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Date: 10/18/23 04:12 (UTC)
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( it's hard to tell whether it's better or worse, honestly. stepping back from the bakugou-sandwich he'd made is fine, and getting under the spray is fine, but the suds washing down between them annoy him, casting away in rivers of lukewarm gray; no matter how many times he does it, there's always a little bit of that color rinsing itself out, especially under hot water. he wouldn't mind it alone, and doesn't really mind it with bakugou, either, but he can tell that bakugou's not being particularly kind about scrubbing the suds out, and there's something about the whiplash of his own thoughts that's troublesome. it's easy enough to wipe himself clean of them like a doll with only one expression, even and lackluster, emotionless; but it's a shitty feeling to recognize actually feeling one and being forced to let it go.

it doesn't really matter. none of this really matters: that's sort of the whole point. the bitching stops, at least, as bakugou rinses him off, and once he feels like it's good enough, he gives a jerk of his chin up, shaking his head slightly to force bakugou's hand away from the wet strands. )


Good enough. ( that one leg is still wrapped around him, so he drops his other hand, gripping and groping for bakugou's knee to force his weight out from under him; either bakugou's going to wrap both legs up around his waist, or he's going to end up slipping and cracking his head open on the shower floor. honestly, either way works for him. ) Now we're done?

( obviously not: but he's either easily distracted or wants to be, and whatever's left can wait. skin to skin contact makes it easier to suppress his irritation, and that's one thing they've always been good at. if nothing else, all their bitching tends to wind down into efficient silence when it comes to fooling around, and bakugou hasn't disappointed him yet. the kid's a little too good looking, and it's troublesome. )

We got better things to be doing than playing hair stylist.

Date: 10/25/23 03:44 (UTC)
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( they're both fair options, both with their own annoyances, both with their own issues. the shower would be fine for it: a good option, even, though slick skin and slick feet could lead to either of them causing an accident, one that would need a little more help than a few gauze pads and a needle and thread. plus, now the dumbass has gone and turned the shower off, leaving him with less of a desire to stay and feel cold water drying through his hair. he might not feel it on his skin, really, but the rest would be annoying. no matter how hot they make it, he'd have to turn the water back on--at least for the sake of the one of them that isn't burning up on the inside.

but the bedroom? it's not like they haven't fucked in there before, bakugou on his back with his mouth smashed beneath one of dabi's palms, keeping him quiet; those experiences have been fast and quick and searing, though, the kind that haven't paid attention to details like the little personal trinkets, still left in bakugou's room, dumb shit he doesn't want to see like an old all might figurine or one of his old school bags. it's all shit that reminds him of how much of his life has been torched away from him; he barely even went to school, and god knows what he thinks of heroes.

so that leaves secret option number three.

with his hands hooked under bakugou's legs, keeping him steady, he draws them back from the shower wall. he can handle this in small doses, but he's not built for great shows of brute strength; then again, bakugou isn't incredibly heavy, though most of his weight is thanks to his impressive muscles. so it's not too hard to stagger out of the shower with him in tow, bodies smashed together, wet skin to wet skin; the grin on his face, though, means it's not going to stay that easy, and rather than carry bakugou out of the bathroom entirely, he lets one of his knees buckle as soon as they're on the bathroom rug.

bakugou goes down first, obviously. he lets him go about an inch off the floor, arms winding back, lets bakugou's spine hit the tile before he's crawling in over him like a monster out of the lake; there's still room between bakugou's thighs, after all. )


Now's your chance, tell me what you want. ( hey, at least he's giving him a choice--he plants his palms down at either side of bakugou's ribs, dipping down so that he can bite at his shoulder, one sharp pull of skin. ) Tick tock. Thirty seconds.

Date: 10/29/23 22:55 (UTC)
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You're an idiot. ( --comes out of hissing teeth, tongue pressed to the back of them as bakugou's mouth closes in over his collar, pulling at damaged skin. he doesn't feel much; there's just that strange, gut-lurching feeling of the shape of him sliding up a little, as though every place where he's attached just shifts and shrugs with the movement. bakugou could find a perfect spot near there, pull hard enough, and tear it apart; maybe he's already thinking about the counter of medicine he sent flying to the floor. ) I'm already this fucking hard, so you're gonna rip and tear if I fuck you.

( honestly, the brat would deserve it at this point. someone should teach him that patience is a virtue, or whatever: ironically it's something he's learned well over the years. as much as he wants to watch endeavor squirm, wants the payoff of seeing the shattered look on his face when he knows his world is beyond repair, there's no sense in rushing right towards the special ending. these things take time, and it takes build up to get to the climax of the story. it's frustrating, having to bide his time, and at one point, he'd even considered just ditching the whole thing, finding his little brother and slitting his throat in his sleep. but that would come with the complications of getting into UA, among other things, so--

patience. maybe this is something he can impart onto bakugou, like the shitty older brother he is.

there's a chuckle, a grin that's smothered against bakugou's shoulder, and he skims his teeth over the same spot again, just for the torture of it; rather than relent, his head moves down, teeth and tongue marring the skin of bakugou's chest, pinching over a nipple, roaming down over his ribs. his hands stay, a vice at bakugou's narrow waist, pinning him to the floor as he slowly extends himself down, stretched a little more lazily between his thighs. )


Get the lube. Above your head. ( should be easy enough for the dumbass to reach, unless he's distracted. right, distracted: his tongue dips down along the ridge of bakugou's pelvis, biting and craning his jaw down past his dick, skimming just lightly over the shape of his balls--and going lower. ) Thirty seconds.

( yeah, he's just gonna keep using that to piss bakugou off. )

Date: 11/5/23 23:13 (UTC)
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( patience is a virtue, and they're both fresh out of virtues. even the kindness he spares is mostly just in retaliation: bakugou is right, they've done it hard and fast before, done it in ways that they probably shouldn't, done it to degrees that have left them both panting and aching and exhausted after. even if he tore him open, it would be on the bathroom rug, here, minimal spatter that could be mopped up out of the tile. maybe his nice little parents would question the rug or why it's gone, or why it's different, or why it's stained, but that wouldn't be his problem. he doesn't have anyone to answer to but himself, these days, as much as the others might think that he spares them even an inkling of consideration.

he wants to tell himself that he says it just to fuel bakugou's impatience, to make it harder for him to handle things, harder for him to find control in things; but maybe there's something more to it, too. maybe it's just something he's not going to acknowledge, now.

the distraction works the way he intends it to, and every lap of his tongue along the thin skin of bakugou's sac makes the boy's thighs flinch, his legs tenting as though they might snake up around his ribs and knee him in the bone. he doesn't mind it--blindly, one hand gropes up bakugou's side to find the bottle, fingertips grazing bakugou's hand as he takes it from him without complaint. then it's just a matter of dropping it down into the space between bakugou's thighs and leaving his hands free to continue pinning him to the cold bathroom floor. he's not going to need it just yet, but it's better to have it ready; he imagines it would get harder for bakugou to find it the more blinded he gets by arousal.

squeezing, he holds him down, settles himself between bakugou's thighs fully, laying flat on his stomach; it feels good, somehow, stretched out on the floor without worry of the edge of a mattress coming up too close, or sheets sticking to his skin, getting caught up in the staples. his hands slide, groping down over the strong hilt of bakugou's hips and legs, pressing down between them until he can bend his elbows and palm his hands along the curve of either thigh, pushing to force bakugou's legs up in the air. )


You're right. ( the words come in a playful sneer, his head buried down beneath bakugou's balls. ) We should take our time, huh?

( his chin dips, hands sliding down until they come to the curve of bakugou's cheeks--and his tongue traces a warm, neat little line down, lapping lightly at the hint of the opening there, teasing it with the tip of his tongue; his fingers grip, forcing him to spread further apart, circling lightly over the skin there like he's waiting for complaint or desperation. )

Date: 11/10/23 05:40 (UTC)
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( and that's kind of the point, isn't it? they always come together like a match and gasoline: explosive at best, destructive at worst. it's always a rough tumble into bakugou's bed, into whatever mattress they've stolen for the night, into the darkness, into shadows. it's always like the shower, fighting for control or for vanity or for pride; it's always bruising, biting, fast, rough. it isn't like he doesn't enjoy it, and bakugou enjoys it just the same--easy enough to explain away all kinds of shit when one is training to be a hero, apparently, something that he finds he takes great perverse pleasure in. what kind of bite marks should he leave, what kind of bruises, what can he do to make bakugou embarrassed to explain away the evidence, make it hard for it to be believable?

so that's why he's doing it like this. that's why he's teasing bakugou's puckered hole with the tip of his tongue, flicking against it idly, slowly, like he's trying to coax him to relax; it doesn't matter to him either way, but it'll be way more enjoyable on bakugou's end if he stops tensing and clenching and curling up and away. one palm braces, holding bakugou's leg up in the air--the other reaches down between them, blind to fumble with the cap of the lube, struggling to work it open. it comes with a soft pop, a slight squeeze and puddle of the stuff between them, but he doesn't care. it might get smeared on him when he shifts his weight down, his tongue still diligently lapping and pressing and sneaking past that tight ring of muscle--his fingers end up coated, and rather than push them up between bakugou's legs, he works them down.

is bakugou going to come like this? oh, he's considering it, considering just tongue-fucking him and letting him spurt hot cum all over his own stomach, maybe even feel a little ashamed about it, either pushed too fast or pushed in a way he doesn't like; he isn't trying to go so far as to step over their boundaries, not exactly, not in a way that might get him into trouble, but: he likes being unexpected, and more than that, he likes being lazy. it feels good to stretch all out on his stomach and feel bakugou trembling because of him, because of a few simple, insistent maneuvers with his tongue. might just add this to the list of things they do on the regular, then.

his weight shifts again, more onto his side, just enough so he can take his own dick in hand and start slicking it with lube; his head tilts, a full jerk of his tongue inside of bakugou, as far as the boy's tension will allow him. a few more jilted, persistent pushes, licking and prodding and shifting; and then he's lifting his head up, slightly, pillowing it against bakugou's taut thigh. his eyes linger there, watching bakugou up along the shape of his naked body like a cat that's glowing in the shadows. )


I'm waiting for you to beg. ( his eyes squint a little, in a shape that shows he's grinning, unabashed, from where the rest of his face is pressed in near bakugou's pelvis. ) Not gonna start 'til I hear it.

( gives him a chance to keep slicking up his own cock, anyway. win win. )

Date: 11/25/23 06:54 (UTC)
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( there's the lift of an eyebrow--or what's left of one, just the slight arch there giving up as though perched in scrutiny; none of that sounds like begging, though he's sure that he doesn't have to say that out loud, and more than that, it's the demand that gives away bakugou's weakness, something he could have easily surmised from the tight, taut length of the other's cock against his skin, the way his balls tuck up in expectation, the way his whole body seems like it's twisted on a hook, threaded onto a string. he's so expectant that anything more than the subtle brush of his tongue or the thick spear of it is going to drive him right over a cliff, crashing face-first into orgasm, and that means he's got him right where he wants him: it means that no matter what, bakugou is going to burn with pleasure and embarrassment all the same, going to twist and shift and squirm beneath him, and that's how he wants him, that's how he likes him, that's how he wants him to stay.

idle, he lets his gaze tilt down, raking over the shape of bakugou's sharp pelvis, down to the gap between his thighs as they're spread wide open for him, the clench of his ass against the bathroom rug; he could be nice, sure, and do as he's told, but when has he ever done something like that?

bakugou doesn't beg, and he doesn't get what he's asking for, either. the temptation to stay there, lazily draped around him like a carnivore idly enjoying its meal, is there, but there's more pleasure to be found if he hauls himself up, pushing palms to either side of bakugou's hips, driving himself up onto his own knees. there, like the shadow of expectancy, he looms over bakugou's naked body, pushing his thighs in against bakugou's thighs, bending him in, spreading him further apart. )


You're gonna break either way. ( --seems to be the explanation, a slight crooked smile like his seams might start throbbing with the urge to bleed there, at the hollowed skin beneath his eyes; excitement always does it to him, drives him to that edge where he wants to cry, and if he wants to cry, it won't come out the way it's supposed to, anymore. ) Don't hold back, 'kay?

( soft and sweet, a mocking sort of croon--will bakugou even be able to hold back, like this? with his own weight centered onto one palm, now, his other snakes in between his own legs and bakugou's legs, reaching for the hard length of his own cock, slicked and wet and sticky; purposefully clumsy, he runs the head of it down against bakugou's balls, bumping, pressing, nudging in carefully down further, slipped tight between his cheeks against his hole with a sharp intake of breath, his head dipping between his shoulders. as much as he wants to tease bakugou for his impatience, for his short fuse, for all of it: he's the same way, excitable, determined, desperate for the shred of pleasure there, the feeling of being pressed up tight inside of him.

with his fingers pressing in, he pushes, guides his hips forward, palming his hand against bakugou's thigh, his hip, up against his side as he shifts himself inside, a little careful; it isn't the most time he's spent on prep, but it also isn't the least, so at least bakugou's getting some minor thread of care from him, no matter how frayed. )

Date: 12/3/23 21:25 (UTC)
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( in some ways, he loves it like this, and in some ways, he hates it. arousal and excitement and carnal desire make them equals, put them on even playing ground, and as much as he enjoys bringing bakugou down to his level, he hates that it puts them eye to eye. if he could find some way to fuck him just to fuck him, just to shame him into admitting that he loves getting fucked by someone that's murdered more than a handful of innocent people, that he's sullying his pretty little hero complex by rutting around in the dirt with someone from the league of villains, he would. but there's no way to not feel his own level of excitement; this is one of the very few situations where he feels like he can grasp at a shred of actual sensation, where he gets to experience the same thing that people feel every day. he's long since made his peace--or his resignation--with the fact that most of his body is too burned and too broken to let his nerves know things like pleasure, and more helpful, things like pain. but even so, even being the monster that he's become: he's human, too.

it feels fucking good to push himself inside of bakugou, to feel his muscles close around his head, close around every inch of him, as he guides himself forward. he should have lubed up more, should have taken the time to fuck bakugou on his fingers, too, finish up the whole of the teasing, but bakugou had been embarrassingly close to orgasm, and also, fuck this kid. he can take what he gets and he can like it. he's gone in without nearly anything before, bringing bakugou near to tears with the sensation--though he's stopped doing that as of late, as though, grimly, he's starting to also feel some sort of... no, it's not about that. it's about the fact that it feels better when he doesn't have a sniffling, angry little shithead between his legs, clenching his teeth. it's better when they're both a little more prepared.

even so, as he guides his hips forward, the immediate urge to draw back and slam in hits him; the hand between his legs is unnecessary, now that bakugou's taking him in, and so he balances his weight on hard palms that lock in at either side of bakugou's ribs. he might be trying to keep him close with those legs like a vice around him, but bakugou himself won't be moving past his hands, either. they're both so determined to keep the other close that it's almost sickening. )


Yeah? ( okay, that's closer to begging. he approves. ) Come on, say it again.

( --doesn't mean he'll accept just one, though. his voice comes out like gravel, thick in his throat, and his chin dips a little, like he doesn't want to look bakugou right in the face as he keeps easing his way inside. 'more' is fine, he'll get more: he'll get the whole length of him, pressed inside, where their hips meet skin to skin; bakugou's hand on his thigh clenches in, pulling at the skin, and the hint of pain there, just at the edge of his senses, is just as enjoyable. make him feel it. he wants to feel it.

nothing can really rival the heat that he feels burning inside of him, but this is a pleasant kind. the tense heat of bakugou's muscles wrap around him, tight and tense, and a breath escapes, a hiss of pleasure, feeling it tingle up from the head of his cock and down the length of it, settling into a ball of expectation in his stomach. impatience makes his hands dig down into the bathroom rug; his chin lifts, licking his lips as though the lack of sensation there might even help strengthen the actual feeling between his legs. it's addictive, delicious, and he hasn't even started moving yet.

still waiting for more begging, so: )


Come on. I'm--waiting.

Date: 12/10/23 22:17 (UTC)
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( move, move--like he doesn't want to. like he isn't just waiting for those lips and those teeth, bared in a snarl that's softening at the edges with each inch inside of him, to tell him what he wants to hear, to reveal that little shred of weakness, wantonness, that tiny little piece of obedience or subservience, that he knows bakugou will never admit to and will never go back to. he knows better than to think that at any point they'll end up on the same side of anything, and he knew that from the moment that stupid plan went into motion: at that point they might have had better luck taking anyone but bakugou, someone so fucking stubborn and so fucking convinced of his own worth that he would never submit to anything or anyone else.

and maybe a part of him almost envies that, in some sick way, some angry way, that bakugou grew up to be someone who could be so goddamn confident and well-trained and talented: did he do it all himself? or was it because he had those nice little parents there to support him and help him? what could he have been, if his parents had--

that's not the point, here. the point is to get lost in this feeling: this feeling that he drags out of him, this feeling of bakugou's body clamped around him, skin to skin, hip to hip, thigh to thigh, and to pull and stretch and drag out every piece of pleasure he can from it. that pleasure can't erase anything, but like a drug, it smooths things out, even for a little bit; it gives him something else to focus on, something not quite as destructive as murder or even talent acquisition, something that he sucks at the most, out of everyone, mostly because half the time he doesn't care enough to even go out looking. move, move like he doesn't already fucking want to, like he isn't already driven to the edge of his meager patience by the way that bakugou goes tight around him. his teeth clench, sucking in air through the spaces between them, letting it out in something that sounds like a wheezing sort of laugh. )


Yeah? Gonna ride me from all the way down there?

( all of bakugou's limbs are wrapped around him the way a vine wraps around a building; he doubts that he's going to suddenly push himself up and take charge, and he doesn't mind that at all. he got what he wanted--sort of, he'll give it a passing grade for effort--and so bakugou gets to get what he wants, too. rather than leave his weight up on his palms, he shifts it down to his forearms, hooked on the bathroom rug; the connection between them is almost too close for him to fully enjoy it, the possessive way they're wrapped around each other edging a little too close to those feelings he doesn't have at all.

so he goes on without them. his hips press in, just to bury himself further inside to make a point; his chin dips, head angled to tuck in near bakugou's ear for a short, hot breath of amusement before he draws back again, muscles sliding in relieved tension around the length of his dick as he drags himself out of the heated tunnel of bakugou's insides just to stay there, head of his cock trapped within that tight ring, rubbing up against it. the sensitive sensation is just a little dulled, but even if it started to hurt, he wouldn't care: he can't even remember what hurt feels like, something new and exciting, and rather than linger there too long, he jerks his hips back in again, sinking inside of him until they're skin to skin again with a stiff groan. )


Don't--come yet. ( through his gritted teeth again, bemused, as he pulls back again, dives in again, rolls his hips into bakugou's ass and slips back again only to do it all over again; it's driving him a little mad to be so measured about it, but he's not going to stay so staccato for long. ) I mean it, fuck. Gotta give me at least...a few minutes, come on.

Date: 12/27/23 02:19 (UTC)
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( he could lose it, like this. it wouldn't be bakugou's fault, though he would want to blame him for it--it wouldn't be his fault, but he would scream at him anyway, contriving and creating an argument just to feel something, just to try to escape the sensation. the arms up around him, wrapped along his shoulders, fingers tense in his hair, make him nearly feel like he's suffocating; has anyone ever held him that close, ever touched him like that, ever pulled him in against them like he could be comforted? surely there had been times that his mother had tried, but he had hated it, and hated her, and hated that pathetic sort of babying, the kind that said she would be more afraid of him than anything else, like appealing to his ego might help protect her from his scorn.

bakugou doesn't touch him like that, but if there's anything his body remembers, it's muscle memory: and it climbs up inside of his throat, and inside of his chest, and he wants to plant him down onto the floor and hold him at a distance, keep him from breathing on him, breathing with him, keep him at a safe and respectable length.

keep everything from bleeding together. keep them from bleeding together. the thought is sickening, like some sort of disgusting prank: how could either of them ever get to that kind of point, together? the whole point of this had been the fact that it could be sex and nothing else; he doesn't feel anything anymore, and bakugou is too stupid or too prideful or too disgusted himself to try. what sort of hero would want to fuck around with a villain, to start, but what sort of hero might feel something for a villain? fucking pathetic.

he probably doesn't. it's just sex. sex, and snarling, and the pant of bakugou's breath as he pushes inside, the stammering, thick murmur of his words, his demands, his gratification; it's slow, too slow to really drive bakugou to his limits, and by now, he's probably pushed past that too-close pain and has instead dived right into the intense boundaries of pleasure, swimming within its fences. frustrated, he lets out a curse, the thick of it falling against bakugou's ear; they're so fucking close it's uncomfortable, their bodies wrapped up, bakugou's ankles locked, his hands, his mouth, his voice, his breath-- )


Shut the fuck up. ( it's not really a command, not really a complaint, either: no one's home this time, so he doesn't have to jam his fingers over bakugou's mouth to keep him quiet; it's mostly just against the taunt that bakugou could go all night like this--sure, he might last awhile, but he doesn't think it would be all night. ) Gonna...piss me off...

( it's a threat that he only half-means: already he's rubbing his hips in, burying himself in further, deeper, all the way to the end; his balls press, smashed in against bakugou's ass, and rather than pull himself back, rather than work into that slow rhythm, he stays there, rutting into him, pushing when there's nothing else left to push. their bodies rock together, sliding the rug beneath them back and forth against the tile--all he gets is heat, and all he gets is the steady pulse of the head of his dick there, rubbing into tight, constrictive pleasure; he definitely thinks he's just gonna lose it, and whether that's his cool or his temper or his sanity, it's hard to say. everything's so fucking tight here, and they're so fucking close here-- )

Fuck. ( a hiss, dripping with intensity against bakugou's ear, where his face is still buried in, hidden against him--his hips stutter in again, a little wilder, a little less composed, a little less worried about how he's not giving bakugou any room to breathe. ) Fffuck. You're so fucking tight...

Date: 1/10/24 04:27 (UTC)
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( it feels like a finger, pressing on a bruise. he can't precisely remember how that feels, though he had a ton of them, bumps and bruises and burns from training and playing and doing everything in his power to try to find that depth of power inside of him, to try to pull it all out, splay it out in front of his father as though that would mean something. as though he could pull out his insides and lay them all out and then there, that would be enough: that would be enough to become enough.

pushing at a bruise, picking at a scab, pulling at skin until it bleeds: having bakugou wrapped around him like this is just the same. he pushes so far into the unpleasant, sickening lurch at being this damn close to someone that he can feel their breath and feel their sweat and feel their body move in tandem with his own; he pushes into it so far that he gets past that feeling, gets past that disgust, gets past that horror. at some point, it becomes nothing but the pleasure in it: a shared pursuit, one of the only ones they'll ever agree on.

because that's what it is, in the end. it's sex, sex and snarling, yes, sex and bakugou's breath panting at him, sex and bakugou's voice taunting him, sex and bakugou's legs wrapped up around him and his arms around him and his dick smearing precum between them, eager and desperate for that cliff he's driving them over. no airbags and no coming back from the impact. and is it a little crazy, to think there's even more to get to? to keep pushing on it, keep pressing forward, keep rutting into his ass like he can get any deeper, like he can somehow find the strings that connect them, there, even though he doesn't want to be connected at all? what the fuck kind of fucked up feeling is that, to want to be close to someone? when has that ever worked out for anyone at all? bakugou might be clinging to him now, and he might be enamored with him now, and he might be desperate for him now, but all that is about the sex, about the release, about the tension.

and he's gonna lose it first, and he fucking hates that.

his chin ducks, a hissing breath against bakugou's ear that ends up smothered down into his neck, his shoulder, ends up smothered where his teeth skim and bite and pull at bakugou's skin, marking him up as he mouths his way back to his ear; he's still pressing into him, rocking them together like they're one unit, and the way those muscles go tight and slack and tight and slack around his dick drives him so close to orgasm that he has to close his teeth around bakugou's ear just to keep from yelling in frustration. not everything is as dulled as he wants it to be, and not everything is as dead as he wants it to be, either. )


Fuck off. ( to the point about his dick, and then, further, greedy and amused and hot in bakugou's ear, as he lets it go with his teeth-- ) And fuck you.

( there, now he's getting it: now he's finding his way back again, back from the hazy feeling of bakugou's body, coiled around his, like he actually means something; now he's back in the moment but apart from it, pulling his hips back--his dick catches, slick and clumsy and popped past the ring of bakugou's muscles, there, hooked on just by the head; there's a throaty, pleased sort of chuckle, and he pushes in again. bakugou's cock is caught between their bodies, but he doesn't care; his hips push in, pull out, push in, pull out, and this time, there's no mercy, none of that desperate rutting, none of that full connection. he fills bakugou just to deny him it again, and it feels fucking fantastic, and it feels like-- )

Come on, you're holding back on me. ( the words come out stuttered, pulled from the breath of exertion and the tingling of pleasure that rakes over him with every thrust of his hips into bakugou's pliant body; he has to taunt him, has to try to get him there, or he's going to lose himself to his orgasm first, and no, he's not going to lose something yet again. ) Come, scream, yell, pull my hair, really fucking feel it.

Date: 2/12/24 00:50 (UTC)
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( it's a sloppy mess, a cascade of saliva and sweat and precum trapped between them, and he doesn't care. he doesn't care if bakugou ignites him with all of that dangerous sweat smeared onto his damaged skin, doesn't care about the sticky mess between them that globs in between the lines of muscle and the tense, taut gasp of breath; he doesn't care if bakugou's tongue misses the mark on his mouth in that sloppy kiss, or if his teeth get caught on bakugou's lip, or if his own splits with the impact, if any of his staples come free with the rough pull of it all. bakugou's breath is hot against his, panting, begging, cursing, kissing; if there's blood between them, he doesn't care. it doesn't matter if he marks bakugou with every fluid in his body and bakugou marks him back: that doesn't mean anything. it doesn't mean anything. it can't mean anything.

but fuck, what if it did? they're so close to the edge that it becomes something of a tumble, like they're wrestling for the side that will throw one of them over, and he's got the advantage, being on top; he can drive his cock down into bakugou's ass with reckless abandon, can rut and push and pulse and make him writhe against the bathroom rug with impact, but it doesn't make it any better, doesn't roll him further away from the impending weakness of orgasm. it isn't even really a weakness, but when they're both always battling for who will be the first to go, it feels like losing, feels like admitting something that he doesn't have the words for, feels like a tiny, terrifying little thing to just let all of that go and trust that it won't get thrown back in his face. case in point: he can feel the way that bakugou goes tight around him, can feel the way his own hips stutter, unable to drag himself back out far enough to slam back in again.

so he pushes, rubs, rolls his hips in; so his mouth finds bakugou's neck, his jaw, burying his face into it, and when he hits it, he knows that he hits it: all the muscles go tight around him, a sudden, searing clench of pressure around the shape of his cock, and there's a groan that rolls into bakugou's ear, a groan of pleasure and laughter alike; hot lines of cum spurt between them, milked from bakugou's orgasm, and he rocks into it, follows the give and take and pulse with his own tremoring breath, smearing it all between them. bakugou is all arms and legs around him, and despite his obvious orgasm, he's still not letting go: it's delicious and frustrating and terrible all at once, hissing a curse in against bakugou's ear as he pulls at the lobe. )


Fucking... ( he doesn't even have it in him to complain, can't find the insults he should find, can't find the anger or the frustration--instead he finds pleasure, the kind that almost hurts, tingling and threatening to push him right into orgasm. ) Fuck.

( his head bows, nestled hard into the crook of bakugou's neck; his hips push, relentless, nudging and driving and rubbing himself into bakugou's ass when he can hardly even stand to pull out--bakugou's muscles are starting to relax, now, but he doesn't want to lose that feeling, that feeling of being so desperately wanted inside, that feeling of being kept, and now it's too much, and now it's too far, and now he can't fucking think of anything but the impending release. he wants it. he wants it bad enough that he doesn't care when he curses into bakugou's skin, doesn't care when he comes, doesn't care that he plunges headfirst into the pool of all those feelings he doesn't want to feel, coming inside of him, coming hard inside of him. their chests touch, his arms giving way to the flat of the floor beneath them; for a long moment, he rides out the shot of pleasure that sings in his nerves, one of the few things that he can feel, in all its intensity.

his breath steadies, a little too quickly--but he doesn't lift his head from bakugou's neck, doesn't move, doesn't rip himself free of bakugou's ass, and that's telling, telling in a way he doesn't like. but for one quiet moment, he lets himself have that feeling: that feeling of being desired. their bodies stay together, and he only moves slightly, enough that he isn't fully crushing bakugou's dick between them; he pushes some weight back onto one arm, giving them both at least the space to breathe. )

Date: 2/19/24 01:01 (UTC)
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( he doesn't appreciate the move, but he can't really do anything about it: his arm gets kicked out like the metal stand on a bike and their chests smack together, damp skin to damp skin, a growl of complaint hissed between teeth as they collide. this is what it feels like to be wanted, and the emotions flicker through him, ripe and strange and filed in like photos in a slide reel, slotted and brushed away with recognition and denial--it always feels good until it doesn't, it always feels invigorating until it doesn't, it always feels like it'll last forever until it doesn't. that's what growing up taught him, right? you're wanted until you're fucking useless and then there's always someone better than you out there, taking everything you wanted, fucking up everything that was supposed to be yours. and if that's the case, then that's the case here, too: he's not going to admit that he wants something beyond bakugou's hair fisted in his hand as he fucks him, not going to admit that he wants to stay past the cursory few hours he'll fall into sleep next to him before leaving out the window. he's not going to get it. he's not going to have it.

and that's when it all gets a little sour. the cling of bakugou's arms, the clutch of his legs, gets looser around him; the frantic breath beneath his own chest steadies, rounding back out into normal inhales, normal exhales. suddenly they're too close, and suddenly they're too intimate, and suddenly it's all just far too much for him, pushing far too close to all those feelings that he claims not to feel anymore, all the vestiges of what he used to be or what he could have been, all of those tiny littles hopes that never became anything at all. it pisses him off, the feeling, makes his skin itch in irritation; steadying a breath himself, he slowly pushes back up onto his elbows and then, carefully, up onto his palms. one hand reaches in between them, skimming wordlessly along the hard line of bakugou's body to find the place where they still meet. his dick's going soft, but it isn't uncomfortable just yet--he isn't fully a monster, at least not here, and so he's careful about the way they separate, bracing a hand against the base of his cock as he pulls his hips back, a steady rhythm, until it snaps past that ring of muscle and they separate.

kind of a fucked up feeling. then again, he's used to that. there's no part of him that's going to get what he wants except for that one thing he wants, and that should be enough. there's no part of his plan that involves getting too involved with the dumb brat they kidnapped, no part of his plan that has any sort of redemption, or even future, for how this will go. the people that he wants to die will die, and he'll die with them.

with a slow wheeze of breath, playfully exhausted, he uses one elbow to swing back, away from bakugou's body, instead choosing to flatten himself on his own back next to him; the rug doesn't stretch quite that far, so it's just cold tile he gets to lay on--a few of those bottles he swept off the counter are near his head, rattling around near his wet hair. )


Now what? ( there's some amusement in his gravely voice, eyes closed, one hand lifting to push his bangs away from his eyes a little. ) You gonna play nurse, feed me, or tuck me into bed?

( or is bakugou going to come to his senses and kick him out like he should? it's hard to say. there's probably more of that hero bullshit that will come into play here, no matter how much he dislikes it; he'll probably feel sorry for him or something equally pathetic if he forces him back into his clothes, wet hair and all, and kicks him out the front door. clothes, that's another good point: maybe he can stick them in the wash while he's here.

stupid thoughts. he'll take any thoughts, really, anything that isn't focused on how the distance between them feels funny, now, unwarranted and unpleasant. )

Date: 3/10/24 23:46 (UTC)
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Seems kinda pointless to tell you I've got a problem so you can cuss me out and do it anyway.

( his eyes are closed--it's somehow easier to handle it, with his eyes closed. he doesn't have to look up at the lights in the bathroom and remember where he is, doesn't have to look over and see bakugou's face, wet with sweat or bathwater, dripping from the tips of his uselessly pointed hair. it's easy to play pretend, but it's easier still when he doesn't have to be consciously aware that every inch of this place is a place he doesn't belong--that same feeling, itching and crawling inside of him from years before, standing on that tatami he used to know like the back of his hand and looking at a picture of himself, framed and pretty, in a house that had remained exactly the same, in a family that had remained exactly the same. he hadn't belonged there, either.

reality is a hard pill to swallow, sometimes. his reality, now, is something that he's constructed, something he's stitched together like the map of his mottled skin, bleeding from real to unreal and back again. the reality is that there's nothing left for him, in places like these, with people like this--bakugou is going to be some fucking dumbass hotshot hero, someone who upholds the same society that should be put to rest, and he's going to do it without realizing all the terrible things he's standing for. sometimes he thinks bakugou deserves it, and sometimes he thinks he almost feels sorry for him, in a way: as though it's a raw talent and raw determination wasted on something that doesn't deserve someone that good.

ridiculous, stupid things: he forces his eyes open, forces himself to look up at the bathroom ceiling, and then sighs. with a groan, he pushes up: first onto elbows, and then, bending at the middle, to sit up entirely; it's probably better to do this in the bathroom, where blood can be wiped off tile just as easily as ash can be, but he's still not entirely sure he's going to play along nicely, still not entirely sure what he wants to do. one hand lifts, fingers raking back through wet hair, trying to push it away from his face--but his gaze is angled down at bakugou, narrowed and gauging, like a predator trying to decide if it's worth it to take down troublesome prey. )


Let's see what your fancy-ass hero training taught you, then.

( sure, he assumes that bakugou knows the ins and outs of basic field medicine, maybe--at least that's what he remembers himself, remembers asking his father about, remembers learning about all the kinds of things he would be learning once he got into UA.

now there's a funny joke. the thought makes his expression warm, a little, but it's with the heat of pleased irritation. )


Is this good enough, nurse? ( the words drawl out of him, as he shifts, slightly, sliding until his back can hit the cabinet beneath the sink and stretch his long legs out in front of him--easier for him to lean up against something, anyway. he doesn't really care if he's just sitting out naked on bakugou's bathroom floor, and he's too lazy to reach for a towel anywhere, so here they are. ) Promise I'll be a good boy.

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