[Does Yuji think Katsuki's going to do something to make him feel worse? Deliberately?

As hard as it is to feel the hope and drive to live in the middle of a storm of guilt and pain... he refuses to let Yuji sink into such a thought too far.]

They all had reasons for wanting you to stay alive. Even if it came with that risk.

[Regardless of whether the reason was to catch more fingers, fight more curses, protect his innocence, or love a friend.

Each of them could have killed him.

Each of them decided Yuji's life was more important than his death.]

I know it's hard to see it right now, but they all supported your life. And they're not idiots.