the back of his neck--dizzying, drenched in the beading sweat of bakugou's body against him and his own body struggling to gain control over the fluid tension of hot and cold inside of him; his skin pebbles with goosebumps, then flares out with a wave of heat, a pant of breath that locks itself into that scant space between his lips and bakugou's mouth.

for a long moment, he can't tell what's happening, what's already happened, can't tell if it's bakugou's spent orgasm between them, or if it's just the distant feeling of his own, pulsed so hard that he feels sticky everywhere--his hips roll in, desperate to drag every single little feeling out of the pleasure, to keep pushing and pressing until the sensitivity gets the best of him, and it's that shift that makes him realize, that tensing, the way bakugou's climbed all the way up against him as though they lack any seams. it's the hot pulse of his cock, trapped between their stomachs, and the aftermath of soft, oozing ejaculate spent on his skin, on bakugou's muscles, dripped and smeared between them.

panting breath turns to another near-laugh of disbelief--like he's so happy, so overwhelmed by feeling that he could cry; his orgasm numbs and rounds and sands off all the edges of his worries, his compartmentalized feelings, his fear of doing things wrong, feeling things wrong, that he tips his chin in and presses another overwhelming kiss to bakugou's open mouth, stealing his breath, stealing his tongue with one possessive swirl of his own. but his head is still reeling, his body is still desperate for air, and the kiss only lasts for one moment before he's drawing back again; the tension in his arm finally gives, tenting down until he can lay on top of bakugou's chest, careful of his own hips, careful of bakugou's softening length between them. )


...Bath should have been after. ( he says after a moment, a long consideration, but he's smiling, and it's obvious in the warm, heated exhaustion of his tone. ) I'm sorry.

( it's nothing he needs to apologize for, and he's sure that bakugou will scold him for it--but it doesn't matter. nothing matters, except the warm rise and fall of bakugou's chest and stomach against his, feeling all the ways they touch, all the ways they connect, all the ways bakugou's body gives and heats and curls around him. it's selfish to be reluctant, selfish to not want to pull back, but he's practical enough to know that he can't just burrow himself into bakugou's skin and fall asleep. so after a moment, forcing himself, he pitches his weight back up onto a shaky palm, head ducking down, space forced between them so that he can reach down towards the curve of bakugou's thighs.

it's careful, the way he pulls himself back, the way his fingers catch around the shape of his cock, soothing over it as bakugou's muscles tense and give way around him, the head finally caught free from that tight ring; and now that he's pushed up, hovering over him again, his gaze falls, casts itself down along bakugou's chest and stomach, flickering over his spent cock, and then back up again, contented, pleased. )


I'll get a towel. ( softly, as he forces himself up onto his knees--his gaze is still glossed over with exhaustion and pleasure, stretching his long torso to jerk an arm over the edge of the bed for one of the bath towels; when he straightens back up again, it's so that he can sit on his folded legs, still between bakugou's thighs, to start to gently, methodically, mop up the cum spilled across his stomach, smeared down his pelvis, pooled slightly along the curve of his ass.

it's a little embarrassing: he's tending to bakugou with such gentle care that he might get scolded, but this is his person here, and he'll be as soft as he wants. it's too late in the evening to be anything else; tired as he is, he knows the feelings are genuine. )
How do you feel...?

Date: 9/1/24 02:16 (UTC)
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( he can tell that there's disapproval there, lingering in the low, husky growl of bakugou's voice, as he tends to him like he might tend to a wet counter, or a wet dish, gently mopping, gently patting, gently cleaning him as much as he can. even with the bathroom a mess, and the bed even more of a mess, he knows bakugou well enough to know that he's not quite at the place where he'll just fold backwards and fall asleep; they've had nights like that often enough, where bakugou's eyes lid and his mouth slacks and he gives in to the pleasure of exhaustion, stretched out on the mattress, half beneath the sheets. sometimes it's while he's still on top of him, stretched out along the hard muscle of his chest; sometimes he gets up after, leaving bakugou to his bliss, to wipe his own face down, adjust the covers, let him find comfort in sleep rather than an abrupt twitch in the middle of the night due to the chill. but here, bakugou's eyes are still alive with that burning red flare, watching him, watching his movements; his limbs move, the lazy drag of a heel along his calf, letting him know that he's still mostly awake.

so he knows what he wants. bakugou is particular, after all, something that he's only learned from spending more time with him--his room is surprisingly neat, when he's allowed to venture into it, and his cooking is also neat, vegetables diced into alarmingly similar sizes. he'll want to wash up, at least hose off, before bed: something that he understands, keenly, and yet still tends to him with the towel, biting back the urge to smile. once he considers bakugou clean enough to leave him, he gives the sullied towel a toss over the edge of the bed; his palm connects with the mattress, easing backward, slipping from between bakugou's legs despite protest so that he can ease down onto his back beside him, bare shoulder to bare shoulder.

one of his hands lifts, pushing back through his own bangs, trying to keep them out of his face; they're half-damp, strands drying in awkward crimps and twists, in some places, and he wrestles with it to keep it from falling into his eyes again. )


I'm glad. ( --because he is, grateful that bakugou is honest with him, and more grateful that he's okay, that nothing feels off, that nothing feels too sore. they've had sex enough that he doesn't take that sort of reassurance lightly; implicit, he trusts bakugou to know when to tell him he's gone too far. )

...So now we watch TV, is that right?

( it's said in a mild tone, almost expectant--and it gives away the fact that he's absolutely teasing bakugou, as he tries to settle himself more comfortably into the pillows; his eyes close for a moment, but it's mostly to stave off a husky chuckle, to keep his mouth from curving into a smile. if anything, he expects to be met with the brunt of bakugou's explosive, charming sort of temper: maybe he's just too fucked in the head for it to come off as anything but. bakugou could give him the most scathing insult he's ever come up with, here, and he would accept it with a smile: his feelings are too warm, too tingly, too lovesick to even take offense.

and that's something precious to him, something that he never expected to have. as a concept, 'love' and 'caring' seem to be easily understood, a kindness that should be extended as often as possible; but his mother looked at him and hated him, his father looked at him and expected more. and maybe despite all that, he's always been trying--stretching himself out, reaching for something that might burn him all the same; bakugou's the only person who has taken that hand and held it tight, possessive and demanding. it's a compliment, to be his boyfriend: something that he doesn't take for granted, something that he thinks is almost too special to put into words. still, it doesn't stop him from pulling out all the parts of bakugou that he likes-- )


Or if you want to sleep, we can sleep.

( to add insult to injury, his eyes slide open--one hand half-heartedly reaching for the edge of the sheet, as though he fully intends to pull it up and over them, filthy as they might be; he's not going to make this easy, but they've always been like this, always teasing in the most bizarre ways. )

Date: 9/12/24 22:01 (UTC)
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( that hadn't exactly been something that he had considered, but as soon as it's past bakugou's lips, he realizes that he must be right. what else would they really have, here? it's not like he could flip on the television and watch the news, or cartoons, or anything particularly normal, in a place like this. just--naughty things, the sort of things that he would never look up on his own phone, or on his computer, as though too embarrassed to even wonder what might be out there. the realization is almost enough to have him cant his weight up onto his elbows, find the remote among all the other goodies on the bedside table, and turn it on just for the novelty of it; he's never really asked bakugou if he's watched it before, or if he watches it now, but there's something almost exciting about the thought of being able to watch it together, to see where bakugou's gaze goes, to see what he likes, what turns him on, what he ends up wanting to try.

so his hand flexes, but it moves towards the sheet, first: bad move. bakugou catches him with an immediate warning, and playfully dramatic, he stretches his own fingers out, pulling them up slowly as though to indicate that he has no intention of breaking the rules even as bakugou pins his arm down to the bed. his reward, in the end, is the shift of bakugou's weight on the mattress: pulled closer, dragged over him until he can see bakugou hovering above him, over him, looking down at him with those bright eyes, studying him like he's the kind of prey that might just cut and run.

and bakugou looks good, like this. his hair's still a little wet, but it's starting to find its shape again, spikes of it tufted out around bakugou's sharp features; his cheeks are a little pink, surely from exertion and not, in fact, from the embarrassment or bashfulness that he himself feels, pinned beneath him, and his skin looks taut and warm and blissfully bare, ready for hands to climb and clamor over the curves of it. for a long moment, uncannily long, he stays in silence: he doesn't care if it's awkward, or strange, or if he's betraying some kind of social nicety with the way that he stares up at him, studying him like it's the last time he'll ever see him like this--even though he knows he'll have chance and chance again, if he gets his way.

with a solemn, quiet flick of his tongue over his mouth, tasting the words there before he says them-- )


Then carry me.

( his free arm lifts--his hair hangs, tousled bangs messy and crimped in around his face, half-pulled back as though they're still damp enough to keep the shape, there, drawn away from his temples; his hand moves, pressed over bakugou's shoulders until it can lock at the back of his neck and then down, further, groping along the backs of his shoulders, gripping into a hold across them. )

Were you waiting for permission?

( said mildly, but it's a tease--his gaze is warm, longing, almost possessive as it trails over bakugou's features again: as his legs shift, thighs spreading, almost bashfully shameless as he creates space there for bakugou to slide between them or gather them up. it's the wrong time to say it, but it's always been the wrong time to say it, always been something that he's kept hidden behind his teeth, afraid of what might happen if they slip out and away. he trusts bakugou and his feelings implicitly, and there's no doubt there, no worry that he's not interested in him, not attracted to him, not wanting him as much as he wants him--

but who could love someone, like him, who could love someone like him back? is it wrong to hope for it, to want it, despite everything that he is? if he says it now, at least bakugou can scoff it off and tell him that he's just punch drunk, his head looped around into all the warmest spots thanks to orgasm; they can tease and laugh it off and leave it alone, there, if they have to, and it won't hurt nearly as much as it should if it's like that.

he's smiling, still, as he says it--just a little ghost of it, slipped past warm lips: )


I love you. Carry me.

Date: 9/26/24 19:51 (UTC)
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( it's oddly delicate, for a man that he knows would rather punch through walls than walk around them--oddly delicate, for someone who is quick to put words to his tongue, quick to argue, insult, quick to throw his ego around with the full weight of his prowess. it's these moments that he's been learning to enjoy, little by little, where bakugou's hand idles over his skin, touches slowly at his face, kisses him like they've got time to spare; he can't think of anyone else who has gotten this kind of treatment, patience balanced with affection balanced with a carefulness that doesn't betray any nerves, but rather, seems more about savoring and enjoying himself than preserving something delicate. and he's felt that way, before, felt the way that others might stumble over their words around him, felt the way that they might look at endeavor and dart, nervously, to see him and wonder what to say. there's plenty of tragedy and heartbreak that splits his family apart--plenty of it that splits him apart, in quiet places, and plenty that endeavor's legacy and shadow has cast over all of them, especially his own tenure as a hero.

but bakugou's never been bothered by any of that. he's never picked him up like he doesn't know how to keep him together; he's never touched him like he might shatter like ice and glass beneath him. he's never done anything that might make him feel like he's worried for his resilience or his strength or afraid that he might damage something if he picks him up the wrong way, or touches at his scar, no matter how much he generally shies away from the touch. so the way that bakugou gently loops his arms around him, guides his legs up, drags and pulls and slowly latches him into his lap: it's oddly delicate, in all the best ways, in a way that makes him feel wanted, important, rather than something damaged that needs to be handled with care.

he can't help the smile--his legs hook in around bakugou's hips, ankles knotting just above his ass, completely determined to hang on for as long as possible; and while he'd been expecting all the worst, he hadn't even stopped to consider what he might do if bakugou said it back. his lips part with breath, like he might say something too soon, might ruin the moment; his heart feels like it's going to burst, beating and thumping away in his chest, and it's so strange, and so novel, this feeling: he doesn't know if he should thank bakugou for loving him despite everything, or say it back again. what's the right thing to do? what does bakugou want him to say?

one arm tightens, and then the next, thrown up around bakugou's shoulders--he hugs himself in against his chest, ducking his chin down, tucking his face in against bakugou's neck to try to hide his nervous, pleased flush; the words are mumbled there, pleased and warm, a little dizzying-- )


Mm. It's a love hotel, so.

( a stupid tease, the sort of thing that might have bakugou knocking his head against a wall--or might even have him laugh. he's resisting the urge himself, giddy, amused, too happy that he doesn't know what to do with himself; his limbs are all locked around bakugou's frame, stubbornly clinging to him like some stupid koala. )

I had to wait to say it until now. A love hotel. I love you.

( his shoulders twitch a little with the effort not to laugh--but it's there in his voice, warm and breathy. it's so strange to think of how happiness feels, flooding his stomach, his chest, making him feel warm all over; he doesn't want this moment to end, even as bakugou continues carrying him despite all of his weight hugged against him. )

...You're going to throw me into the bathtub, aren't you.

Date: 10/10/24 23:03 (UTC)
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( a soft grunt of complaint is all that bakugou gets for that 'accidental' bump--because a part of him wants to dissolve into laughter at the thought, wants to laugh even more when bakugou scolds him with a little bite to his ear. he knows he's being ridiculous, and knows that they both are well aware that it's not the effect of some dumb hotel that's making them this way, but something deeper, something more important, something that's steeped in all the time that they've spent together like this, more as lovers than as friends. it's not like they're the type to be this way around everyone else: he wouldn't be surprised if only a small handful of the class knew that they were dating, based on the way they fall into that comfortable nonchalance and rivalry around everyone else. he's never felt the need to drape himself all over bakugou or try to ease into some kind of silent claim: he's never felt like bakugou would be the type of person to get swayed by anyone else, and if he did, then he trusts that he'd be honest about it.

but things like this are oddly fun, and oddly novel: he'd never really gotten a proper childhood, growing up, and while that had robbed him of many experiences, it had also robbed him of the kind of happiness that comes from being a little ridiculous, at times, from being able to take things a little less seriously, a little less focused only on output and drive. endeavor hadn't given him much time, or chance, to have fun for fun's sake; most of his time had been focused on training, for better or for worse.

even when he hears the growling irritation in bakugou's voice, he knows he doesn't mean it. even when he dumps him down on the edge of the bath, and the porcelain is too cold on his bare skin--he's still smiling, a little crooked, a little bashful, as he lets his legs loosen, sliding and slipping along bakugou's hips, down his thighs, planting his feet down onto the cool bathroom floor as he sits there on the edge. )


If it were a normal hotel, I would say normal things.

( matter-of-fact, as though it only makes perfect sense--but he's still smiling, even if he's going to get nudged or pushed or growled at in response. )

But then, I think...it's probably a pretty normal thing. Isn't it? Loving you.

( no matter his attitude, no matter his word choice, no matter him calling everyone extras or skulking around like he can be the only strong one, there are far too many people that are fond of bakugou for it to be some kind of fluke; and it's not like he can say, anymore, that he's invulnerable to his charms. he's sure that someone would think it crazy, but he thinks that bakugou has far too many lovable traits for it to be abnormal: he probably has plenty of people who look up to him and want to be with him, or even more, want to be him.

loosening his arms around his neck, slightly, he steadies himself on the edge of the bath, twisting so that he can reach with one hand to start up the water again--it really is nice, not having to worry about saving the hot water, as his fingertips skim under the faucet to test the temperature. with a shake of his damp hand, he twists back around again, looking up at bakugou pointedly as the water starts to slosh into the tub. )


...Bubbles? ( he's saying this with the most serious face he can muster. ) Hmm.

Date: 11/17/24 22:06 (UTC)
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( whatever you want. something this small shouldn't mean something so big. for other people, he's sure that there had been plenty of chances to experience that sort of thing--to be taken to an amusement park and directed to pick any prize off the shelf, to be taken to a sweets shop and offered anything from the bins; he'd experienced so little of that growing up, enough that it had felt almost overwhelming to suddenly be thrust into dorm life, without any kind of instruction, without someone bearing down with hard rules. sometimes it's harder to parse what it is he wants for himself, amongst all of the noise of his childhood--where everything he wanted had been shut down, where everything he'd imagined having had been denied, where even asking for something as small as being able to spend time with his older brother had been vehemently refused. in the face of training, nothing else mattered. in the face of his quirk, nothing was more important than being the best.

and now, with bakugou--he says he can have whatever he wants. even bakugou is the type to like things to go a certain way, to have a clear-cut vision of how things should go: and he's been yelled at for going off-course, during missions, during dates, for driving things in a different direction, but bakugou's so enveloped in the moment with him that it doesn't matter what they do, as long as they're doing it together.

it's a smile, smothered into the kiss, even when bakugou's mouth overtakes his, even when his lips split to snake his tongue into the part of bakugou's mouth, claiming it in a heavy kiss; he can feel his weight tipping, his back sliding, and there's an almost undignified splash of hot water when he finally bends and sinks into the tub. blindly, his legs pull in, knees immediately spreading in an almost unabashed split--his arms hook and pull at bakugou's shoulders, dragging him in, forcing him past the rim of the tub to bring him in between his thighs. he can't see what he's doing, can't tell if they're splashing water over the tub or not; it's only filled a little, sinking up to his hips at best, but he's more concerned with keeping bakugou close than anything else. )


I want you. ( it's clear, a soft determination from a mouth that finally breaks free of the kiss to catch his breath--even his eyes, hazy with affection, twisted with attraction, demand the echo of bakugou's bright gaze; his tongue swipes over his lips, a little trickle of nerves. ) I just want you.

( bubbles would be nice. a playful tip of soap into the water, building up a bubble fortress around them, would be nice. teasing and splashing and soaking bakugou's hair in the hot bath water, spiking it out with his fingers, playing around and listening to the well-worn, tell-tale playful irritation in bakugou's voice: it would all be nice.

but none of that compares to having bakugou's strong weight between his thighs, to having his wet back to dig his fingers into, arms tightening to keep him close. his lips twist into another smile, faint, ducking his head in to take another brief kiss, a tease, just a wet brush of his mouth in and back again, as though allowing bakugou to decide which direction he wants to go.

is this what love feels like? it's such a strange thing. a heavy thing. but it's so unbelievably pleasant: it aches in all the best ways. )

Date: 12/30/24 00:14 (UTC)
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( and that's something that he's thought, a thousand times: what if i blow it?

he doesn't worry that bakugou will leave him for something mediocre and silly, the way that girlfriends in television dramas seem to find the most minimal thing to blow up about, to tear their relationships to shreds over something like a misplaced tube of lipstick or a misunderstanding with a coworker. bakugou isn't that kind of person, the kind to make assumptions and not see them through, the kind to not want to thoroughly and determinedly ensure that what he has is the whole truth; rather, he seems so steadfast that it's almost terrifying, at times, as though he's afraid that he might do something wrong, inadvertently, and bakugou will still forgive him for it no matter how heinous he might find it himself. he doesn't want to do the wrong thing, doesn't want to mess up this precious thing that he's managed to get for himself--but how does he learn?

it's worried him, some, his lack of experience--and more than that, his lack of emotional experience, being unable to parse some situations, being unable to understand how to react. but the only thing he can do is keep going forward, and when he stumbles, he knows that despite bakugou's frustrations, or his sharp corrections: he cares. he helps. he doesn't just leave him there, floundering, unable to find a path forward. and with someone like that, could he really ever mess it up?

he doesn't want to take advantage of him, either--which is why he's always so gently determined to ensure that bakugou knows what he means to him, even when it's in the face of a little snarled lip of amusement and the declaration that he's being a sap; his own mouth tries to fit into a pout of dismay, but the kissing keeps him too busy, bakugou's tongue keeps him too busy, and the press of bakugou's hips up against his earns a soft grunt into the kiss, something interested, something pointed.

the water wants to keep him light, balanced--his legs cling, wrapped firmly around bakugou's hips, keeping him close enough to roll up against him, to feel them touch, skin to skin, and even with the break of the kiss, his breath trembles, a shiver of heat that goes through him at the thought. )


That's what you want? ( he wants it to be a tease, but it's hard when most of his attention is devoted to the feeling of bakugou pressed against him, and his own back sandwiched to the wall of the tub, trapped in bakugou's possessive cling; the thought of bakugou inside of him makes his dick twitch despite himself, and embarrassed, his breath tremors out in a little moan. ) Say you want it then. That...

( if he gets what he wants, then he can be a little demanding, right? hazy, his gaze tries to focus up on bakugou's face above his, but he can't hold it; his tongue laps over bakugou's lower lip, and without thinking, skims his teeth over it all the same, sucking it lightly into his mouth before he lets it go. )

Want to hear it. Say it.

Date: 1/21/25 00:05 (UTC)
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( is it ever not going to be embarrassing? no, maybe embarrassing isn't the right word for it, because it's not like he wants to put his face in his hands, not like he wants to push his way out of the choppy bath water, find the sheets of the hotel bed and drag them up over himself to melt away. it's not that he's ashamed, or that he feels that he should be ashamed, when bakugou says exactly what he'd asked for--but his face still flushes, despite all of the circular heat in his body, a blush that moves from his cheeks across to his ears, like the feeling might just light him aflame. it always feels this way, when bakugou gets so hyperfocused on something like this: because it makes him feel like the sole center of bakugou's attention, like there's something more that he can give him, something more than just to be the tool that he's always been told to be. and it had never really occurred to him, when they'd fallen into this at the beginning: that for as much as bakugou would spread himself out beneath him, legs coiled around his hips, that bakugou would want the same thing out of him.

it feels--overwhelming, in a way, and maybe that's the part that's embarrassing, that makes him feel a little awkward; it's such a foreign thing, to be wanted so wholly, to be wanted in ways that he's never been wanted before, to be good enough at something that he's never really done before. but his body knows it, even when his mind is floundering--his legs adjust, his thighs tense, his hips move, and every part of him is guided with the water, with bakugou's touch, sliding and slipping and arching to meet him.

he can't even say anything back: can't tease him, can't even thank him, though he wants to--clumsily, it's just his breath pattering past his lips, his breath arching into the kiss bakugou gives him, the way his lip pulls, and it's just a panted catch of surprise, despite himself, when he can feel bakugou's dick pressed against that tight ring of muscle, clenching despite himself. how can it feel so hot and then bakugou can say something like that, and it chills him? despite the heat of the water, he can feel goosebumps start, his arms doubling in around bakugou's neck as he forces himself to relax--his teeth lock together, ducking his head in like he might hide it into bakugou's neck. )


It's good, that's good... ( muffled, his voice strained, hidden in against bakugou's skin--his legs tighten, ankles hooked together, trying not to move an inch while bakugou's sinking inside of him, like he might miss some part of it if he even twitches in response. ) Katsuki.

( still stubbornly hidden from view, his teeth skim bakugou's neck before he tilts his head the other way, wet hair splattered in against bakugou's jaw and neck, taking in a trembling breath. )

It's good...

( like he can't quite fathom saying anything else: things like i'm yours sound so trite, and his head can't seem to wrap around them when his focus is on how tight it feels, squeezing around bakugou's cock, how he can feel the swell of his own erection trapped for attention between them; he can feel his legs slip a little, with the slickness of bakugou's skin, and with another shaking breath, he finally lets his head fall back, draped along the back of the tub instead.

if he can't quite get the words out yet, then he at least wants to look at him: wants bakugou to see the way his lashes shake, the way his mouth splits open with breath, the way he's completely under the spell of the moment when it's with him. )

Date: 2/16/25 23:52 (UTC)
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( like always, the admiration for what bakugou can do is almost enough to split his thoughts in with shame. the fact that bakugou can just say things like that, can just tell him that he loves him, compliment him, demand things of him without wavering, without trembling on the words like they aren't the right things to say; the fact that bakugou can gather him up in his arms and squeeze him in close, slide him in more over his lap to give himself more clearance, more room to rock and lash the water in around them with his movements. it's almost overwhelming enough that his hands want to lift, to cover his face, hide in the brace of his arms, like he can't let bakugou see the face that he's making after all--like he's so afraid of baring it all in the same way, in more than just the twist of lust and arousal and greed that makes his legs tighten, heels skidding against bakugou's tailbone before regrouping to hook in again, stubborn. he's most exposed this way, when it's bakugou between his legs, slid tight inside of him, fucking him like he won't let up--it's the closest that he's ever let another person be, and even when it's him between bakugou's legs, rutting him into the pillows, into sheets sticky with precum and sweat, it doesn't hit him with the same quivering fear.

it's easy to look good, when he's the one that's got the control. it's harder to let that sort of thing go, to let the walls drop, to allow his reactions to be telegraphed across his skin, his lips, his eyes, his throat, instead of reading them before letting them out, allowing only the best things to shine through. here, he's completely exposed to bakugou's touch, and more than that, it's the feelings that he's awash in, just like the bathwater, that heat him up from the inside out, his face now too flushed to even bother trying to get it under control. because who the hell else could say something like that? he'd never once considered that someone could really love him, not like this, and then somehow he'd fallen right into it all--

it's so hard to contend with that, to try to understand it, when bakugou's cock drives up inside of him, when he can feel the wet skin of his sac slapping in against the curve of his ass; his mouth gapes, lips parted, desperate for breath that he can't get a hold of, not when his throat is betraying him with soft little groans of pleasure, punctuated by the roll of bakugou's hips up against him, relentless and sure. bakugou's mouth skims his throat, biting at it, and then he's up over his lips, sealing him into a messy kiss that he can only hold onto for so long; he has to break it apart, his head falling back, gasping for a heady breath. )


Don't say stuff like that... ( the words come out as less of a command and more like begging; a part of him wants to laugh, wants to cry, because the feeling is too intense, riding so hard on the edge of an orgasm that he knows is going to be a little too blinding, with the way bakugou's attention rolls over him. ) I love you, I love you, I'm so close I'm--

( where is the rest of that thought? he can't find it, his tongue tied up in other things, another breathy sigh of pleasure, his legs so tight that bakugou can barely move within the clutches of his thighs. one arm gropes in around bakugou's neck, squeezing at him, but the other wanders, gripping at the edge of the bath like it'll keep them both from toppling over; he can hear the splash of the water around them, tumbling over the porcelain, staining the floor, but he doesn't care. the feelings are starting to converge, blocking out all his thoughts, a husky laugh escaping just out of the sheer shiver of pleasure that bakugou's movements force into him. )

Make it even better, come on. ( it's the warmth of a challenge that he doesn't even have to give: but the hazy stare of lidded eyes falls onto bakugou's handsome face, and despite his own blush, he's starting to smile, like some lovedrunk idiot that's had one cup too many, his hair a wet tangle around his face. ) Harder. I'm almost there, I'm gonna come, I want to come, don't leave me behind...

Date: 3/16/25 23:52 (UTC)
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( it's a terrifying feeling, the way that his body works without his permission--the way that his legs tighten, loosen, tighten up again, heels skidding against bakugou's body, the way that his arm clutches, long fingers digging into hard muscle, groping only to loosen and grip again. the way that his head lolls, his lips parting, the way that even his voice doesn't feel like it's following any of his commands, panting with open-mouthed breath, hitches and gasps of pleasure with every movement. bakugou keeps gathering him up, tethering him closer, and every inch that he tries to put between them gets eaten up again, impaled on the hot length of bakugou's cock buried so deep inside of him that he's almost embarrassed. that, too, is a feeling that his body won't let him have; sweat drips, beads, bundles up under his bangs, the messy hang of them smeared to his forehead and his temples--his quirk's out of control, the usual temperate, calm heat of his body now gone haywire, overcorrecting and desperate for to provide some kind of release--sweat hisses out to steam, chills to goosebumps, circles around and works again.

because it's too much. it's too much, and not enough at the same time; bakugou drags him in and his body moves like a doll, gathered up easily in the touch, in his grip, molded and fitted to every movement without complaint. it feels like sinking into something dangerous--and is that just because it always felt dangerous? caring for someone, loving someone, it had always seemed like a weakness, had always seemed like something that would end in pain. he doesn't know if his parents even loved each other, or if everything had just been orchestrated to create some picture perfect masterpiece: he doesn't know if it had been love that had taken his brother away, or something else more nefarious. and if he can't understand it, if he's afraid of it, then how can he feel it?

like this, with bakugou's breath over his neck. like this, with his teeth against it, marking him up, drawing up welted bruises that he'll wear with some clumsy, embarrassed pride for the next few days--like this, with bakugou's voice melting into his ear, tumbling right down into his chest and stomach. it would be stupid to not know it; he loves him. he can say it. he's said it. but it's still--

it's overwhelming. his whole body presses into pleasure, and even when his head is lulled back up again with the movement, even when they meet in a desperate kiss, sloppy, wet with sweat and saliva and desire, he feels like his emotions are in a blender: even when he feels bakugou rut inside of him, pumping him full of heat, he feels like his nerve endings are on fire, set ablaze and then flash frozen into shape, like he could laugh or cry or groan with equal enthusiasm, and it would all mean the same thing--that he can't imagine ever loving someone like this, that he can't ever imagine someone other than bakugou like this, claiming him, wanting him, marking him with teeth and tongue and breath and orgasm.

it's a mess, when he comes between them: when his cock jerks, splashes up against his own stomach, when his head bows in and his fingers dig like he might bruise bakugou with the touch; the heat of it dribbles between them, sticky and wet and warm against both their bodies, and his free hand relinquishes the tub edge only to double down around bakugou's neck, clinging to him as he rides him, rides his orgasm until it's blinding, until it hurts, until it feels nearly too sensitive to have his cock trapped between them. boneless, his body curves, slumps in against bakugou, clinging to him like he's the only thing keeping him aware of the moment--his face tucks down, braced to the side of bakugou's neck like he's afraid of what his face might look like; he inhales the scent of him there, clinging despite himself--and lets out a shaky, croaked sort of laugh, muffled against bakugou's skin. )


I can't get up. ( it's mumbled there, soft and almost petulant. ) Not getting up....

( his legs feel like jelly, where they tentatively loosen around bakugou's hips, tension draining out of them; he's boneless but trying so hard to keep clinging to him like he can't let him go. )

Date: 4/27/25 21:21 (UTC)
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Mmm. ( it feels like the only agreement he can manage, some small, hummed bliss of amusement in the back of his throat, husky and worn; sure, he doesn't mind being ridiculous. if being ridiculous means that he can be here, wrapped up around bakugou, then he'll be ridiculous. he'll be whatever it is he has to be, to stay here. )

But the tub is...wet.

( this, too, is a ridiculous murmur from somewhere within the crook of bakugou's neck, where he breathes in the scent of him--where he gets distracted, for a moment, taking in the scent of his wet hair, the slight sting of his sweat on his shoulders, on his back, mixing with the splash of the lukewarm bathwater; it would be tempting just to stay here, tempting just to heat up the water himself and sink down into it, tempting to just keep his arms and legs propped up around bakugou like he's a pillow pushed in for sleep. but already, he's losing tension in his legs, despite the way that bakugou palms at him, encourages him to keep his hold; like training, he considers it a challenge, his knees tenting up again, his heels digging in, but he can only keep it for another moment longer before his thighs start to fall apart again, as though he's going to bare himself wide open.

the thought makes him laugh, a little. ridiculous, maybe. there's no inch of him that bakugou hasn't seen, hasn't touched with his lips, or his tongue; that earns a slight shiver, and he realizes that he's going to have to steady his body heat if he wants any hope of trying to wrangle actual thoughts into his head. a slow breath passes, chilled and then tingling up into steam, as he gently lets his head loll back, letting his messy hair hit the back of the porcelain there, like he might just turn his cheek to the edge of the bath and close his eyes for good.

right. but the tub is wet. he was trying to go somewhere, with that; his tongue snakes out, wetting his lips, before he forces his eyes open again. )


We need to clean up and get towels. ( there, that had been the rest of the thought: like this, looking up at bakugou, he can feel himself smiling, and it's so strange to not immediately want to swallow it down; his arms loosen, but that's only so that he can bring one hand up, raking and combing long fingers back through damp blonde strands, brushing it out here and there, away from bakugou's face at random.

his thoughts derail again, but he can't be blamed for it. )
You're handsome.

( that smile stretches again, a little cheeky, like he can't believe he just said it out of nowhere--and he knows precisely what bakugou's reaction will be, but he loves it anyway. there's something so comforting about being able to just be himself without boundaries; normally he's trying to ensure that whatever he says isn't something that's going to be taken the wrong way, or something that will get him into trouble, measuring his understanding of social situations with his understanding of the kind of person that he's expected to be.

bakugou just expects him to be this--himself, a little love drunk, peppered and marked with so many little nips and pulls of teeth and tongue that he'll have to shrug his shoulders up if he wants to hide them at all. maybe he doesn't. does it matter if their friends look at them tomorrow morning and know precisely where they've been? it makes him feel warm in a good way, in his stomach, like a giddy bundle of butterflies. )

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