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"Katsuki Bakugo. Make it fast or hang the fuck up."

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[It's not something Katsuki wants to explain. Nightmare. Anxiety. Stubbornness. Could be any of those things. But he's awake and he's not sure if he's cold or hot, dizzy or confused, exhausted or energized. It's a weird waking moment of waking from badly needed sleep.

The gentle brush of his bangs along his forehead and away from his face is strangely comforting, but he can't shake the feeling of missing something. Of needing to do something before he goes to sleep. Izuku's words don't help either.]

... do you know why we went after you?

[defendure]

You didn't want me to fight All For One alone.

[ There's something a little reluctant in his tone, and he speaks quietly, trying to pitch his voice nearer to a whisper. This sort of confrontation... ]

...can we talk about this another time, Kacchan? It's so late.

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[That's only part of the reason, but Katsuki doesn't pursue the topic because Izuku asks him. Instead, he lifts his head and turns it so he's resting on the other cheek now.]

Then what'll help you sleep?

[defendure]

I...don't think I can sleep tonight.

[ Tired or not, he's just too anxious right now. The things that will help...he can do them tomorrow, but right now isn't really the best time to talk. ]

As long as you guys can sleep it's okay.

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[Katsuki frowns at the information. Not because he thinks Izuku's lying, but because he knows he's telling the truth. And outside of hurting himself, Katsuki's aware he won't be able to stay awake with him.]

Do you want me to touch you or leave you alone?

[defendure]

Whichever helps you sleep.

[ It's true. That's his preference. It's also true the intimacy is making him more anxious right now, but Katsuki went out of his way to stay close and touch him, so... ]

It's okay. I want you here.

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[... sigh. Katsuki feels like he's in a corner, he doesn't know what's best to do, there's no apology he can say this time, there's no Iida here to pass the torch to, he has to consider Shoto as well, and somehow help a boy who doesn't know what equates to that "help" he needs.

Katsuki opts in the end to simply sit up against the wall beside Izuku's perch on the bay window, wrapping the blanket around him. At least he can rest beside him. Stay close.]

[defendure]

[ As far as Izuku's concerned...he doesn't need help for this. It's his own fault for asking a little too much, and any discomfort he feels is a deserved punishment. It's not even really a punishment if other people get some comfort or pleasure out of anything that makes him anxious; that's simply a silver lining that makes it worth the effort.

Whenever he tells Katsuki he'll tell him if he needs help, he's telling the truth - until he actually doesn't like what's going on around him or needs something else, and then it simply becomes a lie if there's anyone else in the equation whose needs are opposite his own - Katsuki included. It's the sort of thing he gets stubborn about, too. There's no way he'll share any desires that go against what the others want from him right now.

He won't leave, though. So there's that. ]